Back in Love novel Chapter 290

Selfish?

Was she selfish?

Facing Ellie's question, Lola began to doubt herself.

She shook her head, "It's not like that... It's not like what you said... "

"How is it not like that? For your own selfish desire, you stopped Jacob from meeting others. But for his health, I even have asked that little doctor to come... As his wife, you only care about your own feelings! Lola, so I say, you don't deserve his love! "

"It's not like that!" She hit her head hard and said, "Of course I want him to recover... But... "

"But what? Why do you stop him from seeing that doctor? " Ellie turned to look at Barry and said, "Go and bring the doctor here right now. For the sake of Jacob's recovery, bring all her luggage here! She is going to live here for a long time! "

After hesitating for a while, Barry had a look at Lola, then turned around and left.

Frowning, Lola walked up to Jacob who was only six years old now and said sadly, "Let me play with you, okay?"

Jacob held his huge body and snorted, "No, I want that beautiful sister! All of you go away, okay? "

"Jay, I'm Louisa. Why do you want me to go away? You said that we would never be apart again... You also asked me to trust you and rely on you... But what are you doing now? Are you going to push me away for another woman? "

"I don't know what you are talking about. You are a strange sister, I only know beautiful sister! I want the beautiful sister, or I won't listen to you and will piss you off! "

The childish look of Jacob made her more distressed.

She looked at him firmly. "Jay, no matter what, I believe you will wake up."

Even if Jacob had tortured her thousands of times, she would still treat him the same.

Here came Jewel again.

Lola saw with her own eyes that Jewel coaxed Jacob to take medicine, inject and sleep. After that, she took Jewel to her room.

"From now on, you will live here and accompany him until he recovers. During this period, you don't have to worry about the hospital's affairs. Of course, Barry will take care of everything for you. You don't need to worry about it. And you will be paid to take care of him these days. The salary is ten times as high as that in your hospital. What do you think? "

Surprised and flattered, Jewel looked at Lola and asked in confusion, "Mrs. Lola, do you really want me to stay? But I don't want to get involved in your business... "

"You are just an outsider. Of course you won't get involved in our business. But he needs a caregiver now, so I hire you to take care of him. You don't have to think too much. You just need to do your job well. Just treat him as a child. "

Lola's heart was bleeding.

She didn't want a strange girl to get close to her husband, but she could do nothing.

In front of her emotions and his health, she could only choose his health.

Hearing that, Jewel nodded and said, "Okay, Mrs. Lola, I'll do it well. If you have nothing to say, I should go back now. "

"Miss Ellie has arranged a room for you next to mine. You can go and have a look."

It was late at night after Lola ordered Jewel.

She came to the room of Jacob. She wanted to accompany him, but unexpectedly she met Ellie at the door.

Ellie's face was covered with tears, as if she had just cried.

Lola's heart skipped a beat but her face was expressionless.

Ellie turned around and pretended to be calm, "I was just blinded by the sand."

Looking at the back of Ellie, Lola seemed to feel the same way. She sighed, opened the door and walked to his bed.

He looked like a six year old baby when he was sleeping quietly.

She kept reminding herself that he was only six years old in terms of intelligence and emotions... What could a six year old boy do? When he woke up and saw Jewel for the first time, he depended on her. That was it.

A six year old child wouldn't have too many worldly affairs in his heart.

Would he?

But as a six year old child, Jacob hadn't met Louisa yet, so she should not exist in his memory.

"Jay, I'm sorry that I was absent from your life. In that case, let's leave some beautiful memories when you are six years old now... When you wake up, I can talk about these with you with a smile. Is it good? "

"You will wake up, won't you?"

She touched his face and looked at him gently. "You know what? I never knew that you would protect me like that... In the past, I always doubted your feelings for me, and I still couldn't believe that you would love me... Maybe it was because I was too sensitive and fragile that I only pushed you away... "

She took a deep breath, with a sad expression on her face. Her tears were like a kite with its string cut off. She choked, "I was a coward. I didn't dare to face it or accept it. I was afraid I would repeat the same mistake again."

"Barry told me that in order to make me drink the soup you made, you had worked hard and got injured many times... And the movie I played shouldn't have belonged to me, but you sacrificed a part of your interests to get it for me... And it was you who saved me when I was injured at that time, wasn't it? But I knew nothing. I didn't know what you had done to me! Why didn't you tell me? "

"You are such a fool. You didn't tell me anything and did so much silently. If Barry hadn't told me, how long would you hide it from me?"

Her voice was hoarse and she was very confused.

"There's something wrong with the Gu consortium, and grandma is still in a coma. I'm very scared... Jay, why do you leave us behind and live alone in a world of six years old? Do you know that everyone is waiting for you? The most important thing is that we have agreed not to separate... As long as you wake up, I will take good care of myself and give birth to our baby for you... "

"You know, I like child too. How can I have a baby without you? "

After saying that, Lola burst into a bitter smile. Her face was pale and her expression was blurred. "You still call another girl beautiful sister, then what have I become?"

Jewel lived here to take care of Jacob, but he always held her hand and didn't let her go.

No matter what he did, he always wanted Jewel to be with him.

It made Lola very sad.

It seemed that he no longer needed her, but another woman.

"In fact, I know why you are so dependent on that girl..." She put on a faint smile and whispered in his ear, "Her eyes look like mine... I guess the first moment you woke up and saw that pair of eyes, you must have had a feeling for that person... "

She gently kissed his face, raised her head and looked at him deeply. "I believe that I am the only one in your heart."