Devil CEO's Contract Lover novel Chapter 40

His words froze Damon, no one had told him about it, not me, not Mom!

I've been to the hospital several times, there's no way any experienced specialist in a major hospital wouldn't know about this!

They were hiding it from him! No wonder I had a sad look on my face every time I said I was going to Europe to go!

"Hmph, it's useless for you to say that, I'll go down as usual, and if you want me to live, you don't contact me in the future!"

Damon handed me the phone, I was already deflated in his arms.

Still cruelly, he said, "He won't contact you anymore, this is your punishment."

As soon as my hand was released, I snarled and struck Damon's body, "I hate you! You bastard!"

I gave up again when I thought he was still hurt, I was always so weak in front of him.

"I hate you! I have nothing left, you deprived me of everything, and you want to destroy me, my whole life is ruined by you!"

I crouched on the floor and cried, I was so sad and upset, I still wanted this man to be kind to me in my heart.

"Then why did you join forces with mom to lie to me? You have a heart condition, you can't have children, don't you want to live?"

Damon yelled towards me, he was completely out of control, most likely the woman in front of him would be dead in eight months!

"What if I don't want to live! I want to have the baby, I'm not happy to be alive anyway! The baby doesn't know that his mommy is me, and with any luck, the Rubinstein family clan will find a good doctor to deliver me, so I won't necessarily lose my life!"

I have been scared, I have been insecure, and I have always been happy to spend each day peacefully with my child by my side every time.

One's life doesn't have to be that long, as long as it was once happy, and my blood can continue to be passed on in my child.

"I can't let you keep this child! You will lose your life! Are you a fool? You're only eighteen years old!" Damon said.

His pride and joy in his calmness had gone to hell, and his heart was pounding with anger at the thought of my self-interest.

"I'm begging you Damon, I know you wouldn't do this to me, I know ...... please, just leave me alone and leave the baby alone."

I begged, unlike previous confrontations, I didn't want to leave regrets in this life, I wanted a child of my own.

"Early in the morning, what are you guys arguing about here? Wasn't it nice yesterday?" Monica came over and said.

"Mom, what's wrong with you, I have a heart condition, why didn't I know this all along?" Damon looked at Monica angrily, "Are you going to make me give my life to make me and Tiffany whole just because I'm pregnant with my baby?"

Monica's face looked a little off, "Who did you hear that from? Did I tell you that?"

"It's not my business, I didn't say it, mom, let me be frank with you, I don't want this child, you told me to abort it, I don't want to add other people's lives to my own happiness, I don't want to live with a sense of guilt!"

Monica looked at the out-of-control Damon and said calmly, "I asked for this, and we didn't force it, I know that if this child is aborted, you won't be good enough to carry another child with another woman, I can't agree to your request, you're not a child anymore!"

I also hugged Damon's leg and said sadly, "I will take good care of myself, isn't there still a 30 percent chance that I won't die? I'm not afraid! Just pretend that nothing has happened, okay."

I was weak to him, but unfortunately it was in this way, Damon's heart was suddenly mixed.

He said to me indifferently, "Do as you wish, you asked to die, and there is nothing I can do to stop you!"

I let go of my hand and gradually stood up from the ground, my legs and feet were already weak, Damon could not resist me and helped me.

I smiled happily, my cheeks were covered with tears, and Damon had to admit that his heart was hurting at the moment.

Damon looked at Monica indifferently, "If it wasn't for what I was told, I'd be dead by then and I wouldn't even know what was going on!"

Mom's heart is still as hard as it was then, have I never known what affection and mercy are? For the sake of myself, I'm not afraid to be ruthless!

He picked me up horizontally and looked at me like I didn't know what to do and said, "Don't you want to fall off?"

I hurriedly hugged his neck, looking at his heartfelt eyes, the gloom I just had flashed away, my heart sour and astringent.

Put me down on the bed peacefully and cover me with the quilt, Damon sat next to me for half a day without a word.

Originally, he felt that he had been too nice to me recently, and he was getting closer to me emotionally, and considered cooling down their relationship for a while.

But to learn that I might die soon, my heart still couldn't bear it, Damon admitted, maybe he was too weak.

