Bound by Vows novel Chapter 44

He gave me teasing look but nonetheless answered.

"I was 13 yrs old when i first made my girlfriend who was also my first kiss..." He said while i nod.

"Your turn?" He said.

"You will laugh if i tell you?" I said.

"Why? Did you never had any boyfriend?" He asked.

"No...i had...twice" i said.

"Ohh...who was it? Danush?" He said while i am unable to depict his expression.

"No... he is like my brother...so my first bf was when i was in 11th standard...but it didn't last for more than a week..." I said.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because he was too boring for my liking..." I said while he raised his brows.

"I mean he always used to discuss his favourite subject with me... And can you imagine which subject was it?" I asked him.

"Economics?" He guessed.

"No....it was history...i mean i hate that subject and i had to bear his talk for whole week...it was a pure torture..." I said while he laughed.

"And second?" He asked.

"Well it was in college 1st yr and it didn't last for even 2 days" i said laughing loud thinking about it.

"Why? Was he also too boring for you?" He asked me.

"No...he was — on our first date only— wanted to had physical relationship for which i was not ready...so i dumped him..." I said.

"Well that was very fast move... i am glad...you did that" he said kissing my palm.

I smiled at him.

"Now your turn?" I asked.

"Why did you said yes to this marriage?" he asked making me remember the circumstances of that time.

He put his head on my shoulder encircling his hand on my waist.

"Because you agreed to this marriage..." I said.

"But i said yes once you considered this proposal after reading my letter? Right? So i will rephrase my question...what made you agree to this marriage even after reading my conditions?" He asked.

I looked towards his side who was looking ahead...he is looking very tired maybe exhausted due to workload.

"I would say due to aashi...when i met her in mall, she made an impact on me...and when i saw her in restaurant during our first proposal...." I paused looking at his reaction but his eyes were closed.

"Kabir are you listening?" I asked nudging him slightly.

"Yes...i am all ears..."he said.

"Yes, when i saw her in restaurant...i was ready to become her mother more than your wife....Also, your letter made it easy for me...as i was not interested in marriage at that time due to my past..." I paused stating the fact.

I again looked his side...his eyes are still closed...he is really tired.

I put my hand in his hairs...he stirred.

"So yes, you know i never wanted to marry after what happened with Avi... because of my stupidity i lost my best friend for forever" i continued with a sad face...my eyes got watery with sadness in my heart.

But again I can't change the past.

"Now your turn...why did you agreed to our marriage?" I asked but he didn't gave me any reaction.

"Kabir?" I nudged him but he didn't move.

I guess he slept while listening me...but it is very uncomfortable position for sleeping.

"Kabir, wake up" i tried to move him.

After sometime, he opened his eyes.

"I am sorry i slept in between of the game" he said with a yawn.

"Don't be...lets go to bedroom. You're exhausted...you need good sleep" i said.

"No...i have to work..." He said grabbing his laptop but i stopped him.

"You won't be able to concentrate when your eyes are full of sleep. Lets go...do your work tomorrow.…" I said.

"Hmm... you're right...i am tired...lets go" he said getting up from sofa.

Once lying on bed, I thought of today's game...it was much needed talk...i guess we have come one step closer now...i thought with a smile.

I looked towards his side who is sleeping like a baby with his hand on my tummy... I smiled and kissed his forehead.

I am lucky to have you in my life Kabir...i slept with these thoughts in my mind.

One more month has been passed with our increasing late night conversation lately...

Our relationship is going on track with more understanding and respect for eachother...

We came to know many facts about eachother...But he never asked me anything about my past or Avi or anything related to letter.

Which is making me rethink about the letter...but then again i thought he might not want to discuss anything related to our past considering the fact he never talked about his first marriage or about Sanjana ever.

"Where are you lost madam?" Sana asked sitting beside me on the chair in staff room.

"Hey Sana, don't you think these students are being polite with us from last few days" I asked immediately changing the topic.

I just finished my lecture and i noticed that now students are not that nosy as they used to earlier and their cheap comments have also been stopped for now.

"Yeah, it must have been the outcome of rustication of Yash..." She said shocking me.

"Yash has been rusticated? When and why?" I asked totally clueless about this revelation.

"You don't know?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows.

"Ofcourse not... nobody told me...i thought he...he might be absent due to his bruises" i said thinking of the bruises given by Kabir to him.

But it was long way back.

"What bruises?" She asked.

"Leave that...you tell me what happened to him?" I asked curiously.

"Apparently someone in power complaint about his misbehaviour with girls...He is a total jerk you know. Many girls accepted the harassment they faced by him" she complaint.

I know what that scoundrel is.

"Ohh" i said.

"Yes...also what i have heard that he has been dispelled from college for forever..." She informed.

Though i am happy with the news but still his career would be badly affected by this and i didn't wanted that happen to any student.

"Hmm" i said.

"You tell me how's your married life going on. Any improvement in your relation with your husband?" She asked.

"Yeah..." i said suddenly feeling guilty thinking about today's morning incident.

Morning

I peeked outside standing behind the bathroom door to look around in the bedroom for him.

