Can't Let Go novel Chapter 136

　　A week later.

　　Linda Yun had kept staying at George Mo‘s house for a week and had never gone out once.

　　Although Barbaraand George Mo invited her to go out together, she refused all the time.

　　However, Linda Yun got up pretty early this morning.

　　"Why do you get up so early?" George Mo was preparing breakfast. He felt so surprised when he saw Linda Yun standing in the living room.

　　Linda Yun looked at him, and smiled faintly. She looked much better this week.

　　But her eyes were still gloomy. "Tomorrow James Yun will be sentenced, so I want to go for a stroll today."

　　"Really? I‘m free now. Let‘s go out together!" said George Mo and was about to untie his apron.

　　"Thank you but today I want to go out alone," replied Linda Yun immediately.

　　George Mo got a bit confused questioning, "Alone? Where are you going?"

　　"Don‘t worry. I will be okay. He has not been sentenced now," replied Linda Yun and then walked to the doorway.

　　George Mo quickly followed her and reminded, "You haven‘t had your breakfast!"

　　"I‘m not hungry now. I will eat breakfast outside later. By the way, Nianguang, you don‘t need to company me, just go to work. I‘m so sorry to bother you here during these days!" replied Linda Yun.

　　"Never mind, don‘t forget I‘m your brother." George Mo frowned.

　　Hearing his words, Linda Yun smiled and nodded, "Okay, hmm, I‘ll go first!"

　　"Are you sure that you don‘t need my company?"

　　"Yes!" Linda Yun‘s voice gradually vanished as she went away.

　　Getting out of George Mo‘s apartment, Linda Yun took a taxi and went to the flower market.

　　In the bird and flower market, she bought the freshest flowers as it was still in early morning when she got there.

　　After that, she bought some fresh fruits and went to the Luochen Cemetery.

　　Linda Yun put flowers and fruit basket before the tombstone of Patricia Bai and Uncle Meng.

　　"Mum, Uncle Meng..."

　　She called them slightly and continued speaking, "Today may be the last time I come here to visit you. I will go away. I will leave this city..."

　　Linda Yun kept on speaking, knelt before the tombstone and began to wipe the photos of Patricia Bai and Steven Meng.

　　"Don‘t worry. I will live a happy life," said Linda Yun while she cleaning the tombstone, "I have a large amount of money now. And I will use it to buy a house in a coastal city, enjoying the beautiful scenery of the sea and flowers in warm spring. I won‘t be lonely. I will keep a dog, a cat and plant a sweet－scented osmanthus tree in front of the door..."

　　Her hand stopped. Actually, this dream was not only her dream, but also her mum‘s.

　　She still remembered that Patricia Bai had ever said, "When you grow up and earn enough money, we will buy a house, enjoying the beautiful scenery of the sea and flowers in warm spring."

　　A bitter smile appeared on Linda Yun‘s face, and then she continued uttering, "I will live like you and be positive towards life..."

　　Her eyes got dim and her hands moved slower too. "Mum, please take good care of my baby for me. Tell him that I love him very much..."

　　Tears fell from her eyes while she was speaking.

　　"I shouldn‘t cry. I said that I wouldn‘t cry..."

　　Her hand began shaking violently. "But, why am I so weak? I can‘t even control it at all..."

　　She slowly sat down on the ground, covered her face with hands and burst into sobs.

　　After a while.

　　She slowly loosed her hands and her eyes got red and swollen again.

　　"Uncle Meng, please take good care of my mum in that world."

　　She stared at Steven Meng‘s tombstone with a smile.

　　Then she slowly stood up.

　　"Mum, Uncle Meng, I‘ll go now!" She took a deep breath. "Trust me, I will come here to see you again!"

　　Finishing her words, Linda Yun turned around and left.

　　Next destination was the Huo Family‘s house.

　　Tomorrow James Yun would be sentenced.

　　Unless something unexpected happened, he would be punished severely.

　　Once the judgment was pronounced, it would be unnecessary for her to stay at this city.

　　However, her ID Card was still left in the wedding room of the Huo Family‘s house.

