EX-husband Groveling to Me novel Chapter 191

"Austin, you're really shameless to the extreme now!"

"Suny, before you say that, perhaps you could look down."

Suny was so angry that her face turned red, "Do I look down and -"

Once she bowed her head, all the rest of her words were lost.

For a second, Suny's mind was filled with thoughts of how she should explain the fact that her hand had unbuttoned Austin's shirt.

She really didn't mean to do it.

But the way Austin looked at her with a smile in his eyes was clearly saying that she did it on purpose.

"I didn't mean to."

"I know."

Austin nodded, but his eyes did not seem that he believed her.

Suny's face was hot and red, she had never encountered anything more embarrassing than this in all her life, and her aura suddenly dropped a notch.

She hurriedly let go of her hand and tried to get up, but Austin snapped her waist.

He looked down at her, those dark eyes tinged with laughter inside, the depths of which were dark.

For a moment, Suny felt that Austin was going to swallow her up.

"Let go!"

Austin didn't let go, and he pressed his thumb lightly against her lips, "How can such soft lips say such hard words?"

Suny was stunned, and only after half a second did she react that Austin was saying that she was being tough-talking.

She snorted, "You have such a good looking face, why are you doing all these shameless things?"

"So you fell for me in the first place because I was good looking?"

Suny struggled, "Austin, let go!"

The person in his arms was fragrant and soft.

And she was still twisting so hard.

He couldn't control his physiological reaction, yet he didn't want to let go of this softness in his hand, so he could only beg helplessly, "Suny, stop moving around."

The man's low, raspy voice came, and soon, the struggling Suny also felt something hard under her thigh.

She froze and she didn't dare to struggle: "Austin, don't do anything nonsensical."

"I won't mess around if you don't, and I can't guarantee it if you do."

When Suny heard his beastly words, if she wasn’t in his hands, she really wanted to pick up the glass aside and smash it down on his head.

But she was also really afraid to move, stiffening her body and half lying on top of his, the two of them so close together that their breaths were almost entwined.

Suny lowered her head and saw that beneath the collar of the shirt that she had peeled away was a solid line of muscles.

She blushed and hastily averted her eyes.

Austin noticed her movement and laughed lightly, raising his hand to press the back of her head and pushing her into his arms.

"Don't move."

As Suny was just about to move, she was silenced by his words.

Finally hugging her, Austin felt that it was not in vain that he had washed cold water for more than half an hour last night, as well as this bitter drama he played today.

Suny said he had gone too far, and he admitted that he did.

But in the final analysis, she was too soft-hearted.

The three years of marriage were a sham, they didn't even hug and kiss, let alone live as husband and wife.

But now, she was being held in Austin's arms, the man's burning breath wrapped around her like fire.

She was as slightly overwhelmed and frightened as she had been the year she turned fifteen and was dragged into the car.

"Suny, I really like you, I can do whatever you want me to do, just-"

Austin said, pausing, lowering his head and slightly lifting her head, looking straight inside her eyes, "Don't give up on me."

He looked at her, with sincere and deep plea.

Suny suddenly felt her heart sink, "You were the one who abandoned me first."

She had been hot as fire, she had been delicate as a haze, she had jumped at him with delight, and it was he who had reached out and pushed her away again and again.

Now he was telling her not to give up on him. In this world, how could there be such a brazen and despicable person as Austin?

"It is not true, I'm just walking slower."

He defended himself, but the words that came out paled.

Suny looked at him and suddenly wondered, if she hadn't met Austin the year she turned fifteen, would she be in heaven or hell now?

But within these later years, heaven was given by him and hell was given by him.

Thinking of this, Suny's eyes reddened, "I am sometimes glad that you saved me that year, and sometimes I hate you for saving me that year."

Austin's heart ached, "I'm glad I saved you that year."

Without Suny, his life would probably have been like what Elijah said, clutching a pile of money and ending up alone.

He closed his eyes, "Don't hide from me, Suny, I'm thirty-three years old."

Other men at his age have had their second children, and he hadn't even chased his wife back.

It was a bit heartbreaking to think about.

Suny snorted, "What can you do even if you're forty-three?"

"I want to have a family too, Suny."

Suny pursed her lips, suddenly unable to speak.

She did not expect to hear these words from Austin's lips in her lifetime.

Family?

Did Austin need a family?

In those three years, he never seemed to know what family was.

Austin knew what she was thinking, he raised his hand to touch the corner of her eyes and was relieved not to find any tears.

"I do, but I don't need a family like the Johnson family."

Suny moved and tried to get out of his arms, but this time Austin did not stop her.

He let go and looked at her and spoke, "I've never had a home, Suny. Maddox and Ellen were a business alliance, and when Grace left, she threw me back into the Johnson family for her lover."

He didn't want to talk about the Johnson family's crap, but Suny didn't know any of this, or heard about it, and she didn't believe it.

But sometimes it was so ironic that it might be true.

Maddox was a womanizer, and after his marriage, there were more and more women outside every day. Grace was just one of them, and after taking money from the Johnson family, Grace leaves him behind.

Before Grace appeared, he had always thought that he was Ellen's real son, and he had even resented his mother for not going for Maddox before making their home look like a joke.

It was only later, after he knew he was nothing but an outcast, that he realized that he had no home.

Hearing this from him, Suny walked to the kitchen with a start, "Are you playing the bitter card?"

"Yes."

Suny pursed her lips and drank a glass of water in the kitchen to calm down before she turned around and walked out: "Calm down and you can go."

"Still avoiding me?"

He looked at her stubbornly.

Suny was in a messy mood, "I really never wanted to be with you again, no, we weren't together. I mean, I never wanted to continue liking you."

Her decision was to stop liking him, albeit slowly, but she could always forget; she had eighty or ninety years to live, and ten years was only one ninth of them.

"I know, I didn't expect I'd like you, Suny."

He said, smiling to himself, "You may not believe it, I really never believed there could be such a thing as love."

They were people for whom profit were paramount.

It was Suny who smashed open an opening and showed him what love looked like.

"Then you should always stick to yourself."

"The only thing I want to stick to right now is you."

"......"