But room is silent...so i tip toed to the closet in hurry locking it from inside.

Thank god he was not in the room otherwise it would have been an embarrassment for me to ask for my clothes from him.

When i woke up in the morning, he was nowhere seen, so i guessed that he would have gone to home office to complete his work.

I hurriedly pick my panty to wear...then picked my bra to wear but the cough sound of someone startled me making me loose the material to the ground.

I looked behind to see Kabir equally surprised with my presence.

"What are you doing here?" I asked eyeing him.

But his eyes were somewhere else...i followed his gaze only to find it on my towel cladded figure.

I hurriedly crossed my arms infront of mine to safe my modesty...i just realised in what situation i am.

He walked forward making me to walk backward...Soon my back touched with the wall.

He snuggle his hand around my waist compelling me to put my hand on his naked chest so that our chest won't touch.

He took a sharp breath while putting my wet hair behind my ears.

He leaned on my neck sniffing my hair.

"Ka...Kabir!!! What are yo-you doing??? Leave me..." I said when i felt his lips on my neck giving me sloppy kisses.

"Hmm..." He said but instead of releasing me he tighten his hold.

"You're smelling like a rose and milk..." He said while i wanted to say its because of the body wash i used but i keep silent

He bite on my neck making me gasp...What was that??? Before that he never bite...only used to give me sweet kisses.

"Why are you biting me?" I asked totally clueless erupting him from his kisses.

He chuckled loudly making me frown.

"Looks like i have to teach you many things wifey..." He paused while I rolled my eyes.

"Oh please!!! I might be less experienced in this department but i know things you know..." I said shocking myself that how i can be so blunt infront of him.

"Is it? And by any chance, did you rolled your eyes at me?" He asked suddenly releasing me from his arms.

"Yes i did... what will you do???" I asked suddenly feeling fearless and bold.

"Let me show you, what i will do..." He said and picked me up in arms.

"Ahhh!!!! Kabirrr....leave me..." I said clutching his neck for saving my ass from hitting the ground.

Me in only towel not helping a bit... His one hand under my legs making me shiver from his warm hands connecting with my direct skin.

He put me down on the couch kept in the closet.

I tried to get up but he didn't let me...He caged me with his hands while kneeling down beside me.

"Kabir...leave me...are you not getting late for your office?" I asked him while he is gazing me intensely.

" No..." He said and started kissing my jaw.

"Bu-But i am...Let me g-" My words struck in my mouth only as he claimed my lips hungrily.

He started kissing me making me feeling flutter in my stomach.

His hand on my thigh not helping the situation.

His hand sweetly and softly making way upward to my breast.

My breath hitched when he squeezed my left breast with his hand making his tongue way to my mouth.

I am feeling glittering and all types of butterfly in my lower stomach... Something which i never felt before.

His mouth left my mouth and made his way downside.

When his mouth touched my bare breast, then only i realised that he had already undone my towel from my body.

I screamed in pleasure when his lips touched my right nipple taking it in his mouth to suck it hard while his other hand playing with my other nipple.

"Ka-Kabir...Ahhh...." I said when he pinched my nipple while my hands automatically clutched his head.

I felt his hand going downside towards my feminine part...I so wanted to stop him but it looks like i got paralyzed with the things he is doing with my body.

Slowly his hand crossed my panty and I felt a jolt in my body when his fingers touched my lips downside spreading them to allow his finger to go deep inside.

"Already wet for me baby..." He said huskily while kissing me on my lips.

I felt my body on fire...His fingers doing magic downside and his lips upside making me numb with the pleasure i never felt before.

"Ahhh...hmmm....ohhh gooddd..." I screamed in his mouth when he fingers rubbed my clitoris continuously making a pressure in my lower abdomen.

I felt short of breath due to our kiss...He left my lips while kissing my neck... His finger moved down to my va*ina thrusting his finger inside me making me feel tight and slight pain due to this.

He thrust his fingers in and out making it circular motion...Soon i felt a wave of something coming out of my va*ina whereas my body vigorously with black dots forming in front of my eyes.

He groaned and hover over me after removing his hand from my body.

"Wha- What was that?" I asked meeting with his dark eyes breathing fast.

"It was your first orgasm baby..." He explained.

"It...It was mind blowing..." I confessed with a blush on my face.

He kissed me sensuously while keeping his lower body on mine making me aware of his hard on...i so wanted to feel all the things which he could do to me with his body.

I suddenly felt shy and blushed at the same time when i felt his boner.

"Don't be shy babe...it is your effect on me..." He said making me blush profusely.

"Did you feel it love...how you're making me thirsty for you...i want you Payal....so fucking badly...right now...right here...Do you??? Can i proceed further...May i?" he asked making my breath hitched.

But what about my wish? Didn't i wanted it to happen when we confess our love for eachother??? It felt like a bucket of cold water poured on me...the pleasure and desire which i was feeling minutes back went into air.

"Are you ready baby to go further in our relationship? Do you trust me enough to give yourself to me to cherish you?" He asked with many emotions in his eyes which i am unable to depict.

I trust you Kabir but not enough to give myself fully to you...i would have said that but i can't be that cruel to him...