Can't Let Go novel Chapter 135

　　Mary Yun froze at once.

　　Tramps?

　　Rag pickers?

　　"Kill me," Mary Yun immediately began to cry, "kill me like a man! Is it useful to do this kind of things to me? Is it funny?"

　　Seeing her crazy look, Michael still stood silently as if nothing happened. He looked as cold as devil from the hell. Here was nothing in his dark eyes and the atmosphere around him gave people a feeling of despair.

　　"You will thank me after a while!"

　　As he finished his words, a man next to him stepped forward, opened her mouth and threw some pills in.

　　Mary Yun instantly bent over to vomit them. But the man grabbed her hair to force her to raise her head. So she couldn’t do it at all.

　　"You are mad! Michael, I’m so blind to fall in love with you!" cried Mary Yun loudly.

　　She was forced to take those pills just now, then she was...

　　"It’s just a start!" No emotion could be found in Michael’s eyes. There was nothing but coldness in them.

　　"Ha ha ha! Linda Yun, Have you seen what happened? This man was cold and cruel. You may be treated in this way too in the future!" yelled Mary Yun loudly.

　　But it seemed that Linda Yun even didn’t want to cast a glance at her. She pushed Michael away and then slowly walked to her wheelchair and sat down.

　　Then she turned around and was about to leave.

　　"Linda Yun, are you leaving now? Come on, are you scared? You dare not to kill me, right?" shouted Mary Yun loudly.

　　Linda Yun didn’t turned her head, instead, she simply said, "Death is merciful, and you don’t deserve It. My revenge will be successful as long as you live a painful life!"

　　Mary Yun was unable to refute her.

　　"James Yun failed because of you. Gu Liangchen died because of you. Kenneth Yun jumped off the building because of you. Don’t you think it would be better for you to repent what you have done and have nightmares every day?"

　　Mary Yun stared at her angrily, eyes filled with fury. "No more nonsense! You was just afraid to kill me! Ha ha, how can you be so clam when your baby has died? Are you still human?"

　　At this moment, Mary Yun only hoped that she could be killed.

　　She didn’t want to leave anymore.

　　She was in fear of the tramps.

　　She was in fear of the freaky and dirty old men.

　　She feared that she couldn’t control herself in front of them after taking so many pills...

　　"Human?" Linda Yun sneered, "Don’t you know I was not human any more after the moment I knew my mum died..."

　　While she was speaking, Linda Yun turned around and looked at Mary Yun and the marks on her body. "You are happy to get this punishment, right? You were not a virgin any more before 18 years old. Then you kept playing with different male models and young men. Wait a minute, there will be so many people here and they can play with you again. Are you looking forward to it?" sneered Linda Yun.

　　"Shut up!" Mary Yun began to roar, her body shaking violently, "Kill me! Come on! Kill me!"

　　"Do you think you will be pregnant next month?" Linda Yun didn’t answer her question at all. She frowned, thought for a while and then uttered, "Oh, it occurs to me that fetus can move when it was four months old!"

　　"Well, what do you want to do? You want to take my baby out when I was four months pregnant, right? Just do it! I won’t care it anymore!" Mary Yun pretended to be tough. "It makes no difference to me how many kids you want to kill. Those bastard babies were nothing to me!"

　　"No, you will definitely care it!" Linda Yun interrupted Mary Yun and kept saying, "Because your baby will move in your belly. Pit－a－pat, pit－a－pat, The little thing will move with your heartbeat." Linda Yun’s eyes turned red as she said those words. "This kind of feeling is, is especially fantastic..."

　　Seeing the smile on Linda Yun’s face, Michael knew clear that it looked sweet but Linda Yun must be mournful in her heart.

　　His heart was struck heavily by her again.

　　What should he do to reduce her pain?

　　Linda Yun didn’t want to stay at this place anymore. She moved her wheelchair and turned around.

　　"Susan is still alive. You know that, right?" Mary Yun immediately said as she saw Linda Yun was leaving, "I lost the game. I lost the game at the beginning. To be with him, I plotted to murder my best friend..." Mary Yun started choking with sobs. "But you are not the winner too. Do you think you can be with him when I disappear? No way! We made love that night. I turned off his phone and that was why your baby died!"

