Damian's rose novel Chapter 58

Authors pov

Rose went to the dinning hall for breakfast. Like everyday she made two cup of coffees, one for her and one for damian.

She placed the mugs on the table and sat beside Ashton as isabella was sitting beside damian.

When rose placed the mug in front of damian isabella said with a smile

"It's okay Arie, I have already made coffee for him. You don't have to take care of him anymore, it's my responsibility now... Right dami?..."

Rose looked at damian and he didn't even spared her a glance, he looked at isabella and smiled.

"Right..."

He smiled and picked the coffee which isabella made for him

Rose felt hurt, her throat tightened and tear threatened to escape from her eyes but she controlled herself. Everyone was looking at her with pity and she didn't like it a bit. She looked at damian and he didn't even glanced at her, he was only focused on isabella.

Rose stood up from the chair and everyone looked at her questioningly.

"Rose are you not having breakfast?..."

Jasmine asked but rose didn't replied, she turned around and left the dining hall, scared that she will speak and they will recognise the pain in her voice. She hated how emotional she was being these days.

Olivia looked at isabella hatefully and pushed her plate aside standing up.

"I am not hungry anymore..."

Olivia said and left the place, she didn't like how damian was behaving with rose. She was feeling bad for her.

Jasmine stood up too alongwith Joseph and they left. Daniel did the same.

"I think I am done, I will get the car boss..."

Ashton said standing up and lilly did the same.

Isabella looked at his plate and it was full of food, he didn't even touched his plate and was saying he is done. Ashton was feeling really bad for rose, he knew she never easily shows her feelings and he could clearly see how much she was hurting now.

"But you didn't eat anything Ashton and you too lilly..."

Isabella said.

"I think we had enough..."

Lilly said giving her a fake smile and left with Ashton.

"Why is everyone behaving like that, what did I do?..."

Isabella said frowning, looking at the breakfast table which was filled with food. No one ate, they didn't even touched their food.

"I think we should leave damian, we are getting late..."

Jack said and damian nodded.

"Damian atleast you should eat something..."

She said looking at him.

He sighed and stood up.

"I will eat in the office, you can eat and don't forget to take your medicine..."

Saying that damian left with jack.

Rose went to the bathroom and broke down. The emotional pain she was getting was unbearable for her. She looked at her reflection in the mirror and it felt like it was laughing at her.

"What did you thought Arabella, that he will love you. How stupid are you. You are no one, no one loves you, did you forget how your own family abandoned you then how can you expect from others that they will love you. He doesn't care about you, no one does. He always loved isabella, do you hear me... isabella. Arabella never existed for him and never will. No one needs you, you are a monster..."

Her reflection laughed at her.

"You are a monster Arabella, monster..."

"Stop it... Stop it..."

Rose grabbed her head and yelled, still it didn't stopped laughing. She clenched her jaw and banged her fist on the mirror making it break into pieces just like her heart. Her hands were bleeding but she could care less.

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Maisy knocked and entered her room with a tray of food.

She saw rose was sitting on the bed staring at nothing. Her eyes landed on her bleeding hand and widened in shock.

"Miss your hand?..."

She said worriedly, it was bleeding and rose didn't even felt it necessary to look at it.

"Get out..."

Rose said calmly, not even glancing at her.

"But..."

Before Maisy said anything rose glared at her and it was enough to make Maisy chicken out from her room.

Few minutes later Maisy again came running towards Rose's room and didn't even bothered to knock.

"Miss..."

She said breathlessly.

Rose looked at her angrily.

"I said leave me alone..."

She yelled.

"Your sister, she is trying to..."

Maisy tried to say while catching her breath.

"She is trying to kill herself..."

She finished making Rose's eyes go wide.

She stood up and ran towards damian's room.

Rose opened the door and saw isabella standing there with a knife holding near her wrist.

Her eyes were red from crying.

"Isabella what are you doing?..."

Rose asked shocked and stepped towards her but isabella yelled.

"Stop, don't come near me..."

"But what happened, why are you doing this..."

Rose asked confused.

"Because no one loves me, no one wants me. I am doing this because of you Arabella..."

Isabella spat at her angrily.

"Me?..."

Rose looked at her confused.

"Yes you!... You think I am a fool and won't understand what is going on between damian and you..."

She said and rose gulped nervously.

"How dare you fall in love with him Arabella, how could you. You knew he is mine, he was always mine. You don't have any right to love him..."

Isabella cried.

"Isabella please listen to me..."

Rose tried to calm her down but she didn't listen.

"No Arabella you listen to me. You can't snatch my dami from me, he is mine do you understand.

He loved isabella, he always loved isabella not Arabella..."