Can't Let Go novel Chapter 137

　　How long had it been?

　　How long had it been since the last time they met each other?

　　Staring at the face which she was not so familiar with, Linda Yun couldn‘t help twitching her nose as a kind of grievance feeling gradually covered her heart and she could fell that she was getting out of control.

　　She lowered her head and looked down, eyes turning to be red.

　　In her inmost heart, there was something hurting severely.

　　Her reaction made Huo Tingshen felt painful in his heart too.

　　He took one step forward and wanted to comfort her.

　　"Tingshen, don‘t stop her! She doesn‘t love you at all. But it doesn‘t matter. I‘m here and I will be with you!" said Susan in a pride tone.

　　Meanwhile, her voice attracted Linda Yun‘s attention and drew her back to the reality.

　　At that moment, a familiar luxury car drove in.

　　Next second the people in the car got out.

　　Linda Yun turned her eyes to them.

　　Qu Rongzhi and David Huo were walking to their direction.

　　"Linda!" David Huo immediately strode to her called her name, "When do you come back?"

　　Linda Yun slightly smiled to him and said in a choked voice, "Dad!"

　　"Why do you all stand here? Let‘s go home!" said David Huo. Then he asked them to go into the house.

　　"Linda Yun, can we talk?" asked Qu Zhirong suddenly.

　　Linda Yun looked at her, only finding that she was gazing at her. But it was really hard to recognized what her intention was.

　　"What are you going to talk? Can‘t you talk at home?"

　　"Why do you have to care so many things as a man?" Then she looked at Linda Yun, "Just a few minutes. It won‘t be long!"

　　"Okay!" replied Linda Yun, nodded.

　　"Let‘s go inside!" Qu Zhirong pointed to the garden.

　　Then Linda Yun followed her and walked towards it.

　　But when she passed by Huo Tingshen, he suddenly seized her wrist with his hand, and his eyes was so complex.

　　Linda Yun dared not to see his face. She quickly pulled away the hand and followed Qu Zhirong to walked ahead.

　　"Tingshen, I‘m hungry now. Tingshen, I‘m hungry now! I want something to eat!" Linda Yun felt uncomfortable when she saw Huo Tingshen keep his eyes on Linda Yun.

　　However, Huo Tingshen didn‘t speak a word. Instead, his sight was still fixed on the figure.

　　"Tingshen!"

　　Susan raised her voice to complain, "Tingshen, I said I was hungry!"

　　Then she began to seized his clothes and shake. "You don‘t listen to me at all! Tingshen..."

　　Hearing what she said, all of the servants frowned. Why did this Miss. Cai behave like a small kid and keep talking impatiently.

　　Huo Tingshen looked down to her. Susan pouted and her expression showed that she was not happy.

　　"Miss. Cai was hungry now, bring her to the kitchen quickly." Huo Tingshen looked at the servant who had served him for a long time.

　　Seeing that, the servant quickly replied, "Okay, Master!"

　　Then she quickly pushed her wheelchair and said, "Miss. Cai, let me take you to have lunch."

　　"No, I don‘t want you to do that! I want my brother!" Susan was displeased because Huo Tingshen was not like this before!

　　Huo Tingshen didn‘t give a word. Instead, he walked to the doorway.

　　"Tingshen! Where are you going? Tingshen..."

　　However hard she tried to call he back, nothing seemed to work.

　　"Sit down," said Qu Zhirong, pointing to a lift.

　　But Linda Yun just stood still. She looked at her and uttered, "Please feel free to speak out whatever you want to say!"

　　Qu Zhirong looked at her, slightly knitted her brows. That was why she didn‘t like this girl. Linda Yun looked cold all the time.

　　Seeing that Qu Zhirong was not intended to answer her, Linda Yun didn‘t say anything more.

　　"Are you always like this?" Qu Zhirong couldn‘t help asking.

　　"What?"

　　"There, there," Qu Zhirong didn‘t want to talk about these unimportant things with her. She looked at her, frowned and said, "I‘m sorry!"

　　Linda Yun went blank as it never occurred to her that Qu Zhirong would say sorry to her.

　　"I‘m so sorry for what I did to you before!" Qu Zhirong slowed down her voice speed and continued, "I have done so many bad things to you. I trusted Yunna and made Susan kept asleep for such a long time..."

　　Linda Yun still kept silent, a sneer slightly curved her lips.

　　She apologized for Susan, not for her!

　　Then Qu Zhirong took out a piece of check and gave it to her. "this is your compensation, 50 million."

　　Linda Yun looked at the check. She suddenly felt it was so ironic.

　　"I know it‘s not enough to make up your suffering. But I still hope that you can take it!" said Qu Zhirong, holding Linda Yun‘s hand and pressed the check into the palm of her hand. "It‘s my fault to do those things to you. So now I apologize!"

　　Linda Yun looked down to the check in her hand. Suddenly, she smiled slightly.

　　Then she raised her head again and looked at Qu Zhirong saying, "Do you give me the check to apologize? Or you want me to go away with the money?"

　　Qu Zhirong kept silent.

　　"Although you know Mary Yun was playing a dirty trick at that time, you still choose to help her. And now, the real Susan has woken up, you must spare no efforts to protect her," said Linda Yun with a sneer on her face. "Sometimes I would doubt that if Susan was your own daughter. Otherwise, how could a mother help a strange person to get her son even if his happiness will be destroyed?"

　　Qu Zhirong didn‘t know how to reply.

