Can't Let Go novel Chapter 144

　　Linda didn't speak, instead, she started to cry.

　　"Nian..." Michael held her face, overwhelmed with heart－aching feelings. "Don't cry, it's all my fault, please don't you cry?"

　　Linda stared at him, tears misting in the eyes. "I know, I shouldn't pity her. She had the misfortunes coming herself, but...but I...I can't imagine, three, three of them, all four months old fetuses were cut and taken out..."

　　Michael understood, he understood that she could not beat it.

　　He understood more that, she was reliving her own memory...

　　"Girl, you know what, with the enemy, if you show any trace of compassion, the pain will only redouble for you. Losing our children is an example, isn't it?" The man comforted with a voice as soft as possible.

　　Linda looked at him and gradually lowered his eyes.

　　Then, she reached out her hand and gently pushed him away.

　　The next second, she leaned against wardrobe and slowly slipped to the ground.

　　In the end, she sat on the ground, curled up and muttered to herself. "Actually...I understand, everything... But, I still feel so sad..."

　　She held herself and buried her head in her knees, her back twitching badly.

　　Apparently, she remembered what her own child looked like...

　　Michael felt terrible in his heart.

　　He knelt down, reaching out and trying to cuddle her, but his hands ended up stopping in the air.

　　Let her cry.

　　Cry and get it all out, maybe she could walk out.

　　Linda didn't know how long she had been crying, nor why cried like this.

　　Anyway, when she raised her head, her eyes was swollen.

　　The man had been waiting quietly before her, without any disturbing.

　　Only in those eyes, were always great concern.

　　She looked at him, her eyes shining slightly, and the next second, she held the cabinet and tried to stand.

　　But who knows, her feet was in numbness, and her whole body tilted with just one move.

　　Michael hastened to stand to support her.

　　But he also forgot that he had been squatting till now, and his own legs were not quick enough.

　　The two touched each other, their feet numb, so they fell to the bed.

　　He was above.

　　She was under.

　　Michael fell onto her, unavoidably, his two thin lips touched the skin of her shoulder.

　　Immediately, Linda froze.

　　Time, at this second, seemed to have stopped.

　　The man lips were still on her skin, and warm breath stirring.

　　Linda was totally transfixed, and had no idea how to react.

　　The man closed his eyes and his Adam's apple rolled several times, forcing down the slowly rising burning from the lower abdomen.

　　Then, slowly pushing himself up, he saw her pitiful look.

　　At this one sight, the fire from somewhere burned into flames again.

　　Linda saw the burning flame in the man eyes, she subconsciously reached out and tried to push him away.

　　Unexpectedly, as soon as her hands touched his chest, the man suddenly lost his mind, leaned over and kissed on her lips...

　　Linda was caught off guard, only to think that the man's kiss came too fast, like a tornado.

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　　His kiss, anxious, rough, fervent.

　　She was somehow unable to bear this anxious, eager kiss from the man and was forced to open her mouth.

　　After some tenderness, until she was nearly suffocated, the man reluctantly let go of her red swollen kissed lips.

　　Linda's red lips constantly inhaled and breathed out, to alleviate the pain of nearly suffocating.

　　The man lowered his eyes at her, couldn't help but smiled.

　　Linda frowned, her trembling fingers kept holding on to his fine delicate shirt from the moment he kissed onto her lips, "Huo...Michael..."

　　"I'm here!" The man deep voice echoed in her ear.

　　"Don't...Don't get so close to me..."

　　"Is it close?"

　　"This is already very close, you move a little!"

　　"Is it? How about this way?"

　　"Michael, get way, you get away!"

　　She gathered her strength and tried to push him away, but due to anxiety, she rid off one button...

　　So, her white tender hand just slipped in and pressed on his fine chest...

　　Linda：......

　　"Nian, you did it on purpose right?" The man's eyes darkened and his breathe got unsteadier right away.

　　"No, I didn't, no, it's not like this, you, you get up first..."

　　The more anxious she was, the more she wanted to push him away; the more she wanted to push him away, the more that pair of hands fumbled around his chest...

　　This repeated process could simply killing you!

　　Michael spared a hand to grab her tiny restless one, his fiery black eyes stared at her unscrupulously. His thin lips slightly opened, and the voice was hoarse. "You want to kill me, do you?"

　　Linda watched him with innocence, pouted her red swollen lips, slight anger in her voice. "I didn't mean it, you kept pressing on me!"

　　At the moment, her hair was somewhat messy, face intoxicatingly blushing, her vexation gave but a slight tinge of coquettish shyness of a little woman.

