His Doll novel Chapter 39

After another month

At the morning

Author's p.o.v

" I love you, Abhi,"devika said nuzzling her nose on Abhinav's neck.

Abhinav kissed her head and said softly, " I love you too, my doll".

Right now, Abhinav and devika both are lying on the bed. Both are naked under the blanket.

Abhinav pulled devika more towards him and devika rested her head on Abhinav's chest.

After a few minutes, devika said, " Thank you for giving me that restaurant and Club's ownership. Why are you giving me these properties! It's not needed."

" Come on, it was your birthday. For my beautiful wife, it's nothing. I will give you more. You have to just ask me," Abhinav said hovering over devika.

Devika giggled and said playfully," What are you doing? We have done it a few moments ago"

Abhinav said giving a sloppy kiss on Devika's left breast, " there are no time restrictions for loving my wife".

Hearing him, she gave him a sweet innocent smile.

Devika is now trailing her fingers on Abhinav's back and Abhinav is busy worshipping her body with his kisses and touches. She is now moaning mess.

Abhinav flipped over devika on her stomach and raised her hip a little. Devika isn't saying anything. She is now looking at the wall without any expression. Abhinav started trailing her palm on Devika's ass cheeks feeling the softness of her skin.

Then he opened her legs and slammed inside her with full force and started thrusting inside her from behind. Abhinav is feeling pleasure and groaning.

On the other hand, Devika's facial expression is changing from pleasure to pain and again pain to pleasure.

Abhinav said between his thrust, " Oh!! Baby...you.. feel..so...good."

Devika said hardening her face but making a pleasurable voice, " Oh!! I am loving it. Keep going".

Their hot session of intimacy is stopped after a few hours. Abhinav is now on the top of Devika's body and breathing hard. Devika is also breathing hard. Both are sweating profusely.

Abhinav went to his side of the bed and said with a contented smile, " It is the best feeling to be inside of you. You are like a dangerous drug. I can't think what will I do when I will thr......."

He didn't complete his sentence and said, " Forget it."

Devika is looking at him with suspicious eyes but said nothing. Her eyes are trying to read Abhinav who is now looking at the ceiling and thinking something deeply.

Without saying anything further Devika wrapped her body with a bedsheet and stood up from the bed.

She said with her sweet voice, "Dear hubby, you have to go to your office. So, leave the bed and have a shower".

Abhinav looked at her and some emotions are clearly visible on his face. He is looking confused, guilty and sad. After a few seconds, he masked his face expression with his neutral expression.

Devika is now standing in front of the closet and picking up the saree which will she wear today. Abhinav came towards her and covered her eyes with his palm from behind. Devika touched his hands and asked surprisingly, " What are you doing, Abhi?"

She felt a kiss on her bare shoulder and Abhinav removed his hands from her eyes. He is still naked! He gave devika a property paper. Devika took the paper frowning her brows. After reading the paper she looked at him with disbelief and said, " Are you really giving me this? I can't believe it!!

Well, Abhinav is giving back Devika's house which he snatched from her mother.

Abhinav smiled and said resting his hands on her shoulders, " Once you told me that your father built this house. I know how much you love your father. That's why I am giving this to you. The house is now in your name. The house is......."

He couldn't complete his sentence when he felt her soft lips on his lips. He closed his eyes and started kissing her deeply. 

After a few moments when they both are run out of oxygen they left each other's lips.

Abhinav smiled at devika and devika also gave him a sweet smile.

They both hugged each other. Abhinav said hugging her tightly, " I love you, my doll". Saying that a smirk form on his lips.

On the other hand, devika also hugged him tightly and said, " I love you too, Abhi". A smirk also formed on her lips.

Abhinav thought mentally, " After breaking your heart I will throw you away from me".

On the other hand, devika thought mentally, " After arranging everything for my future I will leave you gladly. I will never ever love you. You don't deserve any love".

