Back in Love novel Chapter 380

Lola took a deep breath to calm herself down, but she couldn't.

These days, she hadn't had sex with Jacob. If she was really pregnant... The baby was not his?

They had been looking forward to the birth of the baby. If it weren't Jacob's, what should she do?

She covered her head and shook it desperately. "It's impossible. It couldn't be! I must be crazy! "

She hadn't told him about that yet. Every time she thought of it, she felt guilty and difficult to tell him. If she was really pregnant, how could she stay in the Gu family?

No way! She couldn't get pregnant!

However, her physical condition had reached this point. If she didn't keep this child... Then she wouldn't have another baby in the future.

For a moment, the complicated feelings were mixed and her mood fluctuated greatly.

Since she was at Gu family, the wound on her foot hadn't completely healed, and it was impossible for her to have a check-up. And It was impossible to verify anything in a short time.

What should she do?

She had to go out as soon as possible.

When she faced Jacob again, she avoided eye contact with him and couldn't focus on talking to him at all. She was reading a magazine in a trance.

Jacob came over and took the magazine from her hand. He smiled and said, "You took it upside down! What are you thinking about? "

She smiled awkwardly, "Nothing. I'm just thinking about my wound. When will it recover?"

He took the opportunity to sit next to her and approached her face. "It'll be fine in a few days. If you want to go out for a walk, I'll be with you!"

"No. That's OK. Haven't you been a little busy recently? If I want to go out and breathe some fresh air, I will make an appointment with my friends. "

"Which friend are you going to meet?"

Lola was a little stunned. That's right. Jane went abroad to recuperate, and Celia broke up with her. Lily also had a grudge against her, and even Kate... She also felt sorry.

It seemed that there were really no other friends to meet and talk with.

"It's Ivan. I want to check on him. I don't know how he is recovering!"

Looking at her worried face, Jacob thought it was because of her family background that made her unhappy. A few days ago, he saw her hiding and crying secretly. Maybe it was because she hadn't recovered from the pain, so he held her in his arms. "When you get recovered, I want to take you abroad for relaxation. We still need a honeymoon trip."

She raised her eyes, slightly moved, with tears in them. "Jacob, you still remember what I said... I don't deserve it. " She once said in an interview that she wanted to have a world of two people alone with him, traveling around the world together to compensate for their honeymoon.

She didn't expect him to remember.

"Lola, I know about you. Whether you are worth it or not, only I have the answer. I think you deserve it. I want to be with you, not just for words. I can put aside all my work and stay with you, but I don't want you to be unhappy. I know you are sad about finding your parents. But Lola, we have to move forward. You and I have such a long way to go in the future. We can't lose each other and can't let go of each other's hands. "

He held her hand tightly. The warmth from his palm brought her a warm feeling.

The atmosphere became warm and he couldn't help but lean over.

They hugged each other tightly, as if they would never let go of each other.

All of a sudden, she felt a surge again. She pushed him away and rushed into the bathroom. The stunned Jacob was completely dumbfounded. What did he do?

Why did she feel sick?

Jacob stood up and looked at her.

Lola's face turned pale. She held the washbasin with both hands and retched painfully.

"What's wrong with you?"

"No... Nothing... " Tears were about to spill over her eyes, but she had to pretend to be strong. "My stomach and intestines are not feeling well these days, and I've been vomiting. I have took the medicine. It'll be fine. Don't worry. "

She quickly tidied up, washed her face, tidied up her clothes and walked out.

She was afraid that he would find out something.

Jacob held her in his arms and wrapped her with his big body. He said gently, "It will be find and I'll rub you on the belly."

Lola pushed him away uneasily. Her face darkened and forced a smile. "Jacob, I'm not feeling well. I think I'd better not disturb you. I'll go to sleep next door."

When she was about to turn around, he grabbed her hand and asked, "What's wrong? Tell me. "

The irresistible tone made her lose her direction and shake her head violently.

"You..."

"Jay, I'm really fine. I'm just not feeling well. I'm afraid of disturbing you. Please let me stay alone for a while."

Squinting his eyes, Jacob said overbearingly, "Louisa, I have to take care of you because you are not feeling well! Lie on the bed quietly. I'll get you some hot water. Don't say that you want to be alone. I won't let you be alone! "

She was frustrated. She pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but she gave up and obediently took off her shoes and went to bed.

Then, Jacob served her with tea and water, very dutiful.

She looked into his eyes and made up her mind.

She could stop looking for her parents, stop thinking about her origin, and just want to be with him. But she had to think about the baby in her belly.

If she really had to choose one...

At that point, she would give him the right to choose. No matter what he chose, she could rest assured.

"Jay, I really regretted falling in love with you before. Because of loving you, I lost my dignity and myself! After that, I came back again. But I still can't figure out who you love, the current Lola or Louisa... Do you know which one is the real me? "

She blinked her big eyes and looked at him in confusion.

In the dim light, he was so handsome, just like an otherworldly fairy!

"Louisa, no matter you are Lola or Louisa, you are my wife, the one I love, the woman I want to cherish! People have many sides, and fortunately, no matter which side you are, I like them all. So, this is love. "

Was this love?

"If I do something wrong to you..."

He put his finger on her lips and shook his head. "Don't mention it again. Lola, you have escaped from the wedding once. I don't allow you to escape from me again! So, a few years ago, it was me who broke your heart. You escaped at the wedding, and now it's even. In the future, we must hold each other's hands tightly and live our lives. "

"Hold your hand and grow old with you."

What a beautiful oath! But how many people could make it!

People were always trapped by all kinds of obstacles and tribulations, and in the end, even if they loved each other, they might not end up together.

The world was full of helplessness.

But she didn't want to end up like that. She just wanted to be happy!