　　So she had to take it back.

　　After all, she couldn‘t go any place by plane or train without her ID Card.

　　The taxi ran fast on the road.

　　After 40 minutes.

　　The car arrived at its destination.

　　The entrance guards immediately opened the door as soon as they saw who was coming.

　　There was hot discussion among people last week.

　　Even her abortion had already been exposed.

　　All people were making a guess about whom would Huo Tingshen choose at the end.

　　After all, she had lost their baby and the real Miss. Cai had woken up.

　　"Sir, please wait me for a while. Thank you," said Linda Yun to the driver.

　　"Okay!"

　　Getting out of the car, she looked at the familiar and strange place.

　　Then she managed a smile on her face and walked into it.

　　"Madam." Those servants felt so surprised when they saw her, but they still greeted her politely.

　　Linda Yun behaved as before, getting into the house without giving a reason.

　　Some servants were cleaning in the living room.

　　She didn‘t see Qu Zhirong.

　　So she walked upstairs and got to the third floor.

　　She was stunned for a moment when she pushed the door open.

　　But she still walked in.

　　Nothing changed in the room.

　　It was clean since the servants cleaned it everyday.

　　Her favorite flowers were put on the table everyday.

　　The whole cosy bedroom was filled with sweet smell.

　　Linda Yun looked around the room for a while and then walked to the wardrobe, opened it and pulled the innermost drawer.

　　Her ID Card and residence booklet was lying in the drawer quietly.

　　So was her marriage certificate.

　　She stared at the red booklet blankly for a few seconds.

　　But after several seconds, she quickly took her ID Card and residence booklet out and put them into her bag.

　　Next second, she turned around and walked to the doorway.

　　Because she didn‘t want to stay here for a minute more.

　　She took all the things and got downstairs. Those servants nodded and greeted her when they saw her.

　　Linda Yun walked straight to the doorway quickly. The driver was still waiting for her.

　　"Madam, where are you going?" An old servant of the Huo Family walked to Linda Yun as soon as she caught sight of her in the garden.

　　Linda Yun look at her, smiled slightly and said, "I‘m not you madam any more."

　　The servant knitted her brows and asked, "What, what do you mean? Are you really going to get divorced?"

　　Linda Yun forced a smile and didn‘t say anything more.

　　"Madam, listen to me..."

　　Before the servant could finish her words, she suddenly heard a sound of wheelchair.

　　Linda Yun averted her sight and got shocked instantly as soon as she saw who was coming.

　　At the same time, that person got stunned too.

　　This was the first time they met each other.

　　So it was true that she had moved to the Huo Family.

　　Well, it was reasonable. After all, when Mary Yun pretended to be this girl, Qu Zhirong allowed her to live here too.

　　And now, the real girl appeared, how could she live in another place?

　　"You‘re Linda Yun, right? I‘m Susan!" The girl smiled. Her eyes were as beautiful as the starry sky.

　　Linda Yun gazed at her and smiled too. "Nice to meet, I‘m Linda Yun!"

　　Susan asked the servants to push her forward.

　　"You look much more beautiful that the picture! But you are still not so amazing!" She looked narrowly at Linda Yun.

　　"Thank you!" Linda Yun nodded saying, "Excuse me, the taxi driver was still waiting for me out side, so shall I go first!"

　　Linda Yun explained and was about to go out.

　　"Will you divorce with my brother?" asked Susan in a sudden.

　　Linda Yun stopped walking forward.

　　Then Susan pushed the wheelchair herself and moved forward. "I heard that my brother loves you very much. Is that true?" she questioned.

　　Linda Yun didn‘t turned her head. She just stood there and no one knew what she was thinking about.

　　Susan got in front of her, looked up to her and questioned, "Shall we have a talk?"

　　"What?" Linda Yun looked at her, and it seemed that there was no emotion in her eyes.

　　Her sight made Susan frown.

　　‘How could her eyes be so cold?‘ thought Susan in her heart.

　　"What‘s your look now? Are you feeling scared about me?" Susan winced.

　　"No!"