He had been hard-hearted, but after meeting me, he was softening up, and even he couldn't stop himself!

"Why don't you want to talk to me, you have many opportunities to talk." Damon spoke up.

I looked at him without blinking, with a lot of tears in my eyes, aggravation, heartache and pain all gathered together. Besides, I'm afraid you'll want me to abort the baby, he's a life!"

"Then don't you know the consequences of that? How many people have had this disease and have since ......" Damon wanted to say something.

I know his nature was never bad, he just didn't know how to express it, just like now, the look on his face would make it even harder for me to let go.

"I know, even though I'm only eighteen, didn't you say I'm already very mature in my mind?" I said, "You also do not wrongly blame your mother, when I also asked my thoughts, I am not as bad as you say."

"I don't know what to say about you when you're still speaking for me at this point." Damon said heartily.

"What's wrong with you? Not mad at me anymore? He's really just my classmate and friend, I haven't contacted him for a long time, you have to believe me, I may not have much time left, would I still want to go around hooking up with people for future glory and fortune?"

How is that possible, even if I could live to be eighty, I wouldn't use my body and spirit to cheat people out of their feelings!

"I'm going to trust you for once, I need to hear the results of the tests the doctor gave you, I don't know how dangerous it is." Damon poured me a glass of water, "You haven't saved me any trouble since you've been living here, how much trouble do you think you've caused me."

Not like the tone of blame, but like tolerate me, spoiled feeling, Damon did not feel, but I still feel it.

"Don't you too, every time you say something to irritate me, I don't know if our baby was meant to be, I was afraid every time he wouldn't make it through, but he stayed strong and that comforted me." I rubbed my belly.

Damon was captivated by the motherly love contained in my eyes, his large hand over it, feeling their baby.

"You're silly, you can't feel the baby move yet, it's not enough months, it should be ready by five or six months." I said.

"Then you are not also overlapping?" Damon said, for feelings, for the baby, he knows too little.

"Because the baby is in my belly, he can feel his mommy's care and affection."

"So why not when I'm his dad?" But it's true, my belly is too flat to feel anything at all.

"Suit yourself." I smiled tenderly as I watched Damon's hand pressed against my belly, moving gently up and down.

In the living room, Monica said to Austin, "Austin, do you think there's something different about your Damon and me?"

Knowing that Mom hid the heart attack from Damon and his little beauty, he still can't get over it, and he still likes the little beauty quite a bit.

Like a friend, the little beauty is gentle and considerate and also very cute, really can't figure out why God has to give me a heart attack!

"What Mom says is what it is, even if they have any feelings, you are still the same to break them up?"

Monica choked on his words, "When did I ever say I wanted to break them up? I want kids, Damon needs kids, what can I do? Some things just happen, it's not as nasty as you think! I'm a mother too!"

Don't I understand the happiness of being a mother? I was successful in business, as a mother, I admit I failed.

"Anyway, Mom you won't understand how I feel, Damon and I are not as disobedient as you think, why don't you consult us on everything? I hate the feeling of being ordered around and having my fate set! Don't you think Damon is your sacrifice?"

"Austin, what are you trying to say?" Monica was having a hard time in her heart, but she still looked hard on the surface.

"Damon needs affection too, how much pressure have you put on Damon over the years? My personality is more together than his, which shows more of your failure. Can't you see that when he's with the little beauty, none of his affection is faked?"

Austin continued, "Whether it hurts or is happy, it's Damon's choice and I hope Mom will respect Damon."

"You're together treating me as your common enemy?" Monica couldn't accept it.

"No, we just want to be able to live a little more freely, Mom, we are all your sons, is there anyone who loves you more than your family?" Austin said, "Mom, I came back this time because I also want you to be able to let go of your feelings with Damon."

A few struggles appeared on Monica's face, and I finally said in frustration, "Just let me calm down for a minute and let me think about it."

"Well, Mom, I hope you can think about it, then I'll leave you alone." Austin gave Mom a hug and left.

Natasha was happy for a while after I left, and Chevy and I were splurging together and soon spent almost all of our money.

I sat in the living room with my son in my arms, "Damn it, what are we going to do now that we have no money? The previous house was sold, there's no way we can sell this house, right?"