Can't Let Go novel Chapter 175

Linda Yun stumbled forward.

As there were so many people waiting in front of the elevator, she climbed the stairs to the sixteenth floor without thinking.

Gasping, she opened the door of George Mo’s ward.

Michael followed her. Seeing her look made him heart ache.

He had tried to grabbed her but he was also afraid the she would be enraged. So staying by her side was his best choice.

Linda Yun walked to the ward step by step. However, no one can be seen in the empty room.

“George...” Linda Yun called his name with great care.

But she just got nothing back.

“At one o’clock this morning, a man jumped from the Star Cafe and died on the spot. According to the subsequent investigation which was carried by the police, the young man was supposed to be the former president of a big company of our city. The waiter also said that he assassinated Miss. Cai with a knife. By now Miss. Cai has not gotten out of danger. We will continue our report for you!”

The TV was on and what the reporter said came into Linda Yun’s ears word by word.

She turned her eyes to the TV.

The man who was lying in his blood was covered with mosaic.

But Linda Yun recognized him as soon as she caught sight of the man’s body.

That person is...

George Mo!

Yun suddenly lost all her strength and fell down on the ground.

She was totally shocked and didn’t know what to do next.

Michael squatted in front of her and lifted her up saying, “Linda, be tough!”

Linda Yun looked at him blankly, seized his wrist and kept asking, “Why? How could it happen? He promised me, he promised me that he would live a good life!”

Michael frowned. He was at loss for words as soon as he saw Linda Yun’s teary eyes.

“Rat－tat.” A nurse came in at this moment.

“Mrs. Huo, this is what we found under Mr. Mo’s pillow,” said the nurse as she sent a letter to Linda Yun.

Linda Yun took the letter, her hands shaking. There were only four words on the envelope.

“For Linda Yun only.”

It was his handwriting.

Linda Yun opened the envelope in a hurry and took the paper out.

Linda,

I’m so sorry that I can’t accompany you to the end.

Please don’t cry. Don’t be sad. Please don’t be like this because it will pain my heart.

I have attempted and I have tried to do that. But...I just couldn’t overcome the setback in my heart.

Besides my parents, you are the one that I should say sorry to.

Linda. My heart is paining. It’s paining every day, which makes me feel so tired...

I’m pretty tired.

I lived such a painful life.

But...

I hate to be part with you. I want to free myself, but I hate to be part with you...

Linda, I will meet you earlier next life.

Linda, it’s the time for us to say goodbye!

Don’t cry. Your tears would make my heart broken.

I’m not dead.

I just get rid of the suffering.

You really should be happy for me.

Don’t blame him for not guarding me well.

You are clear that no one can stop me as long as there is something I want to do.

Don’t blame.

Don’t cry.

Don’t be sad.

And...

Don’t miss me...

Linda...

My girl...

Be happy with him.

Live a happy life with him.

Be happy...Forever.

Your dear brother,

George

Linda Yun bit her lip tightly, big tears rolled down her cheeks. Just like string－less pearls scattered to the ground, her heart was totally a mess.

It was painful...

Her heart was so painful.

“Linda...” Michael immediately took her into his warm arms, knitting his brows.

Linda Yun held him tightly with her hands, crying loudly lying on his chest.

Her cry sounded like a plaintive whine from a small, weak animal.

Michael didn’t speak any words more. He just held her tightly. His heart got so painful that it even got hard for him to breathe smoothly.

Next day.

Michael went to handle George Mo’s corpse.

He didn’t give Linda Yun the chance to see him again.

Because the corpse was mutilated as George Mo jumped from a high building.

Linda Yun didn’t tell Michael that she wanted go to see him as well. Because she was afraid that she would break down.

She hardly slept for these two days.

Serious dark eye circles appeared below her eyes.

But she still couldn’t close her eyes.

Once she closed her eyes, her mind would be filled with George Mo.

It was raining outside again.

Two days has passed since his death.

The sky had never turned sunny during the two days.

Was the sky crying for his death too?

After all, he was such a good person but he had such a short life.

It was ten past eleven at the midnight.

Michael hadn’t come back. He was busy dealing with George Mo’s funeral affairs.

And he did all these affairs himself.

Michael didn’t let her go with him because he was afraid that Linda Yun couldn’t stand it.

She didn’t go there herself as she was afraid too.

She was not brave enough to witness the process of the funeral ceremony and the cold tombstone.

She lay huddled up in bed, staring at the rain outside the window, suddenly felt so cold.

Gradually, she rolled over on her side.

Ten minutes later, Michael came back.

Huo George opened the door seeing Linda Yun lying on the bed.

She stayed there, her body trembling. Linda Yun tried to suppress her crying but it still came out from the deepest place of her soul, then it scattered in the room, making the room filled with sorrow.

It gave a pang to Michael’s heart. He immediately walked up to held her from behind.

Linda Yun got surprised as she didn’t realize that Michael had come back before. She quickly wiped off her tears.

After that, she sat up and looked at him.

“Have you finished these things?”

Her voice sounded so husky after crying for a long time.

Michael nodded. Staring her red eyes made him felt terrible in his heart. “Yes, all things are okay now. These are his tomb and its address.”

Linda Yun slightly took the photo in his hands, then she saw the gray tombstone and the picture on it.

Her brother...

He had become one of the tombstones.

But at the quiet night three days ago...

He held her hand tightly.

All of a sudden, her heart fiercely twitched.

She clasped her hand which was held by George Mo and her body began shaking too.

But she managed a smile on her face, “Good, yes, it’s a good place...”

Michael knew clear that she was suppressing herself. He really wanted to share her pain but he knew nothing about how to make her feel better.

“I’m tired and I want to go to sleep now...”

“Okay!”

Then Michael held Linda Yun and lied down with her.

Linda Yun just lied on the bed without moving a bit. Tears streamed down her face. She still tied to be silent even though tears overflowed her eyes.

Michael didn’t say a word, but he knew that she was crying.

The only thing he could do at this moment was to stay by her side and prevented her from hurting herself.

He knew that she needed to express her sadness.

She would not hope that anyone else could see her being so awkward.

So he began to pretend to be sleeping.

Michael was right.

As soon as Linda Yun noticed that Michael had fell asleep. She began to whimper.

But she was afraid that she would wake him up.

She was also afraid that he would worry about her.

So she has to bit her fist to suppress her crying.

However, no matter how hard she tried to do that, the sorrowful sound of her crying still scattered in the bedroom...

Michael kept still. He opened his eyes in dark, his eyes filled with sorrow and pain...

What should he do?

Three days later.

Michael stayed at Linda Yun’s side during the past three days.

And she didn’t cry or lose her temper.

Instead, she have meals on time and go to bed on time too.

The only difference was that she talked less than before.

Even when Jennifer sent a video link to her, she just smiled slightly and seldom uttered a word.

Michael felt so worried about her.

He really wanted to know what she was thinking about.

But it seemed that she was not intended to tell it out.

“I’m going to have a rest,” said Linda Yun to Michael with a smile on her face.

During the past three days, she always said that she wanted to have an afternoon nap.

But Michael found that she just stayed on the bed without moving for two hours as long as he was at her side.

She thought that Michael hadn’t noticed it but he had already realized.

To make her feel easy, Michael decided not to sleep with her but he still stood out of the door anxiously.

Linda Yun went back to her room and turned on her phone as usually.

Three days had passed since George Mo died.

His death became the headline news.

However, it was not a good one but the disgusting video about him and Mary Yun.

So many people cursed him and some of them even said that he deserved his death.

Every time Mary Yun saw this kind of remarks, she would feel so painful in her heart.

Qu Zhirong.

It was Qu Zhirong who post the video on the Internet.

And it was Qu Zhirong who plotted everything.

Well...

A sneer curved her lips.

“George, you can rest your mind now. I will definitely make the one who killed you go the hell with you!” Linda Yun stared at the phone and smiled strangely.

Then she slightly moved her finger and saw the other news.

Cai Susan is out of danger but she is still in the Intensive Care Unit.

Linda Yun gazed at the news for a long time and kept still.

When Michael came in to see if she was sleeping, he only found that Linda Yun had already left the room.

Qu Zhirong spared no efforts to take care of her for several days.

Hearing that Susan was safe now, she finally got relieved.

Then she asked someone else to take care of Susan and after that, she went back home to have a rest.

When Linda Yun arrived at the hospital, Qu Zhirong just left.

Linda Yun went to find the lead doctor and requested to come in.

She knew that even though it was ICU, she could still came in to have visit for a while.

The doctor dared not to ignore her request as soon as he knew her identity.

After all, the real scandal was still a secret. Qu Zhirong always claimed that she was her daughter.

In most people’s eyes, Cai Susan had already become a a nominal foster daughter of Qu Zhirong.

So she was naturally regarded as her sister－in－law!

Putting on the antibacterial clothing, Linda Yun followed the doctor and came in the ICU.

However, Qu Zhirong’s people stopped her.

Mary Yun sneered, and gave him a slap with saying a word.

The guard got stunned, so did the doctor.

“Who do you think you are? How dare you stop me? Don’t forget my identity. I’m Mrs. Huo!” said Linda Yun, staring at him coldly, “Get out of my way!”

“But...Madam...”

“Get out!”

Hearing her words, the man quickly stepped backwards and went to call Qu Zhirong.

Linda Mary Yunturally walked into the ward.

“Mrs. Huo, Miss. Cai has shown signs of awakening and she was conscious now. I believe she can be transferred to a general ward in a few days,” said the doctor immediately.

Linda Yun walked closed to the bed, staring at the woman on the bed, “Is she okay after being stabbed into heart?”

“Miss. Cai is very lucky because the dagger didn’t touch her heart. If it does, no one could save her then,” replied the doctor after a while.

“I’m sorry, but can I say some words to my sister alone. I can’t talk with her when you are here,” said Linda Yun politely.

Her words made the doctor a bit awkward. Then he immediately said, “Alright, I’ll leave first. But you’d better to leave in ten minutes as the patient still needs rest!”

“Sure!”

Then the doctor nodded and left.

Linda Yun walked to Susan and looked down to her. “You are conscious now, so you can hear my words, right?”

With those words, Linda Yun sneered, putting her hand on the respirator and said in a mocking tone, “Susan, oh no, my dear sister!”

As she finished her words, she could see that Her heartbeat become faster in the cardiac detector.

Looking at the detector, Linda Yun stood there still, her eyes filled with rage.

Disgust and deep regret.

Her heart was full of great pain.

She bent over and whispered to her ears in an extremely cold voice, “Why aren’t you the one who died?”