　　"Then, why can‘t we have a talk?" Susan stared at her, confused. "Aren‘t you curious about me?"

　　Linda Yun slightly raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Why should I feel curious about you?"

　　Hearing her words made Susan more uncomfortable. "Are you so cold all the time? You know who I am, right? Then why do you..."

　　Linda Yun smiled slightly and interrupted her, "I know who you are. And I know what do you want to talk. But I can tell you we needn‘t to do that at all. I will give your brother back to you!"

　　Susan must admit that Linda Yun was right. That was exactly what she wanted to say.

　　Finishing her words, Linda Yun was about to leave.

　　"Don‘t you love him?" asked Susan suddenly, "he was such a nice man, why don‘t you love him? Do you think you can put all the blame on him after your abortion?"

　　What she said made Linda Yun‘s face turned black.

　　Susan went to her again and said, "I‘m so sorry. I shouldn‘t mention your painful memory. But what you did make me feel you are utilizing him. You don‘t love him at all."

　　"If you think it‘s the truth. Okay, sure, it‘s the truth!"

　　Linda Yun was so tired.

　　Mary Yun had just gotten out of her world, she didn‘t want to get in trouble with a woman again.

　　"You don‘t deserve him!" roared Susan suddenly, "If the accident didn‘t happen to me. How could you get the chance to approach my brother? Look at you, what a terrible attitude do you have now? My God! Do you know how to be grateful and how to spell the word ‘appreciate‘?"

　　Linda Yun got a bit stunned. She turned her eyes to her saying, "Appreciate?"

　　"Shouldn‘t you appreciate me now? It was me who saved him that day!"

　　"You volunteered to do that, didn‘t you?"

　　Susan raised her eyebrows and replied, "Yes, it‘s true. But that‘s because I love him. How about you? You got the chance to become his wife when I fell asleep. You are just like a thief and steal the happiness that should belong to me!"

　　After that, she knitted her brows and murmured, "Now that I have been talking with you for such a long time, how could you just stay cold? How can Tingshen love such a cold and unemotional person?"

　　Yunnian didn‘t utter a word and just kept looking at her.

　　This girl had been sleeping for six years for saving him.

　　It was a touching story.

　　But now what the girl said just sounded so childish.

　　She saved him six years ago, and then fell asleep.

　　So her characters and thought should be the same with what they were six years ago.

　　She still remembered that Susan was just like a sister to him. She always stayed by his side and called him brother.

　　She should be a frank girl.

　　"In this case, what do you want me to do to appreciate you?" asked Linda Yun. She looked into her eyes and tried to be patient with the little girl.

　　Susan paused. She didn‘t know how to answer the question.

　　"I, I want you to give my brother back to me!" replied Susan after thinking about it in her mind. "He is mine. And you are a thief!"

　　"Okay!"

　　Susan paused again.

　　"You, you are not allowed to meet him again. Leave this city as soon as possible!" ordered Susan again, plumping out her cheeks.

　　"Sure!"

　　Susan was surprised with her answer.

　　"Anything else?" inquired Linda Yun calmly.

　　"I said you, you, you should never meet him again!" Susan immediately pouted and repeated.

　　"We won‘t meet again when I leave this city!"

　　Susan thought about her words and agreed. Then she said, "You can‘t pester him! Don‘t be like those bitches!"

　　"I promise!" Linda Yun nodded again.

　　Next second, Linda Yun said, "If you have nothing else to say, I will leave first!"

　　After that, she intended to turn around and leave.

　　She had never thought that he was just standing behind her...

　　"Tingshen!" Susan immediately smiled brightly, which showed her pride as a little girl. "Did you hear that? She won‘t bother you anymore. She even doesn‘t love you. But it doesn‘t matter because I love you. You are still mine!"

　　Meanwhile, it seemed that Huo Tingshen was nettled. He looked so dreaded and his tall and straight figure gave a feeling of indescribable coldness.

　　He gazed at Linda Yun, knitting his brows. After a while he asked in a husky voice.

　　"Are, are you planing to leave this city?"