Can't Let Go novel Chapter 132

　　Looking at her furious eyes, the man was silent at that very moment

　　"Where were you?" she asked again, with a colder tone this time.

　　The whole face of Michael Huo was filled with grief. He looked at her, with his red eyes, and answered slowly "I had gone to Mike’s workshop this night, and I..."

　　"Mike’s workshop?" she interrupted his words, and suddenly began to laugh coldly.

　　"Linda..." he called, and suddenly became some flustered.

　　Linda Yun laughed, and looked at his eyes once again. And it was in a flash that her hypocritical smile was weaken a bit, and her expression became more coldly. "You had gone to see Mary Yun, hadn’t you?" she queried.

　　Michael Huo was stunned at once.

　　His transitory response had confirmed all.

　　"Linda, please listen to me, the reason why I went to meet her tonight is ..." explained Michael Huo

　　"Enough is enough!" Linda Yun shouted. She violently threw off his hand which seized her, and then, she stood up slowly.

　　"Linda!" Michael Huo called her, and wanted to support her spontaneously.

　　"Don’t touch me!" she said and looked at him with a disgusted eyes.

　　And in next second, she staggered into the mortuary step by step.

　　"Please give my child back to me!" she said, and glared at the caregivers with her cold eyes.

　　The caregivers frowned and looked at her, and then at the man behind her. They didn’t know how to handle it at that very moment.

　　"I say, please－give－my－child－back－to－me!" she said coldly again word by word.

　　Michael Huo nodded behind her.

　　The caregivers opened the freezing coffin at once, and took out the bag.

　　Linda Yun took over the bag tremblingly, and then he turned back, and went to the door.

　　She was originally feeble, and now together with the corpse of her child being in her hand, which seemed to be another shock to her.

　　Her steps were staggered severely, and she was nearly fallen down for several times.

　　The both hands of Michael Huo were trembling, and they took the the posture of supporting her.

　　However it was before he touched her that she glared at him violently with her cold and disgusted eyes.

　　The man twisted his eyebrows, and followed behind her silently, with his eyes being red.

　　At the sight of this, George Mo knew that there were mistakes between them, and he couldn’t let her be like this. Then, he went ahead, and supported her, asking "Linda, where do you want take him to? Let’s come back to the ward, okay?"

　　Linda Yun took away her arm suddenly. She was still stubborn, and moved forward bit by bit by holding the wall on her own.

　　She was so tired.

　　And she was really so tire!

　　She walked very very slowly due to the pains from the lower part of her body.

　　However she didn’t go to the ward.

　　The direction she walked for was the gate way of the hospital.

　　The rain outside was stopped, but the wind was still strong.

　　When she walked to the door of first floor, it came over the wet air and the chilly wind from outside.

　　"Where do you want to go?" asked Michael Huo. He couldn’t bear it anymore, and rushed to her to seize her arm.

　　However Linda Yun even had not turned her head back, just said coldly： "Take away your hand!"

　　"Linda, please listen to my explanation..."said Michael Huo.

　　She tilted her head and coldly stared at him with her empty eyes which were just as chilly as the weather outside, making people chilly to shiver.

　　Then all his words were stuck in his throat all at a sudden.

　　His heart was blown heavily by such eye expression.

　　"Take away your hand!" she repeated again.

　　The man loosed his hands somehow.

　　In next second, she turned her eyes to outside, and stepped outside again.

　　Both George Mo and the man followed behind her.

　　No one knew where she was going to go.

　　Nor did someone know what she was going to do.

　　She just walked forward with her empty eye.

　　It was 3：40 am, and the sky was still dark.

　　Linda Yun waved her hand and called for a taxi.

　　Soon the taxi started.

　　Michael Huo quickly got on his car and together with George Mo, started to follow that taxi.

　　Inside the taxi, Linda Yun held the tiny bag tightly, with her eyes glaring at the street lights outside, which were changed constantly.

