Cruel World novel Chapter 50

Chap 49

Tom

Tom felt his whole body was numb...his cant blink his eyes...the things he is seeing in the video was not only boiling his blood but also putting him in the grave of guilt that he and his family have created when they ruin Sarah lives

He cants watch it he stops the video and closes his eyes...one teardrop falls from his eye 'fuck ...it's(he shakes his head) what we did, oh god'

'i just lost the most beautiful thing in my life' Theo said in a painful manner

Tom look at his brother ...whose head was down and has a dead and broken expression that made him winced. He walks towards theo and put his hand on his shoulder

Theo looks up with tears in his eyes 'I ruined her...i fucking destroyed for something she never did...she was innocent all the time...fuck his brother Simon was also innocent. How (Theo grab Tom shoulder) how can we wrong ...how we can miss this' he yelled

Tom closed his eyes...he can't see his brother raw pain. He has seen Theo angry, sad, even happy too but never this guilty, the pain he can see in theo eyes made him more guilty because he himself was never a saint but in opposite he enjoyed a lot when he sees Sarah suffer, whenever Sarah was punished... he liked it cause it made him think Tina will be happy that's why he always see and never stop...fuck he remember those days when he use to look down on her...degrade her....made Lisa to never be friend with her....but all this time Sarah never said anything to her

Tom sighs and said in guilt 'I don't know how we can be wrong. That fucking perry was really good in hiding the evidence'.

But theo shake his head and punched his chest 'or maybe we have already decided it was indeed Sarah and Simon so we never put our focus on other things(theo sit down tiredly ) I can't....tom I can't live with this pain....this guilt will kill me...the things I did with her...those sadistic punishment I have given her....the way I used to degrade her and let everyone in this family degrade her daily....and that abuse and scars that I have given her...im so ashamed, I even did those things with her that I can't even tell anyone not even you...because not only it kills me but also take me back to those days.... I'm not better than animal perry who hurt Tina' Theo put both his hand in his face

Tom can't see his brother pain 'theo like you I'm also responsible. I also hurt her immensely. I treated her worse than an animal...just

Theo shouted than 'but you never physically and emotionally hurt her beyond that put her life in threat. I'm that fucking bastard..'

Theo stand 'I will... I will go to the police and confess everything... I can't live in such guilt it's breaking me inside out... I cant.....as soon I'm done with this bastard Perry I will tell everything'

Tom was quiet but when he realized how serious theo was...Tom holds theo arm 'no brother no...you won't do anything ...our anger has already put has in this situation...no more and I think Mark has already settled that bastard in jail and about going to police you won't go alone I will also go with you... I also

Theo remove his arm 'no I will ....you wont

Tom try to stop him and said 'Just leave this to Sarah ...you guys need to talk first ...fuck i also want to talk ...and more importantly think about Ava ...you and her finally together...dont do this to that innocent child..you have already taken her mother now don't take her father'

By Ava name tom saw how Theo eyes were filled with tears and he put his hand on his head ...Tom go to him and hug him 'brother im with you ...you are not alone in this guilt'

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Theo

(In The Court Room)

'So Mr Perry Moles do you confess that you abducted Tina Grey on 12 dec night and also sexually assaulted her'

Theo clanged his fist..he wanted to kill this bastard by his bear hand...Theo can see Mark was also looking at Perry in anger

Perry do not say anything...Theo was more furious..why the fuck he is not saying anything...all the evidence and witness statement has been shown ...even jury members were looking at Perry in hate and disgust

The lawyer said again 'Do you confess Mr Moles...you cant lie anymore all the evidence are in front of everyone....everyone knows you are the main culprit, not Sarah Grey'

Theo flinched and also saw Mark hateful glare on him.Theo guilt was getting more when Mark stare told him that he made a biggest mistake of his life

Perry nervously said 'yes i confess...i kidnapped Tina, then raped her and then try to kill her. Sarah and Simon has nothing to do with Tina grey death'

Theo was trying to control his anger

Lawyer then said again 'than why you did this and why you put this blame on Sarah grey and her brother Simon Blake'

