Ex-wife, Please Come Back novel Chapter 199

Sara didn't intend to tell Jacob that she was going to find the woman named Chloe. On the one hand, she was afraid that Jacob would think she cared about him if he knew it. Although it was true, she didn't want to show it.

On the other hand, she couldn't confirm the specific situation yet. However, when Sara thought of the doubtful point in the whole event, she believed that woman must be a breakthrough.

But whether she could really break through or not was uncertain.

"When can I leave the hospital? Did the doctor tell you? " Jacob kept his eyes on Sara. Judging from how nervous she was seeing him ill, Jacob knew that Sara still loved him

Jacob felt that he was like a boat floating on the sea. He was not sure about where to go. He thought Alice was the beacon he finally found, but later he found that she was just a starlight in his life.

The starlight disappeared in a flash, and the real beacon was Sara.

Love was like pushing a stone up a mountain. Some people were looking for love all their lives. They may fall while the peak was within their reach.

But falling was not a big deal. The most terrible thing was that one couldn't rise after falling.

Many couples had quarreled and fought for their whole lives. Outsiders couldn't understand them at all. If they couldn't live with each other, why didn't they divorce? In fact, life would continue anyway. You may feel disappointed on your mate, but marriage could still continue without love.

Jacob had been ready to wait for Sara all his life. He didn't care when she would forgive him.

"Do you know what I said when I was surrounded by reporters at the gate of the factory yesterday?" Jacob said in a gentle voice, as if he was going to show all the tenderness that had not happened in the past.

Sara recalled that he had said divorce had no effect on his life or something like that. Of course it didn't have any effect on his life. After all, he didn't love her at all.

However, Sara's heart was still beating fiercely, as if expecting something. Sara knew that she was still loving the man before her. Love was always unreasonable, yet it could make people crazy.

"I know. I've watched the news." Sara kept a calm face. No matter what Jacob said, she would pretend that nothing had happened.

They had been together and tortured each other for so long, at least Sara could control her own emotion. She was no longer the woman who felt heartbroken when she had seen the divorce agreement.

"I asked the reporter, must I give up my work just because I was divorced? Must I end my life just because I was divorced? Will my life be ruined after I get divorced? " Jacob took a gentle look at the room, as if he was trying to distract his attention.

He couldn't be too focused on talking and show a strong emotional fluctuation. He had always been calm.

"I know. You are right. I don't think there is any loophole. " Sara said as if she didn't care about it at all. Since he didn't love her, it didn't matter whether they divorced or not.

"No, I was wrong. In fact, there is something wrong with my logic. But the reporter was confused by my questions and failed to react in time. So he didn't find out the bug in my words. " Jacob lowered his eyes, as if he was lost in thought.

"What? Anyway, you still said so, didn't you? " Although Sara said in calm voice, there was an obvious sense of blame in her words. Since they had nothing to do with each other, why did he still tangle with her?

If they had nothing to do with each other, they should not tangle with each other. Although Sara still loved Jacob, she could also keep him away forever. Therefore, when Jacob said he wanted a divorce her, Sara could bear the sadness and sign it without hesitation. She just wanted to keep her last dignity.

Some people give up their dignity for love, some people give up their love for dignity.

However, sometimes dignity can be difficult to control. Especially in love, it might be unrealistic to withhold your dignity. A usual love was nothing more than something adding to the passion of the young age, but some love was enough to make people aging in an instant.

Youth was like quicksand, while aging takes time. In the love with Jacob, Sara was much older than before.

From an ignorant young girl to a woman with wounded and tough heart, only Sara, who had experienced it personally, could understand how difficult her life was.

"You know what, I felt that my life was incomplete because of this. My life should not only about work and life. There should also be love in my life. It's just I realized it too late. I always thought my obsession was love. "

Jacob's eyes sparkled as if he had seen some precious treasure. It took him so long to realize that the person in front of him was the treasure in his life.

Therefore, It was not Sara's fault. It was just that Jacob didn't cherish her.

Therefore, Jacob knew that Sara had been wronged for a long time. How could he not know? He was a man with heart. But the more he wanted to save their relationship, the more helpless he felt. No matter how hard he tried, his effort was always in vain.

As a result, they were finally pushed each other further and further. Some people just didn't know how to love at all. If you love her too much, she will be spoiled. If you don't show your love, she won't feel it.

Love had always been the most difficult problem in one's life, and Jacob had taken a lot of detours. He was too cold and stubborn to say the he loved anyone. Besides, he didn't believe that he would fell in love with his ex-wife.

However, life was not a TV drama. It could be more unbelievable than a TV drama. Jacob looked at Sara sincerely, with regret, unwillingness, heartbroken, self-blame and love in his eyes.

His complicated gaze never left the figure of Sara. If possible, Jacob would never want to leave Sara.

Sara compressed her lips but didn't say anything. The grievance and unwillingness in her heart could not disappear in an instant, nor could she cheer up immediately.

For her, life was full of grievance.

"Stop talking like that. It's all over. We can't go back. It's not the right time to talk about this. You don't have to say so much. "

There was indescribable complexity in Sara's eyes. Perhaps, she had expected such a day in her heart, hoping that Jacob would tell her the truth, and then she would tell her the grievance in her heart for so long.

But when this moment really came, there was not even a trace of joy in his heart.

Just apologize? If she forgave him now, what about those deep scars in her heart? One you were cut, medicine could not make you fully recover. There would be scars left.

Besides that, there would be memories. She couldn't pretend that all the unpleasant memories were fake ones.

It was impossible for her to forgive and forget.

"I know I have done a lot of things to hurt you in the past, and I also know that you can't forgive me. But I won't give up. I will wait for you until you can accept me again. On that day, I will hold a grand wedding for you. That day... "

Jacob seemed to be talking about the fantasy of remarriage, and he had even it for many times.

But he was interrupted by Sara, who pulled him back to reality in an instant.

"One day I went to a ride around the lake and met a master. When he was gaining fame and lived a happy life with his wife and child, he chose to quit the business world, leave his wife and children and became a monk. When I first heard his story, I didn't understand. Now I understand. "

Her eyes were bright and piercing, as if she was thinking about the experience of the master, or the life of herself.