　　Her pair of eyes were empty and lackluster...

　　No one knew how long the taxi had driven, however the car fee shown in the taximeter kept increasing.

　　It was about 5：00 am. The taxi arrived at the destination.

　　The sky of winter was still gray at 5：00 am.

　　"Miss, the car fee was totally three hundred and twenty Yuan" the taxi driver said.

　　However Linda Yun opened the door blankly, and ignored his words.

　　"Hey, miss, the car fee was totally three hundred and twenty Yuan" the taxi driver hurriedly got off and said again.

　　But Linda Yun moved forward straightly just as if she had not heard it.

　　"Hey, girl..." shouted the taxi driver.

　　"How much is the fee? And I will pay it to you" George Mo said. It was just when Michael Huo stopped his car and George Mo got off that George Mo heard the shout of the taxi driver, and then he quickly went to him and gave him four hundreds Yuan, saying "Keep the change"

　　The taxi driver received the money with a smile, and then he fast get on the car and left.

　　It was a sea nearest to Austral City.

　　She sat on the beach, with the tiny bag in her hand, and looked at the dark sea with her dull eyes.

　　Michael Huo was nervous, and feared that she would do something silly, so his whole body was on alert.

　　The time passed minute by minute.

　　And when the time was blurred, it saw a red sun raised from the sea, and instantly it was followed by the shines in all directions. Layers of clouds sea were dyed bright, orange－red, like a round flame, and the sea water was also dyed red...

　　That was truly a spectacular sight.

　　However Linda Yun’s face was still so pale under the blood－red sun.....

　　"The sun had come out..."

　　Her eyes were filled with tears, which seemed to flow down in next second.

　　However she just laughed leisurely, and swallowed the tears back to her eyes.

　　And then, she stood up tremblingly, and walked to the sea step by step.

　　"Linda!" Michael Huo shouted. He was anxious and was about to rush to her uncontrollably.

　　However Mo George stopped him and said "Don’t be worried. We can wait for a while and see what she is going to do. "

　　She was barefoot since she went out the hospital.

　　Her foots were quickly immerged into the cold sea water.

　　With wind blowing her black long hair, and several hairline falling on her fair face, she was looked more lonely.

　　"George Mo, take your hands away!" Michael Huo roared. Seeing that the sea water was up to her knees, while he was still being pulled by George Mo, then he was about to get mad.

　　At the sight of this, Mo George also didn’t dare to continue pulling him.

　　Did she really take it too hard and wanted to commit to suicide?

　　"Linda!" shouted Michael Huo. He couldn’t bear it anymore, and rushed to her.

　　However it was just when his foots were immersed to the sea water that he stopped.

　　Because she also stopped.

　　George Mo hurriedly went forward, and stood with him and looked at her.

　　Linda Yun bent her body slowly, and put the bag into the sea with her trembling hands.

　　In next second, she put one’s palms together, and said to the sun, with tears in the eyes： "I am willing to use all my happiness of the rest of my life to exchange for his rebirth of next life..."

　　It was sunny.

　　But the sea wind was still strong.

　　Along with the sea wave and sea wind, the bag was far away from her bit by bit.

　　"Baby...baby...my child..." she cried.

　　She had felt painful and helpless for many years in her inner heart, and now she saw her last hope also being away from her.

　　At that very moment, her heart was blown violently and she couldn’t bear any more, thus she covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears.

　　"My baby———————— "she began to roar loudly.

　　"Linda!" called Michael Huo. Seeing her tumbledown body, he hurriedly rushed to her and threw his arms round her.

　　"Sorry, I am sorry. Please don’t be like this, I beg you! Please!" Michael Huo choked with sobs.

　　Linda Yun didn’t look at him, but took back her hand indifferently, and she didn’t want to get too close to him.

　　"Linda" called George Mo. He also rushed to her, and said "Please come back to hospital along with me. And your body will collapse if you continue this !"