Perry gulped ...'I ...i never wanted to hurt Tina....and that night i wanted to have sarah...and no one....i always liked her...but she never look at me once...and simon he also made sure that never of his friend and especially me get near her...for me she becomes an obsession....so when she came on that night...i found the perfect time and give the waitress some money to drugged sarah...but i didn't know that that drugged milk was given to Tina....i knew afterward when Sarah was gone home...i got angry...i was...i was sexually frustrated that why she is so hard to get....then i saw Simon with tina...i got angry that he stop me to get closer to his sister and he is enjoying himself...believe me i was just a kid at that time and was drunk too i got angry and follow them and then i stop the car in the middle to stop his car.....i dont know what happen to me...when i saw Tina in such vulnerable state and so i did that....and im so sorry' He looks down in fear

The lawyer than asked that major question 'How you put the blame on Simon and Sarah?

Perry nervously looked at Mark and Theo and then said 'I knew the moment Tina saw my face that i will be caught...i knew i cant be saved as tina will open her mouth so i kept her for days and i also keep drugging Simon to keep him unconscious otherwise i knew he will try to save her and i will be doomed...so a plan was formed in my mind...i already made tina believe that Simon was also involved so i kept Simon in his car to make it look more real...after third day i stabbed Tina so that her murder blame goes on Simon...but when i saw Simon was already gone as some people has taken him to the hospital...i got scared...so i run away but some how Simon found me and he told me that he knew what i did with tina and he will tell the police...i knew i have to do something with him too so I sabotage his car brakes that made him killed on the spot...

He continues '.as far as Sarah is concern i found that from club people Tina brother was looking for 12 dec night event and was asking for Sarah roles in it...it just came in my mind to play along and put the whole blame on her and rest you know how i did it'

everyone in the court house was extremely stunned and disgusted by this...

finally, the court has ordered to put Perry moles in main jail and his punishment was the death penalty.

Theo closes his eyes and sees his baby sister face finally in peace. he gets emotional and stands to face the guilt of his life...but thoe also know he will not get peace util he talks to Sarah he tells her how sorry he is.

When they get out of the room

Mark phone ringed he received it 'yes'

Theo saw mark expression was suddenly changed into worry 'no I'm coming...just be with her ...try to relax her im on mt way' mark end the call and he runs

but theo was also disturbed 'mark stop where you are going...is it, Sarah ..she is ok? ' theo asked in concern voice

Mark remove his hand 'why the hell you care you should be happy finally your sister murder is behind the bar.... or you still think is Sarah' mark looked him in disgust

Theo guilt was getting bigger day by day he said in shame 'mark if you want to kill me than do it I will happily serve myself to you but please tell me she ...Sarah is ok ...I want to

But mark said in cold voice 'i don't care what you want and no my sister is not ok...she is awake but she is crying like a mad women now...so leave my way n then I will deal with you'

Mark run outside...Theo feel sweat in his brow ...why she is crying... theo also run so did tom...

When they get inside the hospital near Sarah room they can hear voices...theo winced when he heard Sarah painful sobbing 'Ava....they kill her...Ava....I don't want to live ....just let me die' Sarah was screaming bloodily

Theo feet were freeze he cant believe what he was hearing... why Sarah think Ava is dead.. theo shake his head...he doesn't even like the idea of saying that....mark goes inside n close the room

Theo can still heard loud voices where mark was trying to calm her...after five minutes there were no voices ...mark came out with angry expression...

'you son of a bitch..... how cruel your family can get more' Mark point a finger in theo and tom

They look confuse 'what'

Mark cursed 'fucker your mom apparently came to meet Sarah jail few weeks ago telling her Ava is dead...she showed her some fake evidence that made her believe her and she try to kill her....now you got an hour to bring Ava then she will relax...fuck i came her tell her the goodness that she is free from prison ' Mark pinched his nose

Theo was hell shocked that how low his mom will get ..he cursed loudly 'fuck'

Mark then said in a serious voice 'stop your drama like you don't know ...i want Ava right now here'

Tom then replied 'Look i know you have know reason to believe us but its true we don't know anything about it...'