　　Mary Yun had always considered that Michael loved Linda Yun only because she had an similar temperament with Susan.

　　But as so many things had occurred, she began to realize that she was totally wrong.

　　Michael didn’t love Susan. He treat her well only because he regard her as his little sister.

　　He loved Linda Yun, and his love towards Linda Yun was deep and sincere.

　　Just like her love towards him. The deep love towards Linda Yun might have penetrated every pore of him.

　　Mary Yun’s words made anger rise in Michael’s heart. He never thought that this woman could tell lies in such a flagrant way.

　　Before Michael could walk forward, Linda Yun started saying, "We’ll get divorced soon."

　　Michael paused, turning his head to look at Linda Yun.

　　Mary Yun was amazed too. She looked at Linda Yun, and then averted her eyes to the surprised man.

　　Linda Yun raised her head to look at her. "Is it so surprising for you?" she asked.

　　"How, how can you be willing to leave, leave Austral City?"

　　Mary Yun was intended to say how could she be willing to leave Michael, but she changed her words then.

　　Linda Yun sneered, explaining, "Austral City... Do you think I love this city very much? I just come here to treat my mum’s illness. You murdered my mum then I did a series of things to feed you back. Now it’s time for you to pay for what you have done. James Yun will be punished as he killed my grandparents. Gu Liangchen has already been dead, and it’s the same with Kenneth Yun. This city means nothing for me now."

　　Michael looked at her, feeling a sharp pain in his heart.

　　Mary Yun turned her focus to Michael, and then averted her sight to Linda Yun who turned around and was going to leave. Then she laughed loudly.

　　Ha ha ha. Good! That’s great!

　　You’d better to be apart forever! Forever...

　　——————

　　Linda Yun felt extremely exhausted as she left the office room.

　　She was supposed to be happy when she saw Mary Yun be punished eventually.

　　But now she was not pleased at all.

　　They were sisters. Who could image that they fought against each other to the end...

　　This kind feeling was terrible, painful, and Linda Yun believed that it couldn’t be worse.

　　"Do you want to go to the other room?" questioned Michael cautiously, standing by her side. Her face looked pale, and he could see it clearly.

　　Linda Yun looked down. She was trying to adjust her mood.

　　And Michael just wait her patiently. He putting his hands on the handles of her wheelchair, standing behind her without saying a word.

　　"No, I don’t," replied Linda Yun after s while.

　　She didn’t want to see Aunt Fang. Neither did she want to recall what happened that night.

　　She knew that this man would never let her go.

　　So she just said no.

　　She was too tired to listen to any excuse...

　　Seeing that, Michael nodded and agreed, "Okay, it’s up to you."

　　"Now that you’re free, let’s go through the formalities together!" said Linda Yun in a low voice. But Michael still heard it clearly as the storehouse was so big and empty.

　　His heart sank deeply because of the simple sentence.

　　"Do we have to divorce?"

　　Michael slowly uttered after a long time. His voice was obviously gravelly.

　　It was conceivable that he was suppressing his emotion and he must be painful so much.

　　Linda Yun didn’t give any more words. Holding the wheels, she tried to move forward.

　　However, Michael caught it tightly, showing no sign of releasing.

　　"What if I don’t agree!" said Michael word by word in a wobbly voice.

　　"Don’t make me hate you more..." Her voice was still small.

　　This sentence seemed simple, but it was powerful enough. Michael couldn’t help holding the handle more tightly.

　　Time went by.

　　He gradually loosened his hand in the end.

　　"When James Yun receives his sentence, I will do it with you." The he pushed her forward.

　　Linda Yun didn’t stop him. The case about James Yun will be sentenced soon. There were about more than ten days left.

　　"Okay!"

　　Both of them didn’t feel good in their heart at that moment.

　　George Mo and Xiao Kui stayed at the hall. Someone served them with coffee and cakes.

　　But they were not in the mood for having them because they worried about Linda Yun so much.

　　Meanwhile, the sound of the wheelchair attracted their attention. They quickly turned their eyes to the corridor.

　　"Linda!" Xiao Kui ran to Linda Yun immediately.