　　"But, you needn‘t to worry. I will leave your son even if you don‘t give the check. I only want to say that if you really love him, please don‘t impose your willing on him. Not all family affection can last forever. Look at Mary Yun and me, family affection may become hatred one day!"

　　After that, Linda Yun gave the check to Qu Zhirong and continued her words, "I use 50 million to change your conscience, a kind of conscience that a mum should have for her son.

　　Then she pressed the check into her hand.

　　Afterwards, she turned around and left without hesitation.

　　"Linda Yun!" Qu Zhirong called her name suddenly.

　　Linda Yun stopped as she heard her voice.

　　"Have you ever loved my son?"

　　Qu Zhirong frowned. It was obvious that she just regarded her as one of the vain girls.

　　Linda Yun didn‘t turned around, instead, she just slightly lowered her head and smiled. "It‘s me who request a divorce!" said Linda Yun simply.

　　This was her answer.

　　Qu Zhirong was stunned.

　　It was Linda Yun who requested the divorce.

　　That was enough to prove that she was different from those girls who spared no efforts to marry a rich man.

　　Because those woman would never request a divorce all their life!

　　So...

　　Linda Yun loved her son.

　　Qu Zhirong turned her eyes to Linda Yun, but she only found that she had walked away...

　　Linda Yun walked fast as she really wanted to leave this place as soon as possible.

　　Finally, she got out of the door.

　　But next second she was pulled by the wrist.

　　Before she could make a reaction, she had been taken into someone‘s arms.

　　Linda Yun suddenly went blank.

　　This man was waiting her. He had been waiting her for a long time.

　　At that moment, he embraced her so tightly that he tried to make her a part of his body.

　　Linda Yun felt a bit painful for that.

　　But she didn‘t try to get rid of him.

　　Because it was nothing when it was compared with the pain in her heart.

　　He put his jaw on her shoulder. It was not until it began raining after a long time did he slowly release her.

　　Huo Tingshen raised her head, looked into her eyes.

　　"Don‘t leave me, okay?"

　　His voice was husky and there was a smell of smoke around him.

　　Linda Yun looked down to the ground and saw the cigarette butts on the ground.

　　The man looked to direction too. He got somewhat flustered quickly. "I, I‘m sorry. I know you don‘t like the smell of smoke. Sorry, I‘m so sorry..."

　　Then he held her into his arms again and tried to explain "Time was killing me when I stood there waiting you, so I..."

　　"Huo Tingshen..."

　　She called his name in a low voice and said, "We were not from the same world at the beginning... I happened to intrude into your world and we experienced so many things together. Now I just find that those old people are right. A man should marry a girl of his own class. We are different. We can‘t get into each other‘s lives..."

　　It had been such a long time.

　　But she still couldn‘t get used to the rich and powerful family.

　　She couldn‘t adapt to her new identity as Huo Tingshen‘s wife.

　　She couldn‘t be accustomed to the situation when all people fixed their attention to her.

　　She was just an ordinary girl who wanted to live a quiet life.

　　"No, it‘s not true! I know it‘s not true!" Huo Tingshen got a bit nervous, and his hands trembled because of fear. "I know you are angry now. And I know you hate me. Yes, I shouldn‘t go out that night. I shouldn‘t go to meet her alone and leave you in danger. It was my fault. It was all my fault. But I didn‘t do it on purpose. I never expected things would be like this. The death of our baby hurt me greatly. I was miserable too..."

　　Huo Tingshen began to choke. "I couldn‘t sleep well because falling asleep made me scared. I had lots of nightmares about you leaving me and our baby leaving me too."

　　Linda Yun could feel that his body was shaking, which made her eyes red.

　　"I have lost our baby. I don‘t want you to leave me too! I don‘t! I don‘t!"

　　Linda Yun couldn‘t hold back her tears anymore after hearing his words.

　　"Sorry..." Linda Yun cried and said, "I‘m so sorry. Please let me go..."

　　"No, I will never agree!" resisted Huo Tingshen in a loud voice. He couldn‘t accept it at all.

　　Linda Yun cried more.

　　"I‘m not able to face you. You know that. Just let me go!"

　　Huo Tingshen suddenly released her, and then extended his trembling hand to wipe her tears. "I will give you time. I know that you can‘t get out of the terrible memory now, so I will give you time. I promise I will never go to bother you, but... could you just stay at Austral City?"

　　"Beep! Beep!" The taxi driver had been waiting for a long time and had already got impatient.

　　Linda Yun slowly pushed Huo Tingshen away, stared at him and slightly smiled saying, "She saved your life. You should be good to her."

　　As she finished her words, Linda Yun directly walked to the taxi.

　　At this moment, no one understood her. No one knew that she felt as if a knife were piercing her heart. Great sorrow was gonna drive her crazy.

　　It was raining harder and harder.

　　Watching her slight figure retreating in the rain, Huo Tingshen inexplicably felt that he was going to lose something extremely important.

　　Without thinking, he rushed into the rain and ran to her.

　　He grabbed her wrist and pulled her into his arms with a jerk.

　　With that, he held her head with one hand and enclosed her waist with his arm.

　　Huo Tingshen lowered his head, and his lips traced her cheek and then her eyes to dry her tears. "Remember, I will accept all your requests, even if you say that you want to leave and you need time. But, Linda Yun, you should keep one thing in your mind. I only have one wife in this life and she could only be you," said Huo Tingshen in his low, attractive and domineering voice.