Bound by Vows novel Chapter 68

“my relationship with avi was at initial phase when he left me alone. and we were awkward initially as our relationship changed drastically from friends to couple. and i always wanted to do it out of love, not for any tag or compulsion. for me it is not just sex, but an emotion which i wanted to handed over to my love only…” i confessed and he looked me with a different emotion.

“if you are not ready for this, i can wait. as you said, you want this to be done out of love. though i love you a lot but you don’t lo—” he was blabbering but i cut him in between.

“i love you” i confessed which i wanted to tell him from long back.

“don’t say this just to make me happy…” he said

is this how your partner respond when you confess your feelings for the first time? i rolled my eyes at him.

“are you doubting me? i won’t say unless i feel it. i really love you, kabir. but if you don’t want to believe, the—” i was telling him but he shut me up by giving a long passionate kiss.

i reciprocated him with equal passion.

“i love you too baby” he said and started kissing me on my neck, breast, stomach.

when he positioned his erection to my entrance, i panicked as i have always heard how painful it can be for the first time.

he most probably understand my concern.

“just relax. i will be gentle and i promise it to make it as painless as i can.” he said kissing my forehead and i nodded my head.

he slams my vagina breaking the wall. at a certain point, i felt an extreme pain making me feel like someone has put my down side on fire.

i screamed and started crying profusely.

“you’re soo tight…” he said with a groan.

“argh…no…please stop…it’s hurting…” i sobbed and he kissed me caressing my cheeks to smoothen my pain.

“shh…you’ll be fine in a minute…” he said and i felt his movement halt inside me giving me time to adjust him.

i feel so full inside me…

“shall i move now?” he asked wiping my tears after a minute or so.

“hmm…” i said and he removed himself from inside me. i suddenly felt a void down there which was again filled by him with a thrust.

i gasped and he entangled our fingers in a grip and started thrusting slowly and sensually inside me.

thrusting himself inside me in and out. he groaned and slams me again and again.

he speeds up and i moaned hard.

he holds my head between his hands and kisses me hard, his teeth pulling at my lower lip.

he shifts slightly and i start to stiffen as he thrusts again and again.

oh my god!!!

i didn’t know that it would feel like this. i didn’t know i will feel as good as this.

my thoughts are evaporating and there’s only sensation. i am seeing and feeling him, him and only him.

“come for me, baby” he said with a groan and i exploded hard at this all around him.

after a minute or so, he also poured his seeds deep inside me as we climaxed.

he groaned and moaned hard screaming my name.

i feel so exhausted, so evaporated after it. i feel my eyes started closing on its own.

when i opened my eyes he was lowering his head to give me a long kiss on my head still panting for air.

he pulled himself out of me and stood up to leave.

i was too tired to ask anything from him… i wanted to go to washroom but i skipped that and closed my eyes to sleep.

i opened my eyes immediately when i felt something wet on my thigh only to see kabir rubbing my things with a wet towel.

“what are you doing?” i asked him raising my body slightly.

“relax, i am just cleaning you…” he said and i laid back on bed sighing.

i moaned when he pressed the towel on my sex. its still too sore.

after a minute, he came back from the washroom and pulled duvet over us while pulling me in his arms.

“it was too magical and amazing moments of my life. thank you for being mine” he said caressing my hairs and back.

i snuggled deep into his arms in response and i felt his hardness again on my stomach.

i blushed hard at his and he chuckled.

“still shy even after the deed” he asked and i smacked his chest lightly.

“shut up and let me sleep” i said

“yeah. sleep tight sweetheart. you need power pack energy for tomorrow” he said and i can imagine his grin…

i closed my eyes reminiscing our moments

i stirred up a little in my sleep when sunrays fall on my face. i turned to other side to ignore the light on my face and snuggle to the pillow.

but isn't it too hard for a pillow. i caress the fabric with my hand but heard a hoarse voice. i immediately opened my eyes in realisation.

every memory of last night came back to my mind. and i pulled myself back a little only to realise the grip on my waist.

i raised my head from his chest to his eyes just to confirm that he is sleeping. but how can this adk listen to my heart once.

he was wide awake gazing me with an amusement. i tried to move away from him but he pulled me closer making our chest collide. my cheeks got red in shyness as we are still naked under the duvet.

"good morning wifey" he said snuggling me up to him more.

my cheeks reddened more when i felt his morning hardness on my thighs.

he smirked knowingly.

"its only your effect darling... you're only one who can awaken my monster without even doing anything" he said huskily pressing himself more to me.

i only shied and covered my face in the duvet. oh god!!! such an embarrassing situation it is. i should have woken up before him and wore my clothes.

"are you still sore?" he asked me making me more shy.

he uncovered my face and i just nod my head lightly.

"words darling" he said stroking my cheeks making me shiver with his touch.

"i...i need to go..." i said trying to get up.

"fine go!!!" he said releasing me by withdrawing his hands from my waist.

and to be honest i was shocked, i thought he will...anyways.

i got up holding the duvet upto my chest but it was difficult to catch my nightwear from the floor.

i sighed. i contemplated the options i have.

either go to washroom in my birth suit after picking up my clothes and giving a full on show to him...which i don't want to.

or lay down again and wake up once he sleep again or better leave the room.

oh god!!! why am i such a shy person? he has already seen me in my skin...still i am too shy to walk.

"are you by any chance sleeping while sitting?" his hoarse voice with amusement whispered in my ears sending me a lot of shiver down my body.

i just realised that he was sitting behind me now when i was thinking about the options.

"noo..." i said and turned back looking into his eyes.

"no? if you want, we can still...." his voice muffled in between as i put my palm over his lips before he say something which made me more flushed.

"can you please stop this...we need to go back home too..." i said a matter of fact.

everyone must be having thoughts about our absence last night.

"tatahcanwai..." he said something brushing his lips on my palm with every word.

i immediately withdraw my hand as it was tickling my skin.

"that can wait, darling..." he said but i shake my head...

"you go and get freshen up..." i ordered him.

and for a change, he stood up from the bed in his naked glory and i hide myself in the duvet but squealed next minute, when i found myself dangling in the air after he snatch the duvet.

"put me down kabir" i yelled at him.

"not so soon, darling" he said.

he put me down on the floor and i stood on my legs infront of him.

i suddenly felt shy seeing his gaze all over my body. i felt self conscious.

soon he held my hand and pulled me in the shower. i shivered as soon as cold droplets fall on my face.

we came out wrapping ourselves in towels after an hour.

"baby, what are you doing?" i asked aashi as soon as i saw her...

we just came back and i walked towards aashi once i spotted her in the backyard.

she was squatting while writing something with the chalk piece.

she looked towards me showing her hand full of colour...

"see mumma, what i have written?" she said excitedly pointing to the floor.

"hapy burday mumma"

i smiled with a grin on my face.

aww my baby!!! she tried hard to write such complex words and my heart warmed at this.

she hugged me burying herself in my legs. i immediately picked her up and thanked her earning a kiss on my cheeks from her.

"thank you my little princess" i said reciprocating the kiss.

"where is daddy?" she asked me.

"he is inside. lets go... milo, come inside my boy" i told to our dog who wailed his tail in response and followed us inside.

"there she is..." kunal said pointing out to me when i reached the living room.

"happy birthday di" amu immediately rushed to me engulfing me in a bear hug.

"thank you" i said balancing myself as aashi is still in my arms.

"i can see jiju gave you a gift already..." she whispered in my ears...

i frowned at her while she is giving me teasing smile.

she then took a hair strand which were falling on my back leisurely putting them in front on my shoulders.

then i realised she must have seen the hickey on my neck, courtesy my arrogant beast. my cheeks tainted in red colour soon and to hide this i glared at her to which she only grin wider.

kunal came upto me and wished me. soon, everyone followed including papa too...i cannot ignore him, even if i want to. we just share cordial relationship now, the affection which i used to feel earlier is long gone.

after a while, we all rested on the couch.

me, sitting next to him while aashi is sitting on his lap.

"yesterday, ceremony went very well..." mummy said with a satisfactory smile on her face.

"credit goes to you all. i may not be able to arrange such arrangements on my own" ma said.

"we're one family sudhaji. your both daughters are ours now. you don't need to be stressed out for anything. i am waiting for the day when amaya will become my dil" mummy said.

mummy is very excited for the marriage. if it was in her hand, she would have arrange their pheras in the ceremony only...i chuckled at this thought. noone would be more happier than kunal.

"i m lucky to find such a family for my daughters" ma said emotionally.

i can understand her. being a single mother is not easy. she was always worried about us. now i hope she will be relaxed as amaya will be settled too.

i felt a hand on mine. and i turned towards the source who was asking me the matter. i shake my head to say nothing.

whole day spend in family time except that afternoon event with that guest. i want to strangle kabir. how dare he? it may be an accident but i was jealous.

nevermind, i concentrate on other things. mummy arranged a small pooja in the evening on the occasion of my birthday. how sweet of her.

i was just looking down the arrangements when i saw the familiar faces entering the room.

"papa? nick?" i said in utter surprise.

i immediately run to them to give him a hug.

"papa, what a pleasant surprise? i didn't know you're coming" i said in utter joy.

i cannot describe how happy i am now after getting back my father. the void which i used to feel is filled now.

"happy birthday payu" papa wished me.

"thank you!!!" i said with a grin... nick also wished me.

after many years, i spent my birthday with no regrets or upset mood.