Caged Between the beta and alpha novel Chapter 89

I sighed staring at the men’s perfume set that I was holding in my hand .

I had come out to Stratford Upon Avon’s largest shopping centre to buy a gift for Uncle El’s upcoming birthday .

It was in the afternoon , but I still couldn’t get Robyn’s words from earlier out of my mind about how I needed to tell someone about me on the verge of going into heat .

But forget that , more than my heat , I needed to tell Liam about mine and Damon’s rejection .

I was going to tell him yesterday in the car , but then the stupid pain played up .

Then last night I waited for him , but he had come late and I had fallen asleep .

Damon had linked me earlier , asking me why I hadn’t told Liam .

Last night , Liam had talked to him and it was clear he didn’t know .

I explained to him that I had been about to tell him twice but stuff came up .

But today I had booked a table in a restaurant here in town , and I was going t o tell him .

I wasn’t sure what to do about my heat , I figured I’d talk to Liam and we’d go from there .

I loved him but I didn’t feel as if I was ready for that last step , not when he felt guilty .

What if I said it and he refused ? I’d be hurt , but I needed to talk to him regardless of the outcome .

He had promised to meet me here .

Although he was supposedly on house arrest , I was glad he was allowed to get out .

Staying indoors would only drive him crazier , although I don’t think Uncle El realises Liam’s always broke more rules than he knows .

I wasn’t complaining .

I had liked our road trip .

I paid for the fragrance and headed out , glancing at my watch , twenty – to – six .

Perfect , enough time for me to just get dressed and head to the restaurant for seven ! I got into the backseat of my car , pulling out the outfit I had decided to wear for tonight .

A black long – sleeved high collared dress with a cut out back .

What’s not to love about black ?! I glanced towards tinted windows before I undressed and slipped it on , pairing it with some net tights and some heels .

Taking my makeup back out , I began working on to my face .

It was when I was almost done , a sudden surge of pain coursed through me , but this time it was accompanied by a raging fire .

I felt as if my entire body was burning .

A whimper left my lips as I dropped my lip liner .

Screaming at the spasming pain , my lower region throbbed and I bit my lip ,

Liam’s face flashing in m y head .

I wanted him .

‘ Liam … ‘ I called through the link , my mind felt fuzzy , my entire body felt hot and crazy .

‘ Raven , what’s wrong ? ” ‘ Liam , I need you to come get me .

‘ I whispered .

‘ Where are you ?! ‘ Outside Red Fort shopping – Ah ! ‘ I whimpered as another pain rushed through me .

I needed this clothing off !

I grabbed the collar of my dress , tearing it off completely .

‘ I’m coming .

‘ His voice was soothing , yet he was clearly worried .

‘ Fast .

‘ I moaned .

I wanted him .

My mind felt hazy as I ripped through my tights and pushed my underwear aside , parting my smooth lips and began rubbing my clit .

Liam …

I imagined it was him touching me , imagining him running his tongue down my stomach , pushing my thighs apart before he drove his tongue into me .

” Liam … ” I whimpered , moaning as I felt my orgasm building , moving my finger faster .

” Fuck … ” 1 My eyes flew open , my back arching as m y orgasm ripped through me .

I dropped back onto the seat , feeling a little cooler and somewhat returning to my senses .

M y cheeks were hot and the flames that were licking my body were still there , but i It wasn’t as tense .

I was aching for so much more …

I gripped onto the seat in front , whimpering as another jarring burst of pain rushed through me .

Wait … Was calling Liam the smart thing to – ouch ! I whimpered , clamping my hand over my mouth , not wanting anyone to hear me .

A sudden tapping on the window made my eyes fly open , my heart thundering when I saw Liam .

‘

Open the door , love .

‘ I reached over , unlocking the door and pushing it open slightly , my entire body burning with a dangerous desire to jump him right now .

His eyes instantly blazed magnetic blue the moment my scent hit him .

His heart thundered as his eyes trailed over me , I was in my lingerie and torn net tights , and even in my hazy state , I could tell he liked what he saw from the pure carnal hunger in those shimmering deep blue eyes … ” You’re in heat …

” He swallowed , slowly getting in the car .

His nostrils flaring as h e shut the door behind him and cupped m y neck , touching his knuckles to my cheek .

I whimpered at his touch , the sparks coursing through me making me throb .

” Fuck , Liam … ” I whimpered , I needed his touch .

I climbed into his lap and he tensed , gripping my arms .

” Raven … look at me .

” He said through gritted teeth , trying to calm his racing heartbeat . ” I’m burning up , I … “

Raven … Love , listen to me .

Let’s get you somewhere cold , a bath maybe … ice … ” ” Kiss me .

” I whispered seductively , ripping his shirt halfway before he caught my wrists .

” You’re not yourself .

I’ll kiss you , but we can’t go further … ” He whispered , I knew I was breaking his resolve when I took my bottom lip between my teeth and looked a t him with hooded eyes .

” Then kiss me blue eyes .

” I whispered , rolling my hips against his crotch .

A horny moan left my lips and he swore , suddenly lifting me off him and placing m e down .

” Raven , let’s get you out of here ” He said , his voice hoarse and almost animalistic , one that just made me want him even more .

Getting out of the car , he got into the front , grabbing my keys as I glared at him .

” I’ll tell Mom you’re in heat .

She can tell us what to do .

I don’t trust myself around you .

” 1 ” You’re responsible for this ! So , you should fix it !

” I growled .

I know I was being unreasonable but I needed him , I wanted him .

He turned the air conditioning on full but i t did nothing to satiate the burning desire inside of me .

” I don’t want to go to the pack , Liam … Not like this , the world already seems to know everything about m e … Just take me to a hotel room or something .

I don’t want anyone to know .

” I said , suddenly feeling upset .

Another jarring pain rushed through me and I whimpered , curling up on the back seat .

Through my half – lidded eyes , I could see his knuckles were white on the steering wheel .

” What about Damon ? Do you want him with you instead ? ” He asked , his voice low , and although he was trying to sound normal , I knew just asking me that question hurt .

I frowned , feeling the throb deep inside of me return .

” We rejected one another , Liam … I was meant to tell you … But … Fuck ….

something came in the way … ” I whispered , biting my lip as another jarring pain rushed through me .

He didn’t reply but I could hear the beat of his heart , knowing it was a shock to his system .

“

After what I did … ” I think I heard him whisper , but I was far too lost in my own pain , the heat , and the need for more licking painfully at my skin .

The leather of the seats burned too … ” I’m going to go get ice … I won’t be long .

” I heard him whisper , realising the car had stopped .

I stared through the window , a supermarket …