Her Cold-Hearted Alpha novel Chapter 91

A Revelation Or Two ALEJANDRO Her heart thudded as she fought back her tears at my refusal . I knew she wanted to run from me but I refused to let her go . I sat up and looked down at her . Although she was in my lap , she was still so much smaller than me . She bit her lip , looking away .

I placed a kiss on her forehead , inhaling her tempting scent . She was my fucking home , the place I wanted to be … but I needed to tell her this now . ” I don’t know if there’s … ” I trailed off . Fuck . How do I tell her that she’s pregnant … ? Since I woke up , I knew I had to fucking tell her , but how ?

” Alejandro … What is it ? ” She asked softly . ” What do you think of pups ? ” I asked bluntly . She blinked , looking confused . ” Pups ? They’re cute … ” Want to be a mama ? ”

Ok , fuck , that sounded stupid . It seemed Kiara thought so too when she blushed and let out an awkward laugh . ” 1 ” Umm yeah … Let’s not jump the gun … ” She said . I didn’t miss her gaze dipping to my dick . ” Not the best chat up line …

” ” Yeah , I was making a fucking fool out of myself . How the fuck do I tell her … ? I didn’t even know how to be fucking nice . Maybe I should just do this how I usually would … I gave her a mocking smirk .

” I don’t need to have chat up lines ready when we both know I get you turned on without even having to fucking try . ” I said arrogantly . She gave me a scornful gaze . ” Yeah , I can see what kind of affect I’m having on you too . ” She retorted . Ok , now we were going off fucking topic …

I placed my hand on her thigh , stroking it to calm her spiking temper . ” So … about pups … Not sure if you know or not , I’m not a werewolf , I’m a fucking Lycan . The rules of needing to mark someone to get them knocked up don’t seem to apply to me ….. ” I said .

She raised an eyebrow and I took a breath . Here goes fucking nothing … ” You’re already pregnant , sweetheart ” Yeah , being me was so fucking easy . Her face drained of colour as she clamped her hand over her mouth , her heart racing . Ok , now what the fuck do I do ? Shit , she’s going to freak the fuck out … Stop thinking with your fucking head Al … Just do what feels right .

I let go of her waist and she tried to clamber off my lap , but I gripped her wrist , pulling her back so this time I was carrying her sideways as I wrapped my arms around her firmly . I was trying not t o focus on her boobs .

She sure was fine . ” Look … If you don’t want it , we can … get rid of it . ” It actually fucking hurt saying those words . How the fuck could it hurt when I didn’t even know of its existence until last night ? I could hear her racing heart and I really wished I knew what the fuck was going through her mind . ” Do you want me to get rid of it ?

” She asked quietly , placing her hand on her stomach . Well , I sure as fuck wasn’t expecting that question . ” It’s your body … your choice . What I want doesn’t fucking matter . ” I said without even having to think .

Yeah , I’d love to say keep it , but I had to remember she was only eighteen . Although it was common for our kind to have kids early , I still wanted her to be ready for it . We were already going through hell , and now we were adding a fucking pup to the mix , just to make matters worse …

KIARA I couldn’t think straight . From the moment he said I was pregnant , I had gone into shock . Did he want it ? I knew instantly that I would never get rid of it , o r even consider harm to come to it . I felt a warm fuzzy feeling fill me up before I asked him if he wanted me to get rid of it . ” My choice … ” I said after he replied . ” Do you want pups ? ” I couldn’t bring myself to look at him .

” Before ? Na , not really . Yours , yeah … But what I want shouldn’t influence your decision . ” He said in his same arrogant toné , 2 One I realised with time just hid his real emotions . ” So , if I were to keep it … You would support me ?

” I asked , trying to calm my pounding heart . His arms tightened around me . ” All the fucking way . ” He said huskily , resting his forehead against the side of m y head . I looked up at him , my nose brushing his , making my heart pound . Although I knew the sheer reality of me being pregnant hadn’t settled in , his words had .

He was making my heart melt with every small action he did . The memory of him and Jasmin felt so small compared to everything we had . I needed to just move o n from it all and I think I could . I caressed my stomach , unable to believe that I had a life in there . My baby , our baby .

I looked up at him , paying attention to his short beard , his angled jaw and the arrogant pout that was always on his face . His onyx eyes were so dark you could barely differentiate the pupil from the iris . ” I forgive you . ” I whispered , ” Completely .

I want to move on from it all . I want to be with you , Alejandro . ” There I said it … now it all depends on if he forgives me . I could hear his heart racing , his eyes full of surprise at my words , and something else that made my stomach flutter .

” Do you forgive me ? ” I asked softly . I saw concern settle in his eyes as he cupped my face in his calloused hand , caressing my cheek with his thumb . His intense gaze made my stomach flutter like crazy . ” There’s nothing to forgive . But I don’t want this pup to influence your decision . ” He said seriously . ” It’s not … ” I said quietly as he looked away . Suddenly I realised that regardless of if I forgave him or not , it seemed he needed t o forgive himself first .

” I don’t think I’ve earned that yet .

” He said quietly . ” I hurt you too … Al , please- ” He cut me off , his thumb rubbing against my lip . ” You should think over this decision too … A pup can be fucking hard . I know you want to keep it , but don’t rush your decision .

” He said , his gaze was fixed on my lips . My heart was pounding . ” I know , but I’m sure you know by now that I make decisions very fast , and once I do , I don’t back off .

” I said , now resting my head on his shoulder . Life was so full of surprises and one thing was clear , everyone’s story was different . I just hoped I would get my happy ending too . ” I know … But I think we’ve both made enough rash decisions to learn to actually sit back and just think first for once . Can’t believe I’m saying this fucking shit .

” He said making me smile . ” Oh yeah ? When did the mighty Lycan king get so wise ? ” I teased , looking up at him . ” When he fucking fell in love so fucking hard that all he sees is his nympho queen.” He said quietly, his eyes now meeting mine.