Devika's p.o.v

"Di how did you manage jiju(brother-in-law)? "How did you convince him to send us to school? Moreover, we are not servants anymore? What's going on?" Neel asked me putting all the books in his bag.

" yes, di. Jiju permitted us to live in this house with all respect where he was the one who used to humiliate us. What's happening?" Ruhi asked me.

I am not saying anything. I am just standing there listening to their every word.

Then I said to them, " He has returned our house. Now, the house is in my name".

" What? He really did? But how?" Both asked me with a shocked tone.

I just ignored them and shoved another piece of paratha(Indian bread) into Neel's mouth and he has to stop his mouth. Ruhi tried to say something when I shoved another piece of paratha inside her mouth making her stop.

My both siblings are getting ready for school and I am feeding them breakfast. They used to have their breakfast by ma's hand. As ma is not here. So, I am taking care of them.

They have finished their breakfast and continuously asking me what is happening between me and Abhinav. Why he is giving me too much freedom. Why he is acting so sweetly.

I am not saying them anything. I can not say anything to them right now. First I have to secure my future along with my family's future.

Both are now ready and I said to them, " Just wait for few minutes. I will go and change my clothes. After dropping you at school. I have to go to college also".

Saying that I left their room and started going to my room when I met Avantika. She looked at me with a blank expression but said nothing. Well, she is now living with her brother because her husband divorced her.

I ignored her and entered my room. I changed my clothes and I am now standing in front of the mirror looking at my face.

My eyes are like stone. The liveliness and playfulness are nowhere to be found in my eyes. I am looking like a stone hearted person whose eyes are cold as ice.

A month ago

Flashback

( I am standing in front of the mirror and looking at my reflection. I can see a broken girl who is looking vulnerable. My cheeks are red due to slaps. My neck is covered with handprints whenever he choked my neck. My whole body is covered with bruises and whip marks. Tears are flowing down from my eyes. I couldn't see myself anymore and fell on my knees. I screamed a few times asking God, " Why? Why I have to endure all this?"

Today he again beat me without any mercy just because I took vivek uncle's name and my mother's name. I wanted to sort out everything by talking to him nicely. I wanted to make things better between us. But he again pushed me away. He lost control of his anger and beat me like I am any kind of punching bag. Like I have no feelings. What my life has become!!!

I am totally tired of everything. Everything means everything!! I am tired of finding ma's truth!! I am tired of his psychotic words!! I am tired of being humiliated, raped and beaten!! I am tired of life!!

Enough of finding past. Enough of finding whatever the relation he has with ma and vivek uncle. I am not interested to know all this anymore. I am really tired of searching. I have tried everything to make this marriage successful but every time he pushed me away badly. I always wanted someone who will love me and cherish me. In return, I will also love him and always support him. But what my destiny gave me!! A psycho. Whose mind is always changing!! He doesn't love me. Even I don't love him. Loving him will be the last thing which will I do. It's better to be dead than Loving him. He doesn't deserve any of my love, my care.

I stood up from my sitting position and looked at the mirror. I said to myself, " Enough of finding the past and trying to adjust. From today I will only think of my future. I can't live with him. I need to move on."

But, If I leave him where will I go? I have no money, no guardian and even no house. Moreover, I have to take care of my siblings also. First I have to gain all these necessary things. I will be graduated after 6-7 months. After graduation, I will be able to find a job. To start afresh I need money. From where I will get the money. Ma's every bank balance is blocked by him!! He has totally destroyed us!!

For gaining money, I have to be on his good terms for these few months. I have to make him trust me and gain everything which will I need in my future. After gaining everything, I will leave him and live a peaceful life with my family. Call me a greedy person and a selfish person. I have to take everything which he snatched from us.

I can't hook up in life just crying. I need to move on. To earn everything I have to make him fall in love with me. Love is the biggest weapon that makes people weak. A lovesick man can do anything for his loved ones. I have to make him a lovesick person. Only then he will fulfil my every demand. It will be difficult to make this psycho fall in love with me. But, for my family's sake and my future, I will do anything. I will not be scared anymore. I have tried genuinely to make things better between us but he always pushed me away. It's time for faking all the feelings.