Mark shrugs 'i don't fucking care but bring Ava now'

But Theo was thinking something else 'No Ava wont come here now...until i talk to Sarah myself'

Mark lost his anger and grab theo collars ' You bastard how much you hate her? you still want to punished her ....if you don't bring Ava now i sure as hell can go to court and ask for custody and you know what i will do that first thing tomorrow and also tell them how you abused Sarah for years in your marriage'

Theo looked at him and then remove his hands 'if Sarah wants me behind the bar for i did then i will happily surrender myself but now i need to talk to her....(he sighs) and about custody thing then it will take a lot of time and Ava is my daughter i will fight for her too .... im not saying Ava will not come here ...all im saying not today let me talk to Sarah please....then i will bring Ava first thing in the morning and that my promise'

Mark was in no mood to listen but then Rome said 'Mark let him speak to her...you also stay there but let him talk so that Ava can come here'

Mark think a little then he pinched his eyebrow 'oh god...(then he look at Theo) you have 10 minutes and the door will be open if you disturb her or if she panic than i will beat the shit out of you'

Theo nodes.

When theo enter the large room, he saw Sarah was aimlessly looking at the window and she look so weak for his liking...then he walks slowly he doesn't want to scare her.

But the thing was he was more scared himself and the guilt he has inside was also not helping him...it was making him worse ....he feel the tears behind his eyes...he still cant shake the feeling that he hurt her so much for something she never did.

He sits down on one of the chairs and said 'Sarah'

Sarah does not reply as she was lost in her thoughts but then theo said again but also touching his hand 'Sarah'

Sarah whole body tense and she slowly turn her head and her eyes were scared so much scared that made theo look in shame down.

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Sarah

She feel so lost....she can see the blue sky but she will no calm...Mark said Ava is al right nothing happens to her but as along she didn't see Ava from her naked eyes she wont believe him...but if Mark is not right...she feel the sudden fear of losing that hope Mark evoke in her....she feel the tears in her eyes and shakes her head ...she will be ok...mark said to her he will bring her

But then he heard someone said her name and touch her hand ...which was way too familiar touch and voice...then it clicks to her she nervously looked and saw it was theo..she become tense ....oh god what she did....he will hurt her....he will not let Ava come to meet her....she shakes her head ..and her whole body tremble in fear...

Theo look disturb and his eyes look so guilty ..'Sarah please calm down i will not hurt you i promise'

Sarah winced did she said that aloud?

Sarah tears were falling but theo gently wiped them 'im sorry baby so sorry ...because of me you have gone through so much'

Sarah cant understand what he is saying...does he telling her something about Ava? she gasp in Fear 'Ava'

Theo look confused then he said 'she is perfectly alright...she is in the house with dad...nothing happens to her ...(theo took out his phone) look here is her pictures and the are recent ones'

Sarah felt her heart to beat a little when she saw the most beautiful child....she put her hand on her mouth 'she is so big and her hair so long'

Theo gives her a smile 'yeah she looks so much like you too'

Sarah take a breath in relief 'oh god...i want to see her'

Theo nodes 'not right now Sarah ..i will

But Sarah broke down 'im so sorry that you hate me but please let me see her....i don't know when i will see her again after they will take me to prison but please let me see her...i want to check that Roma was speaking truth or not'

Theo close his eyes and a tear drop fall down 'Sarah i promise to you i will bring Ava to her but don't you think if i bring her now she will get disturb and confused let me explain her tonight and then i swear i will bring her in the morning...and no you are not going back to prison ever ...its proven that you are innocent...it was Perry who did it'

Sarah eyes were bulging out ..she cant believe him what he is saying..she is free..she felt another fits of crying.

