Added into Daddy’s Life novel Chapter 46

Mya's P.O.V.

I stood there shocked...they fought. I looked over at master and we made eye contact... I froze. Just looking at him standing there made me tremble with fear. His skin was pale and his eyes were wide with what seemed to be surprise. Warm liquid filled my diaper as tears streamed down my face.

"No no no baby don't cry. It's ok he's not gonna do anything I swear.."

I wanted to believe him...I really did but I just couldn't...master is just so terrifying.

"Daddy..." I whimpered running into his arms. He lifted me up and placed me on his hip. "Don't cry princess..please" I buried my face into his neck trying to control my breathing. I didn't want master to see me so broken...

Michael's P.O.V.

Mya was shaking so much in my arms. Her tears soaked my shirt but she didn't make any noise. I turned to Dan and sighed, "Danny we'll talk later. I'm gonna go take care of her. I'll be back soon."

I made my way up the stairs and into the bedroom. I felt Mya's diaper and frowned...it was soaked. "Mya honey I'm gonna change you real quick, ok?" She nodded but didn't say anything.

I started to pull down her shorts and she spoke softly. "Um daddy.." I didn't look up at her but I hummed a response. "Can you not tell mas- I mean your brother that I wear diapers." I looked up at her a little confused, but her eyes were silently screaming for me to say 'ok.' I sighed and nodded, "Ok princess I won't tell him."

I changed her diaper and quickly fixed her clothes. I sighed feeling nauseous. My stomach was literally churning.

"Um baby...I-I need to talk to you.."

She sat up and looked at me with worry written all over her face. I sighed and paced back and forth. "Ok um I really love you princess...but sometimes certain things interfere with love.." She frowned but didn't say anything.

My heart beat sped up as I continued to speak. "Ok baby listen...please just hear me out before you say anything ok?"

She nodded.

I rubbed my temples and took a beep breath. "Ok um I know what my brother did to you was horrible but...uh...f!ck please don't hate me..I-"

She cut me off, "You forgive him..."

I didn't want to admit it but I couldn't help it. I nodded slowly. "I'm sorry Mya I'm so sorry but... he's my brother..my family. I just can't hate him because you hate him. Yes he is a nightmare but I love him. I can't see myself hating him and not talking to him. That just won't work."

I looked over at Mya but she wasn't looking at me. Tears fell from her eyes but she quickly wiped them away. She spoke softly. I can literally hear the pain and sadness begin her voice. "How can you say that daddy? He went out of his way to make me cry and ruin my life. How can you love someone so cruel? He doesn't have love to give so why are you going out of your way to show him love? He doesn't deserve it." I shook my head. "Mya...you don't understand my brother and I are extremely close...every since we were little. He was and still is my rock, and my strength when I need him to be. I'm not giving that up....I'm sorry."

Every word that escaped my mouth made tears fall from my eyes. I wanted to hate my brother. I wanted to hate him for damaging the love of my life....but I couldn't. Mya made me feel even worse. I hated seeing her cry, I hated seeing her upset because of something Danny did. She never told me what her flashbacks were about but now I kinda got an idea. He made her miserable.

"Daddy..." Mya said pulling me out of my thoughts. "You don't mean that...if you really loved me you would hate him...you wouldn't have forgiven him so easily. I can tell by your face you put up a fight but it clearly wasn't good enough....why? I understand people deserve second chances, but don't you believe in pay back? Don't you think he should at least suffer...even if it's just a little bit. He should feel something....just for treating me that way. He had no reason to..I bet he's not even sorry for doing it."

By the time she was finished we were both in tears. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to make the situation better...I was useless.

I sighed sitting next to her on the bed. "Please baby...please just forgive me for this. I'm really sorry...and yes he should pay but I don't have the heart to do it.."

She didn't speak after that so I stood to my feet.

"Princess....there's something I need to tell you but I need Daniel in here as well." Her eyes widened and she immediately stood. "No daddy no please no!! I don't want to see him or hear his voice....I just can't handle it."

I shook my head and cradles her face in my hands. "I know my love I know but this is really important. Just trust me I'll make sure nothing happens. I swear it."

She looked up at me with sad eyes, "Are you gonna hold me the whole time?" I nodded, "if you want."

She smiled weakly, "ok"

I quickly ran down the stairs and called Danny's name. "Daniel!!! Daniel!!"

"In the bathroom Mike!!"

I made my way to the bathroom and sighed. Giselle was with him cleaning up his bruises. "Danny I really need you for a second.." He looked up at me and knitted his eyebrows together. "Is everything ok?" I nodded, "yes but please just come." He stood to his towering height and smiled at Giselle, "I'll be right back my lady.." She giggled but nodded.

Dan turned to me, "What's up Mikey?" I sighed, "It's Mya...we need to tell her." He nodded slowly.

We both made our way up the stairs and into the bedroom. Mya was on the bed with her knees up to her chest. She stared into space as a stray tear streamed down her cheek.

"Princess..." I said softly.

She jumped at the sound of my voice. She looked from Dan to me then back to Dan, then quickly scampered into my arms. I sat on the bed and placed her on my lap.

Daniel really didn't need to say anything but I wanted him to be in the room when I said this.

I sighed, "Ok baby...there's something I need to tell you.." She looked up at me with concerned eyes but didn't speak.

I continued, "I-I um...I knew about the whole torturing and everything my brother did to you before you told me... I knew about you since your dad died. I knew what happened with you and Daniel. I know every detail of every little thing he did.... but I acted like I didn't. It was all part of the act."

Her jaw dropped, but I wasn't finished...it was time she knew.

"When he dumped you back at the auction house it was because he was going out of town for business. He told me about it but he didn't tell me anything specific about you like your name or what you look like or anything. I never had a little before and I chose you because you looked so beautiful. I honestly didn't think this would happen but I became so attached to you without me even being able to control it....this wasn't suppose to happen. Yes I took care of you but I wasn't suppose to fall in love....and I did anyway. I really love you Mya....with all my heart...but Daniel is here now...and it's time for you to go back with him..."

To be continued...