From today I will behave with him sweetly to earn all those things which he snatched from us. I have to make him listen to my words. I can't see Ruhi and Neel being punished without any reason like me. They are innocent.

From today, no past matters to me, only my future matters to me. I have been a cry baby for one and a half year. It's time to think about my future."

Flashback ended

My trail of thoughts is cut when Ruhi called me. I took my bag and walked towards the main door with Ruhi and Neel. We got in the car and the driver started the car.

I am looking outside and thinking about my further plan. I have successfully gained his trust. He doesn't harm me physically anymore. He doesn't even put his finger on me harshly. He is always saying that he loves me. Finally, he has fallen in love with me.

He has given many properties in my name and also returned my house. I am now the owner of three luxurious hotels, one resort, a restaurant, a club and a shopping mall. He has given me all this as a gift. A few days ago I had nothing and now I am a millionaire!!

Maybe I am a gold digger who used another person's emotion for her own interest. I never asked him all this. He is the one who gave me all this being mad after my love. Once He makes me depend upon him for everything and now he is the one who has made me a millionaire.

I am now waiting for the right time when I will leave him.

Abhinav's p.o.v

Flashback

( " Baba(father), why are you buying red rose? "I asked him with curiosity.

He smiled at me and rested his one hand on my head. He said smiling, " Because your ma likes red rose too much. It's my habit to give her a red rose every day".

I can see he is smiling remembering ma.

Right now I am with my father in front of a flower shop and buying flower. Baba came to my school to take me home. It's his everyday duty to take me to school and then take me home.

We are now walking towards our home when he asked with an affectionate tone, " Abhi, do you want to eat something? It's lunchtime. You must be hungry. Let me take you to a restaurant".

" Yeayy baba. Let's go. But, what will you tell ma? She must be waiting for us, "I said looking at him.

He said chuckling picking me up, " Don't worry, my boy. I will tell your ma to wait for us. We will be eating lunch in a restaurant today".

I hugged him tightly and he said patting my back, " Let's go young man. I am hungry too".

We both entered the restaurant. We sat down and ordered our food. After some time our food is served. Baba started eating and also feeding me. I can't eat properly with my hands. I always spread the foods on my dress. Baba is feeding me and telling me that we will go on a picnic very soon. Hearing him, I am too much excited and can not wait to share it with ma.

After 3 years

" I have never loved you," baba said to ma and ma cried out loudly. She held his shirt's collar and asked him with an angry tone, " Then, what was all those care, love, affection which you gave me all the years? Huh!! Tell me!!

He slapped ma on her cheek and she landed on the bed.

She stood up and again asked, " If you never loved me then why did you beg in front of me to accept your love? Why did you beg in front of me to not leave you?

" you were just my time pass. Nothing else. I don't love you," baba said angrily.

This time ma's crying got increased and she said with a hurtful tone, " You betrayed me. You betrayed my trust. You used me. You make me fall for you and now you are saying that I am nothing!!!

She again held his collar and jerked his body and said to him screaming, " You are a monster. You are evil!! Why did you play with my love? Why did you play with my trust?    My whole self!! Tell me for which woman you are doing all this?? Tell me..tell me!!!!

This time baba pushed ma on the floor and she landed on the floor with a thud sound. He walked outside the room and returned with a rod. He intends to beat ma with this rod. Seeing him I can't believe my eyes. Is it my same father who was mad for my mother's love!!!

Seeing him ma started crawling backwards on the floor and pleading to not hurt her. But I am not seeing any softness in baba's eyes. He started beating ma with the rod and ma's body is now bleeding.

I tried to save ma from beating but earned another round of beating from him!! He surprised me and shocked me with his behaviour.

I can't believe he is my same father who used to worry about me, love me and give me anything whatever I wanted. Now he is beating me!! