Cruel World novel Chapter 39

sarah

After 2 weeks

'N..NO!' Mr grey looked angry and irritated when the nurse helps him to eat his dinner.

He was on the wheel chair..where his left face was twisted and he speaking with difficulty....Sarah when saw him she become so sad and helpless...she never wanted Mr grey to suffer like that...when two weeks ago when Sarah spoke the first time after her accident in front of Mr. Grey he start crying silently and Doctor said that he will be still paralyzed although Sarah speaking do make his recovery little fast. But still, there was a big MAYBE.

Sarah was holding Ava who suddenly said 'Dada..' Mr grey looks them from his good side and smiled crookedly and then he raised his right hand in welcome and said 'Ma...my Av..Ava'

Ava was going to turn one on next day start crawling towards Mr grey and Sarah smiled at him and said to the nurse 'Give me the food. I will make him eat this'

The nurse looked relived 'thank god you came..he was missing you'

Sarah gently took the bowl and said 'where's Mrs grey'

The nurse replied 'Miss Lisa had some pain in her stomach so they took her to the hospital...nothing serious but they told them they have to keep them for one night'

Sarah look worried and pray everything is ok...Sarah sat down and said 'now daddy you have to eat this whole and then you are going to have your medicine'

Mr. Grey replied with a smile 'I ..caaa.cant sa..say no to you'

After the dinner, Sarah read some book to Mr grey but Mr grey was looking at Ava and said to Sarah 'i...wa... want to hold her'

Sarah looks uncertain but she picks her Ava and gently placed her on Mr grey good side ...Mr grey kissed Ava and said 'I...I love her.....tom..tomorrow ...birthday it is?

Sarah nodes in happiness 'yes she is Turning 1 .... I was thinking that we can spend tomorrow day in the garden with some small picnic...only you, me and Ava'

Mr grey nodes but he start crying 'I...was ...i want to give her..a bdy ppaa..party...but im useless'

Sarah cringed and said 'no you are not...dont ever say that..you are my father ..Avas father...and you are so strong...and we will have our own party..Don't cry daddy please' Sarah said in a crying tone

They were in their own moment that they didn't realize Theo came and put his hand on his dad shoulder 'dad...how are you'

Sarah flinched and she is doing for days when she ever saw Theo, he also looks disturb when she does that.... Mr grey turns his head n said with hard voice 'ff..ffine'

sarah saw how theo face drops when Mr grey never looked at him....Sarah knows she should not feel any sympathy for this man but deep down she did feel that.

The nurse came up with Mr grey medicine and told him it's his sleep time, after Sarah bid goodbye to Mr grey ..she picked Ava and Theo also walked with them...when they reached their wing. Theo asked 'Do you have dinner'

Sarah who at that time who making excited Ava leave her hair that she was chewing and said meekly 'Yes sir'

Theo didn't say anything and walked towards the room. Ava who babbling and said 'Mama...dada' she pointed at Theo

Theo stops in the midway and become tense and turns a little ...Sarah try to shhs her daughter but Ava was keeping on saying 'Mama...dada.dada..dada'

Sarah was scared as hell that Theo will react in negatively so she said in her defense 'She said these word to everyone.. I didn't tell her anything' she said in a scared voice

Theo looks up and said 'I didn't say anything to you..and i know that too...i heard her saying that to dad too...just relax ok'

Sarah release her breath and enter the room..she gives a bath to Ava and put her to sleep..when she enter her bedroom..she saw Theo was looking at his phone with little serious expression...when he saw she was there..he raise his eyes and said 'It was tom ..he left the message..looks like Lisa is in labor....but maybe she doesn't deliver now..it's looking like in the morning..lets see '

Sarah looks down and said 'i hope everything went ok'

Theo looks intensely at her and said 'yeah I'm hoping too...if you are free so can I switch off the lights'

Sarah just node and went to her side of the bed and lie down ...she was sleeping in the corner of the bed..Long away from Theo...Theo sighs loudly and said 'you do know that you can fall down like that...just come back a little I won't eat you' he said in an irritating sound

Sarah who becomes tenser when she had Theo tight voice and did the same in order to avoid theo anger...but theo was not satisfied and he brought her closer by holding her waist and said 'Shhh just relax. I promise you I won't hurt you...didn't I told you before..then why don't you believe me...just relax....'

Sarah wanted to tell him how she can relax when he is holding her...and how she doesn't believe his words about not hurting him.

But theo was more focus on her neck and kissed her lightly 'damn you smell so good'

Sarah make a fist and try to control her breathing...she doesn't want this she wants him to be gone..she knows if she pushed him he will get angry, so she lay still and tears were falling from her eyes..theo was running his hand on her legs and kissed her cheeks when he felt her tears and looked up 'Sarah..' he said in shocked

Sarah didn't say anything just keep on crying..theo holds her face 'open your eyes now' he said in a harsh sound

Sarah starts shaking 'im sorry sir..im so sorry'

Theo sighs 'Just open your eyes first...(when Sarah did) now listen to me...if you don't want this you can tell me Sarah...not cry like this...my bad I think..(he shakes his head) just forget it the main thing is you will not cry like this when I touch you but tell me you don't want it'

Sarah nodes..she will do anything to make this man get away from her...theo looks calm but he was super confused too he just leave her and sleep on her side.

It was almost in the middle of the night that makes Sarah sweat a lot...she was gasping for air. She was still in her dreams where she saw how Theo was hitting her with belt and was keep hitting her,,,but then she saw Ava was crying and she cant reached her...somebody was taking his Ava from her...and then again Theo was hitting her...she screamed loudly .

Theo woke again in shocked and looked up and hold his wife 'Sarah wake up..shhh it's just a dream nothing else ..just a dream ..ok baby calm down'

Sarah opens her eyes and put her hand on her heart.Theo give her some water and said 'drink this...'Sarah took the sipe and try to calm her breathing

Tho looks quite then he said 'same that dream' he said softly

Sarah looks down and just nodes.Theo make her lie down and said 'just close your eyes , I'm here with you just try to sleep again' he said it with such contentment that made Sarah uncertain why he is doing this

Theo was about to lay down then his phone ring ..he checked the time it was almost 4 o clock in the morning ..'hello tom..everything is ok?'

Sarah looks at her husband who was just saying ok and ok and then he said 'im coming too..but...ok.ok yeah I understand ...take care ..and everything will be fine'

Theo put down his phone and lay down next to Sarah ...'it was tom..he said Lisa has gone to labor room...he told me to come in the morning since dad will be alone'

Sarah thought that if tom and Lisa baby is born today then it will make Ava and their baby birthday on the same day..it was strange but interesting

Theo said 'what you are thinking'

Sarah holds her self in an alert position 'nothing.. I was ...its strange Ava birthday is today so will be Lisa child will be that what I'm thinking'

Theo looks like he didn't know about that today her daughter was born.

he just said 'oh...well that's interesting' and then he turns o his backside

Sarah shakes her head...this man will never love his own daughter than how he can love her or anyone else.