　　"Collapse?" she asked and laughed sardonically. She looked at George Mo and said "I had lost my child, then what’s the purpose to own a healthy body for me? "

　　George Mo looked at her blood－red eyes, and chocked： "You are still young, and you will, you will have another children!"

　　"Ho" she laughed faintly, and said "I know my physical condition, and I...am afraid that I can not be pregnant naturally in all my life, right? "

　　George Mo’ eyes were dodged, and thought about how could she don’t know this.

　　The doctor had said that it was basically impossible for her to be pregnant naturally after this severe injury.

　　Except for...

　　Test－tube baby.

　　Moreover, it was hard to judge whether it would succeed or not.

　　"It doesn’t matter that you can’t be pregnant. We don’t need children, don’t need! "Michael Huo hurriedly held her hands and said quickly.

　　Linda Yun looked at him and asked "Will you dislike and abandon me? "

　　Michael Huo shook his head violently, with his tears suddenly falling down, and answered "I will not, will not!"

　　How will he be willing to dislike and abandon her?

　　Now he was so distressed, and even wanted to die.

　　While Linda Yun laughed.

　　She laughed with great contempt, and looked at him with strange eyes, saying "You will not dislike and abandon me, But I...will dislike and abandon you!"

　　Michael Huo： ...

　　George Mo： ...

　　With her head being tilted, she looked at the sea and found that that there was no child.

　　Her heart also, together with the child, was lost.

　　"Linda, please don’t do silly things. Never!" George Mo hurriedly said.

　　She laughed ironically, with tears in her eyes, and said "Don’t worry, I will not commit to suicide since I have not found out the persons who killed my child, and taken revenge on them!"

　　"Linda, sorry. It was my fault tonight, I am sorry..." Michael Huo apologized.

　　The man’s eyes were filled with tears. He regretted, and terribly regretted.

　　"Michael Huo..."

　　She opened her mouth and called his name, with her black and white eyes looking at him.

　　"I am here!" the man answered quickly and chokingly.

　　Linda Yun looked upward at him, and found that his complexion was looked also very terrible either.

　　His eyes were very red, and he was looked very awkward.

　　She thought that he also might be very sad.

　　After all, it was his child.

　　But...

　　She could understand him, but couldn’t forgive him.

　　"Linda..." called the man.

　　Seeing that she became more and more remote to him, the man felt anxious, as well as his voice.

　　Linda Yun looked at him, with her eyes being closed lightly, and her long and slender eyelash blinking slightly, and then two lines of clear tears flew down silently.

　　At last she smiled and said "Please set me free!"

　　Michael Huo was stunned all of a sudden.

　　He was shocked as if he had been struck by a lightning.

　　While Linda Yun was still smiling, but her smile was extremely ... distressing.

　　"Linda, please listen to me. The reason why I went to meet her tonight is that I found the evidence and wanted to inquire her, so...." explained Michael Huo.

　　"I beg you, please set me free!" she repeated again.

　　Michael Huo’s eyes were instantly filled with self－accusation and pain.

　　"Let’s divorce!" she said and turned her back away, and then she was about to walk to the shore.

　　"I don’t agree!" the man seized her wrist, and roared, "I don’t agree to get divorced with you!"

　　Linda Yun slowly turned her head back and looked at her wrist, and then she looked at the arm owner by seeing follow the arm.

　　"I beg you, please don’t divorce, and don’t leave me " the man choked with sobs, "You have promised that you will not leave forever. Linda, I am wrong, I am really wrong. Please don’t leave me, I beg you, please..."

　　The man knelt in the sea all at once "Please don’t leave me, I beg you!"

　　On beside, George Mo looked away, and couldn’t bear to see the scene indeed.

　　"Michael Huo..." Linda Yun called.

　　The man looked at her, with tears blurring his eyes, which seemed that his eyes were veiled in a hazy fog.

　　"I hate you!" said Linda Yun

　　Michael Huo,...

　　"I hate you very very much!" she added.