　　Michael still fixed his eyes on her, but Linda Yun just lowered her head, gazing at the floor silently.

　　"Take good care of her!" appealed Michael sincerely, averting his sight to Xiao Kui .

　　Xiao Kui paused for a second, then she nodded subconsciously saying, "I, I will!"

　　Only after hearing her words did Michael begin to release his hand slowly.

　　"Xiao Kui , let’s go back," said Linda Yun eventually.

　　"Okay, well, let’s go..." Xiao Kui cast a glance at Michael and then darted a look at Linda Yun who had relapsed into silence again. She knew that there were still some problems between them.

　　But now it was not the time to ask. She could do it after going back.

　　So she immediately seized the handle and pushed the wheelchair towards the door.

　　George Mo walked up to Michael, looked at him and inquired, "How’s it going?"

　　"Divorce is the only way for us," replied Michael in despair, staring at the leaving figure.

　　George Mo frowned, knowing clearly that it must be Linda Yun’s idea.

　　"So, will you give up?" He knitted his brows and was not sure about Michael’s decision.

　　Michael narrowed his eyes, a smile curved his thin lips even though it looked a bit rueful. "How can I give up? It takes us great efforts to be to be together, doesn’t it?"

　　George Mo looked at him, then suddenly burst into laughter saying, "I will take good care of her and wait you to take her back!"

　　"Thanks!" replied Michael. As Linda Yun went away, his eyes gradually got dull.

　　Getting into the car, Linda Yun didn’t utter a word.

　　George Mo drove the car asking, "Linda, we’ll go back to hospital. Is there anything you want to eat? We can go to eat something before we go back."

　　"I don’t want to go back to the hospital." Linda Yun suddenly said in a cold tone.

　　George Mo glanced at her through the rear－view mirror persuading, "You haven’t recovered now. How can you not go to hospital?"

　　"It’s true! How can you not go to hospital? Just listen to us, okay?" added Xiao Kui immediately.

　　"I won’t go to the hospital!" Linda Yun repeated her words.

　　Her voice became much colder.

　　"Linda..."

　　"Don’t take me go back to the hospital! She looked at Xiao Kui with red eyes, "I don’t like hospital! I hate that place!"

　　Seeing Linda Yun’s eyes getting more red made Xiao Kui feel painful in her heart. "Okay, then, then we won’t go to the hospital. How about my home? Let’s live there."

　　"Let’s go to my house!" suggested George Mo, "Your parents are at home now. If Linda go to your house like this, your parents will feel worried, and Linda will be stressful too. It’s better for her to live at my house. I’m free these days, so I have enough time to look after her!"

　　Xiao Kui looked at Linda, and then averted her eyes to George Mo saying, "Okay, I will come to company you during the day time!"

　　Linda Yun didn’t say a word, but she averted her sight and looked out of the window.

　　It didn’t take a long time for George Mo to arrive at the hospital.

　　Linda Yun didn’t get off the car. George Mo went through the discharge formalities for her and then got some medicine from the doctor.

　　After that they drove back to George Mo’s apartment.

　　There were two bedrooms and a living room in his apartment. And while Xiao Kui was staying with Linda Yun, George Mo arranged the master bedroom for Linda Yun.

　　Sitting on the sofa, Linda Yun’s expression still looked desolate.

　　Seeing that, Xiao Kui couldn’t help wincing. She held her hands and then suggested, "Linda, would you like to go traveling with me?"

　　Linda Yun turned her eyes to Xiao Kui . She knew that both George Mo and Xiao Kui worried her so much. "I’m okay. Trust me!" said Linda Yun as she tried to comfort her.

　　"I know you are all right. But it has been a long time since the last time we traveled together. Just go out and have fun!" replied Xiao Kui .

　　Staying at this city could only make her upset and distressed.

　　Maybe leaving this place is a better choice for her.

　　"Xiao Kui is right. Let’s go traveling together. Greece, Maldives, Aegean Sea, Paris, all of these place are good places to choose," said George Mo after he cleaned up the room.

　　"Yes! Linda, I still remembered that you want to see the Eiffel Tower, right? Let’s do it!" added Xiao Kui quickly.

　　"George..." Linda Yun looked at George Mo and then turned her focus to Xiao Kui . "You don’t need to worry about me. I’m okay! Really..."

