Bleeding obsession novel Chapter 46

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"You are making it difficult for me to leave..."

Sarah pouted as she wrapped her hands around Xavier's neck.

"Then don't leave..."

He mumbled snuggling in her neck.

"We can fuck whole day..."

He suggested and she laughed hitting on his back.

"You are such a pervert..."

She pulled back from him and he Groaned in disapproval.

It been week since they have confessed each other's feelings. Xavier's wound has healed and he is perfectly fine now. Sarah was with him whole week, making sure he is okay before resuming her work.

They have started spending time each other and enjoying each other's company. Sarah often thought about asking him regarding his past but she didn't wanted to make him uncomfortable. She still has no idea who is the girl who has left him broken. She was scared that if she brought that topic up then he might get hurt by the bitter memories.

On other hand Xavier has made it clear that they won't talk about their past. Nothing was worth to discuss anyway and agreed as per her memory she also has nothing to be happy about her past.

They both are broken on their own way.

"If you keep saying like this then I might have to cancel my plans..."

She teased enjoying his embrace around her.

"I am always ready for you..."

Xavier kissed her nose tip.

Suddenly his phone rang and he broke the hug picking up the call. Sarah waited as he finished the call and looked at her.

"I have a important meeting today and I must attend..."

He declared.

"Okay fine... Take care."

She smiled. He pulled her by waist and gave her a deep french kiss.

Their makeout got disturbed as they heard knock on the door and Amanda came in.

Sarah's smile vanished as she saw her husband's mistress or whatever they call them.

"Boss I need to talk to you... Please"

Amanda said with pleading face. She was wearing decent clothes today. Jeans and top which was covering her from head to toe. She also had no makeup on, it felt like she is stressed and sick.

Sarah looked at Xavier and he cupped her cheeks.

"It's nothing like you are thinking..."

Sarah couldn't understand how she should react. She wants to trust Xavier but he definitely has a past with Amanda which she can't ignore.

Xavier sighed and went to his closet while Amanda stood there waiting for him. Sarah looked at her with disapproving look.

"I am happy, you two are finally together..."

Amanda said.

Sarah looked at her surprised. 'No bitchy comments today' she thought.

"Don't worry Sarah, I am not here to create any problem. I just need help and he is the only one who can help me right now... I swear I don't mean any harm..."

She assured.

Sarah didn't replied her as she stood there silently waiting for Xavier.

He came back from the closet and gave Amanda a cheque.

"Take this and Don't come here again... It's enough to pay all the medical bills of your sister..."

He said firmly and turned towards Sarah.

"Wait for me, I'll take shower and join you for breakfast..."

He pecked her lips and went to bathroom.

Sarah sighed in relief thinking he was just helping her. There is nothing else.

"Can I ask you something Amanda?"

Amanda smiled bitterly.

"Sure"

"Why you do this work instead of doing something decent and with dignity..."

Sarah asked confused. Amanda genuinely seemed to be a nice girl to her. She wasn't that kind of evil like her sister Natasha.

"To be honest your so called dignity never helped me Sarah... My sister has a brain tumor and now I have a burden of debts on my shoulders... You think I didn't tried to live a decent life, I did! but it didn't helped me. I wasn't born with the golden spoon in my mouth like you, neither I have a qualified education and degrees on my name. Neither I had father who will give me his company... I was born poor and in abusive household. I had to struggle to survive and had to save my sister too. I needed money for that and selling my body was the only way to earn quick money... I don't care what people think about me because they don't feed me. Their respect or this so called dignity can't cure my sister... Trust me All morals and ethics took last seat when your stomach is empty... I am Not saying that this work is good but people have no right to judge us just because we sale our body to feed our family... You are lucky, I am not..."

She said with glossy eyes.

"You don't have to worry... I never had feelings for Xavier neither he showed any interest in me. He was just a rich client. Wish you a good life ahead..."

"I am sorry... It must have been hard..."

Sarah Said Sighing.

"I hope your sister gets well soon..."

Amanda smiled gratefully and left. Sarah sighed thinking life isn't always rainbow and flowers to everyone. All people are facing ups and downs in their life. And if we can't help them then at least make it easy for them by not judging and not spreading hatred towards them.

World will be so much in peace if people learn to accept and respect each other.

Sarah picked up her purse and went downstairs to dining hall.

Ace was already sitting there.

"Good morning, finally your holidays are over..."

He chuckled.

"Yeah..."

She replied but her purse slipped from her hand and fell down. The small bottle of her medicines rolled out from her purse and Ace picked it up for her.

He saw the bottle and frowned.

"Why are you taking this medicines... Isn't it for the depressed people"

Sarah looked at him nervously.

"These are mine..."

She took the Bottle from his hand.

"But why... Why you need this..."

He asked confused.

"Do you remember I told you about my accident?"

She asked and he nodded.

"I had to take this from that day because I got a serious injury in my head and little ups and downs in life affects my mental health... You know panic attacks, anxiety and all that..."

"Fuck... Does Xavier know about it... We can go to the best doctor..."

He suggested.

"No!... Xavier has no idea about it... And I don't want to tell him..."

She said pleadingly.

Ace looked at her in disbelief.

"But why?..."

"Because we have recently started our life. I don't want to make him worried about it. Also I don't want to talk about that things. I am fine now, Ace... I haven't took these medicines from one week... Xavier is making changes in my life and want to be his happy place. If I told him this then he will be worried for no reason..."

She explained.

"Are you sure?... Because it's your life and I am no one to decide for you. But are you sure it won't create any problem in future..."

He asked in concern.

"Yes I am sure... I am going stop taking this anyway... Just don't tell Xavier..."

She requested and he nodded.

"May be I'll tell him when I am ready..."

"What are you guys talking about?"

She clutched on the bottle when she heard Xavier and gulped nervously.

"Nothing I am just telling her that you gets jealous whenever I talk to her..."

Ace came to her rescue. Sarah slowly placed that bottle back in her purse while Xavier was busy glaring at Ace.

"I think you don't love your fucking life anymore..."

Xavier said while sitting beside Sarah.

"Isn't that true?"

Ace rolled his eyes.

"Is it true?"

Sarah teased Xavier keeping her purse aside.

"I don't like when you give your attention to someone else."

Xavier confessed.

"It belongs to me..."

"You don't have to be jealous... I am only yours..."

She said and he smiled pecking her lips.

"Eww... Get a room you dirty people... Oh my god Why I am feeling so alergic now a days... May be the air has become toxic with love..."

Ace scowled playfully and they laughed.

"Wait till you find your soulmate..."

Sarah stated.

Ace scoffed.

"Not happening... Love is not my thing..."

They finished their breakfast and went to their respective works.

Sarah was finally in her office after a week but her mind was constantly thinking about Xavier. She was smiling and blushing remembering their moments.

She has started staying happy now a days and it made her realized that she has took the right decision. Xavier is the only one for her.

William looked at her smiling face and his heart felt at ease.

'i knew with time Everything will be fine. Now I can die peacefully thinking you are safe, Sarah...'

He thought.

Sarah looked at him as his phone rang and he excused himself receiving the call.

She saw him go stiff visibly and got alert. William disconnected the call and looked at Sarah.

"Your brother is out of coma..."

He declared.