　　Michael had been rather erotically aroused when he was just kissing her, and when he met her lovely annoyed eyes, his lower abdomen was fiercely rushed with blood, and tightened abruptly.

　　Linda was not cooled down yet, only to find the man eyes turning deep and dark.

　　As if, a wicked flame was burning.

　　Clustered, can set the prairie ablaze anytime. Being stared, she herself felt consumed, all naked without a shred of clothing.

　　"Get up, you get up!" Her protective hands were hastened on her body. The stares, the atmosphere, made her extremely ashamed.

　　"Nian, I, want you!" The man leaned over and suppressed the painful voice.

　　However, even if he was suppressing it, his heavy breathing still quickly took up her entire sound world, scorching wind from his lips spurted on her skin.

　　Linda gave a sudden shudder, just prepared to fight.

　　The man's hot lips fell again.

　　This time, his kiss was not so urgent, nor so rough.

　　Probably he cherished her red lips.

　　This time, his kiss was soft and provocative.

　　They hadn't been together for three years.

　　For three years, she had never had such intimate behavior with another man.

　　Now, this intense intimacy left her no control over her constantly shuddering body.

　　She wanted to refuse.

　　But some strange change over somewhere in her body haunted her...

　　She was a little scared, but a little lost.

　　This man was so charming that he exuded a strong masculine air from every part of his body, making you hot just when approaching him.

　　Michael naturally felt her changes, lips curved badly with smiling, but the movement was still careful, and afraid to scare her.

　　"Ding－dong," unfortunately, the doorbell rang at this moment.

　　Linda was startled, pushed him subconsciously, and then sat up.

　　Now her coat had been all unbuttoned, and her beautiful pitch－black hair fell at her sides, all dazzling against her white skin.

　　Michael got quite upset－－－the coat was all unbuttoned already, who the hell was coming?

　　Linda buttoned her clothes in a second, and then arranged her hair quickly .

　　Michael also arrange his clothes, and the next second, he stormed to opened the door.

　　"Are you... "

　　There was a pause.

　　Kui was a little dumbstruck...

　　What kind of look was that? So... So terrifying!

　　“dad! ” Duoduo immediately made a dad's gesture, smiling and reaching out for hug.

　　Seeing Duoduo's smiling face, sullen－faced Michael's anger suddenly vanished into the air, then squatted down to pick him up, "you are back?"

　　Duoduo nodded, smiling, held him making gestures.

　　The two of them started playing charades while one guesses and the other told.

　　Kui frowned, walked in slowly.

　　What was going on? Why was that look like he was trying to kill someone

　　"Kui, I umm, I'm going to the airport right now to pick up Nianguang. Are you coming together?" Linda kind of dared not look at her, lowered her head, beating around the bush.

　　Kui saw her dishevelled hair and clothes, and the messy bed which was neat and tidy before, she understood it even if she had been a fool.

　　Linda spoke, but Kui didn't response,she looked to her, and following Kui's eye she saw the messy bed.

　　All at once, her face turned red again.

　　Embarrassing.

　　Embarrassing in bold.

　　Awfully extremely embarrassing.

　　Kui, too was embarrassed. God, if she'd known what they were going to do in the room, she shouldn't have brought Duoduo back.

　　It was all because she saw Linda in a bad mood, and she was afraid they two fell out!

　　It was......

　　It seemed that, this time, she once again worried about nothing!

　　"Is George coming back?" Michael held Duoduo and came before Nian.

　　The eyes met, and Linda looked away, face blushing more.

　　"Yeah, I'll pick him up later," she replied in a low voice.

　　Michael smiled, "Great. Let's treat him to a good dinner tonight."

　　Linda did not speak, but also did not refuse.

　　"Kui, you should come for dinner too," Michael was in a great mood, looking at her and smiled, "where are you working now?"

　　Kui was a little confused, but still she told the truth, "selling fruit at home!"

　　"What's your major?"

　　"It's actually, new media... "

　　Michael nodded. "are you interested in journalists, radio and TV stations?"

　　"Yeah, but I don't have much experience, and many companies don't... "

　　This business was too competitive nowadays, even a tea girl couldn't get in.

　　"Why not go to Stars Entertainment tomorrow," he smiled lightly. "learn from the seniors."

　　"What?...... Stars... Stars Entertainment?" Kui was dumbfounded. It was the biggest movie company in Astral City.

　　Linda smiled and took her hands, "put some efforts, I believe you will like this job!"

　　Kui looked at Linda, then at Michael, and suddenly bowed, "thank you, thank you, thank you!"

　　God, the company she had been dreams of .

　　Ahhhh, so happy she was!