　　Then she held the sofa and stood up. "I’m a bit tired now. I want to sleep for a while."

　　"Let me help you!" uttered Xiao Kui .

　　"That’s okay. I can walk on my own..." Linda Yun refused her and slowly moved to her room with tottering steps.

　　As she came in, Linda Yun closed the door.

　　Xiao Kui couldn’t help asking, "George, she closed the door, so what should we do now?"

　　George Mo staring at the closed door with a sigh. "It seems that she has not only closed the door of her room, but also closed the door of her heart..."

　　Xiao Kui heaved a sigh without saying a word.

　　Linda Yun was roused from sleep as she heard somebody knocking the door.

　　"Linda, get up, it’s dinner time."

　　Linda Yun opened her eyes, looking around the strange bedroom and the dark sky outside the window. She rubbed her brows, and the headache made her feel uncomfortable too.

　　"Linda, get up, it’s dinner time..."

　　Linda Yun didn’t give a response, but she slowly sat up.

　　Meanwhile, George Mo opened the door.

　　And after that, the dazzling light got into the room and Linda Yun subconsciously put his hand up to shade her eyes.

　　"Linda, you’re awake. I just thought that you would be sleeping. Come on, dinner is ready. Let’s eat together!" persuaded George Mo in a apron.

　　Linda Yun looked at him, nodded and then slowly stood up.

　　There were three dishes and a soup on the table.

　　"Now that you don’t want to be in hospital or take drips, you should eat more. I must say that if you got worse, I will still take you back to hospital!" exhorted George Mo.

　　Linda Yun managed a smile on her face, then she lifted the bowl and took the chopsticks to begin eating.

　　Seeing that made George Mo frown. "Eat these dishes!"

　　Then he picked up some food for her.

　　Linda Yun took a mouthful of food and ate the food that George Mo picked up for her.

　　However, she suddenly stopped chewing.

　　"What’s wrong? Isn’t it delicious?" asked George Mo as he saw Linda Yun stopped eating.

　　But Linda Yun didn’t answer him. She just put down the bowl and stared at the dishes on the table.

　　"What’s wrong, don’t you like it?

　　"These dishes... are not made by you!"

　　She glared at him, putting the chopsticks down too.

　　George Mo paused, being shocked by her words. He looked somewhat embarrassed and tried to explain, "How, how could these dishes be not made by me? What’s wrong? Don’t you like taste?"

　　"He has been there before, right?"

　　"Who, who do you refer to?" asked George Mo with a strange expression.

　　Linda Yun gave up asking. She stood up and said, "I’m not hungry now..."

　　Then she walked straight to her bedroom.

　　"Come on, Linda, you haven’t eaten anything!" George Mo immediately rose to his feet and ran to her.

　　Linda Yun didn’t turned her head. "I have said that I’m not hungry!"

　　George Mo seized her wrist and said in a low voice, "You love him, right?"

　　Linda Yun refused to answer his question.

　　"Otherwise, you can’t know it’s Michael who made these dishes. I don’t understand, why do you have to divorce as you love him so much? I know your baby’s death is a shock to you, but it’s not all his fault. You should give him a chance to explain. Furthermore, you are still young now and you will have baby in the future. You..."

　　"It’s impossible!" Linda Yun slowly raised her voice and then looked back to him, her eyes blazing with fury. "You will never know what did I experience that night. We will never be together again!"

　　George Mo didn’t know what to say next.

　　Linda Yun got rid of his hand, went back to her room and shut the door.

　　The dark of the room broke her strong shell instantly.

　　A of tear fell down from her cheek. Next second she leaned on the door and collapsed to the ground.

　　In the dark room, Linda Yun was so desperate, sitting huddled on the ground like a cornered animal.

　　He was still in her heart.

　　But she hate him too.

　　She felt painful.

　　She felt painful all over her body.

　　"Ding－dong!" Her phone suddenly ran at this moment.

　　She wiped away her tears and then took it out from her pocked.

　　She thought that it might be a message that Xiao Kui sent to her.

　　But it turned out to be a piece of news.

　　The daughter of Cai Family woke up this afternoon after six－year stupor