Theo looked disturb too 'shh..shhh just relax nothing to worry about...Sarah (theo was also crying) im so so so sorry...i know its not enough but believe me im .....i hurt you so much.... please forgive me...please...im begging you....you have no idea everyday ever fucking day when you have gone..i miss you so bad...so fucking bad..that im become lost but now knowing the truth about your innocence it kills me..it totally kills me that what i did to you'

Sarah can bear this all..finally the truth is out...finally she is free...but why she is not happy..may be theo and his family has taken everything from her...that she cant even fee any joy on this...she also cry badly and theo keep on saying sorry.

Then Sarah cries get louder...'for years, for years i was in so much in pain in that house. So much in hurt and you never believe me never....'

Theo flinched 'Im so sorry Sarah you can hurt me....you can tell the police what I did but please forgive me I can't live in such guilt it's killing me...'Theo hold Sarah hand in praying position.Sorry were the words coming from his mouth

Then he saw Mark standing and yelling 'get out from here.... i told you if you made her uncomfortable than you can go the fuck from here..leave her now'

Theo hesitates to leave Sarah hand but Sarah was still crying...when theo was gone...Sarah cry on Mark shoulder 'Mark...im free....I.. I'm... not going back to prison'

Mark also get emotional 'yes Sarah you are not...i told you i will find the culprit and let you out of this prison'

Sarah hold him and tears fell down one by one.

Theo

Theo was holding his little baby on his lap whose chest was on his head 'daddy..me.miss you...you gone thee days ' Ava hold her three fingers

Theo smiled and kissed her forehead 'sorry baby girl...daddy got busy..and its three not thee ok 'Theo correct her gently

Ava nodes and her beautiful red hair were flying all over her face...theo put the hair behind her ears and sighs 'Ava...daddy wants to tell you something'

Ava big golden eyes were curious 'what daddy'

Theo hesitate 'i told you your mama lives in other place...but now she is back...and she wants to meet you...but the thing is she is little sick ...so don't get scared if she wants to hold you or hug you...you do know like i hug you and kissed you its same way your mama can do'

Ava pout and think a little 'ok...what will you be there with me?' Ava asked in hesitation

Theo sighs...his doubt were right....since Ava never meet so many people from the outside world nor she has ever met Sarah all this time...she get scared to be alone

Theo smiled gently 'of-course baby i will be there but your mama will be very happy so are you happy to meet her' Theo want to see her reaction

Ava beamed with happiness..

Theo kissed her forehead 'ok then go to sleep as tomorrow morning we will go and meet her ok love'

When Ava was sleeping in her room. He went to his parents winged to check his dad but then he heard loud voices ...he saw tom, Lisa and his parents .... Roma was in tear and she is keep on saying 'no...no...no...this is not true...that Sarah girl killed my tina...she is the bitch who did it'

Theo knew tom told them everything but seeing Roma this reaction was too much 'mom then i suggest to watch the videos we got may be it will prove to you Sarah is innocent' Theo said in anger

Roma looked him 'no i wont believe any of this any of this' she keep on ranting this

Mr grey smiled 'Im...i knew ....my..my sa..sar...never do this....you people hurt her....but she is so good for this ...house'

Roma looked at his husband 'you are blind..every one of you are blind...she killed Tina..this is a game that Blake family is playing with us''

Theo close his eyes....he feel like his mom has lost her mind 'mom forget about this tell me..why you tell Sarah Ava...(theo shake his head) i cant even say that...she try to kill herself and you are behind that, It was your plan all the time to emotionally torture her that she killed herself'

Roma eyes were bulging out like she cant believe her secret was out...she looks away 'no that's not true she is lying...cant you see she is trying to distant you from me'

Theo look into her eyes 'mom you distant yourself to me when you raise your hand on my daughter.'

Roma flinched and breath fast...she took the medicine and eat it in a hurried motion.

Theo looks concern why her mother take so much this medicine...but he shrugs and then said it to all 'We have been wrong all the time about Sarah...we have hurt her...especially me and mom you too as you indirectly try to kill her so its better than me and Ava is going from this mansion...'

Roma and everyone gasps and try to say something but theo raise his hand 'no it's my final decision as soon as Sarah get well I will move out'