Bleeding obsession novel Chapter 45

Authors pov

Xavier cupped her cheek.

"Say that you love me!"

Sarah looked in his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Yes I love you Xavier... I love you so much..."

She finally confessed.

"You have no idea how good it feels to hear these words..."

He stated and she blushed.

"I was waiting for this moment so eagerly..."

"I was dying to tell you this..."

She said and he chuckled.

"You think I don't know?... I knew what you wanted to say..."

He drew circles on her soft chubby cheek.

He leaned down and captured her lips in passionate kiss. Sarah held on his shoulder and kissed him back with the same desperation. He dominated the kiss and explored each and every corner of her mouth.

He broke the kiss and pampered kisses on her neck and shoulder. Sucking on her sweet spot.

"Xavier you are injured..."

She tried to stop him. She wanted him desperately but she can't see him in pain. His wound is still fresh.

"Fuck it... I want you right now baby..."

He Groaned and pulled her in a kiss again.

Breaking the kiss, Sarah made him sit on the sofa and stood in front of him looking at him with lustful eyes.

Xavier eyed her eagerly.

"Don't make me wait..."

He ordered making her smile.

She bent down and unbuckled his pant, Xavier lifted his hips up and she took it off.

Standing up she slide down her gown from her shoulders giving him a very good show. His eyes roamed on her hourglass figure. Each and every curve is alluring. No matter what he can't resist This body. It haven't left his mind till now and never will.

She was about to kneel between his legs but he grabbed her arm stopping her.

"Not today... Today I only want your pussy... Condom is in drawer..."

He said tilting his head towards the wall table.

She grabbed the silver packet from the drawer and rolled it on his length. Her heart was filled with happiness and excitement. Today it wasn't just a physical relationship, it has love in it. She don't need to hold herself back anymore.

Finally he belongs to her and she belongs to him. Only the feeling was overwhelming.

She looked at Xavier and saw only admiration in his eyes. She didn't saw any judgement in his behavior regarding her body. She wasn't skinny and slim like other girls and this is the only thing which makes her insure about Herself.

Sometimes confidence dies if person is staying in the environment where people are always judging for everything and that's what happened to Sarah. Her confidence died when she faced criticism and negative comments of people on her body. They failed to see that she has a beautiful curvy body under her baggy clothes.

She feels different in front of Xavier, somehow more confident and beautiful.

She carefully sat on his lap and slowly took his length in. He bit his lip and cursed as her wetness coated his member. He held by her waist with his free hand.

Sarah arch her back as her core swallowed his hardness. Xavier sucked on her breasts as she started riding him.

He enjoyed watching the ass jingle as she moved her hips. She slide her hands through his hair and sucked on his shoulder.

Xavier threw his head back as she increased her speed. He pinched her nipple making her moan. He was close but he wanted her to finish first. He rubbed her clit with his thumb and familiar knots formed in her stomach.

"I am cuming..."

She moaned.

He grabbed her head and pulled her in a rough kiss as she orgasmed and her scream got muffled by his lips.

Xavier climaxed after her and threw his head back. Sarah's head fell on his shoulder as they both catch their breath.

"Is your hand okay?"

She breathed out and he nodded.

They both cleaned themselves in the washroom and laid down on the bed naked.

Sarah placed her head on his shoulder carefully so she won't hurt him.

"I am so happy today... Finally something good is happening after so long..."

She said while he played with her hair.

"I know..."

He smiled at her.

"I don't want to stay in the past anymore Sarah... Let's start new beginning with fresh memories. Where nothing can separate us..."

He said and her smile widened.

"Let's forget everything and fall in love again..."

"I am so happy that you think like this Xavier..."

She smiled at him and kissed his chest.

"Let's start new life with fresh memories... I don't like my past either... You are the only one who is important for me right now."

They promised each other but only if they knew that both of them have different meaning of new Beginning and sad past.

Xavier's past is full of Sarah, where Sarah's past doesn't remember Xavier at all. They still have a big misunderstanding between them and there were no signs of getting it clear.

"I love you"

Xavier kissed her forehead and her heart fluttered at this. After all she is experiencing this for the first time.

She never thought that she will fall in love with the man from whom she was running away. Who is criminal but she still can't see anything bad in him. It's a same man whom she wanted to give divorce and now she is  ready to die for him. This time she realized that time changes everything.

Finally her wait and struggle is over, she no longer have to cry to sleep. She doesn't need to hold cold pillow to comfort herself. She don't need to beg for love anymore. Because now she has a love of her life, her husband. She has started trusting him, she believes that he will there for her. He won't let her go like today.

She has started feeling more happy and everything seems beautiful when he is around.

But the question is why Xavier decided to forgive her, why he suddenly started behaving good with her, why he is no longer angry, why he accepted her back without confronting her. He didn't even utter a word about their past.

Is it a silence before the storm. Did Sarah has really found a love or it's just a mirage in hot desert. There are so many secrets which are yet to reveal, can Xavier and Sarah handle it or their love will go though pain and suffering again.

Is he planning something or he genuinely want a new start.