　　Michael smiled and said, "let's go and meet George together!"

　　kui hurried forward, grabbed Duoduo over in her arms, " well, Linda doesn't look good, you hold her, I will hold Duoduo! No hurry! You can walk slowly, or come down a little bit later. I will keep Duoduo company downstairs. That's OK, we won't come up, never!"

　　She specially stressed the words "we won't come up."

　　And she walked on quickly.

　　The man curved his lips, gave Kui a "the boy is worth teaching" eye.

　　Linda：...

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　　And on the other side.

　　Linkang Psychiatric Hospital.

　　The nurse frowned. "why are so many people coming to visit her today?"

　　With sunglasses and a hat, Susan reached out and handed her a stack of money disdainfully. The nurse looked at the money and grinned merrily. She put the money in her own pocket, and smiled, "well, well, come on in, she is right there."

　　Susan looked back at Qu Zhirong, who wrapped herself tightly as well, and frowned, "is she really living here?"

　　Qu Zhirong did not reply, but walked forward.

　　Seeing no replying, Susan had to shut up and come following in.

　　Soon they arrived at their destination.

　　This morning, she was shut in a small room and not allowed to eat or drink because she had made a mistake.

　　The nurse opened the door and smiled broadly, "well, you can enter and have a seat, I'll get her lunch prepared."

　　Susan walked in, looking around the narrow room filled with a musty smell, and frowned involuntarily, "what the hell is this place!"

　　Qu Zhirong went in and looked at Mary sitting on the ground. She was still holding the pillow in a trance.

　　"Mary? " Susan called, then went ahead a few steps.

　　"Baby... " , Mary still kept calling that pillow dully, eyes full of affection.

　　Susan looked at her face the same as her own, frowned, "what bad luck, look at yourself now, true karma!"

　　Qu Zhirong did speak a word, instead, she just stared at her.

　　"Hey, I say Mary, look at your ghostly look! You wouldn't have ended up like this if you hadn't hurt me! Karma it is!" Susan was mad at her, if it hadn't been for her, she would have been married to his dear Michael.

　　Thinking of this, her fury rose in her chest, she went up and kicked her with one foot.

　　Mary was kicked, and shrank aside a bit due to the pain, and stared at her with frightened eyes.

　　Seeing her like this, Susan withdrew her foot when she lifted it and wanted to give her a second kick. She walked before Qu Zhirong, "Aunt, just look what she is like now! What's the point of visiting, we should get back!"

　　It was hot, stuffy and filthy as well.

　　She didn't even want to stay a minute.

　　"Mary!" Qu Zhirong called, but she still made no response.

　　"Over the three years, you must have lived in a living hell!" Qu Zhirong said faintly, "Your torture, your pain, and your encounter, they are all because of one person, and that one person is your sister.

　　And the person you racked your brains out and tryied to kill is swaggering back. I heard that she visited you this morning, are you mentally balanced?"

　　Susan looked at Qu Zhirong and said with impatience,"Aunt, what are reasoning with her, she's mad, and she couldn't understand a word!"

　　"If I give you a chance, a chance to revenge, would you take it?" Susan frowned to Qu Zhirong, and then to Mary.

　　And she still squatted on the floor,holding the pillow and talking to herself.

　　"Aunt, I told you, she is mad now, let's get going, it is so hot here, and smells so bad." Susan twisted her brows with dissatisfaction. "I want to vomit!"

　　This place was not for people, even her pet lived in a fancier place than here.

　　Seeing this, Qu Zhirong went before Mary, kneeling, her cold voice sounded, "If you give up this opportunity, then you are lost forever, and never try to leave here!"

　　Saying, she sneered, "I heard that your uterus is cut? These are all because of her! Do you hate?"

　　Susan rolled her eyes, if it was gone, then let it. Anyway, she was so bad!

　　It was so hot, so stuffy, when could she going!

　　"Whether you want to leave here,it's your own choice!" Finishing her words, Qu Zhirong rose.

　　"Aunt let's go, hurry!" Susan wouldn't stay here for a minute.

　　Qu Zhirong looked at Mary's sluggish appearance, shook her head helplessly, then looked at Susan. "You're right, she can't understand, let's go!"

　　"quick and fast, it's so dirty here, I have already said that she is crazy, how can a crazy woman understand anything?" Susan hastened to hold her arm and dragged outwards.

　　"Are you getting me out?"

　　With a sudden sound, they heard a more than familiar voice behind.

　　Susan was stunned, and turned back.

　　In the corner, there was no dully looking Mary, and all there was a pair unusually calm eyes.

　　Qu Mike curved her lips slightly, "Do you have value? What can you do for me?"

　　"I want her to die, isn't it enough?" Mary sullenly curved her lips, her eyes provocative to Qu Zhirong.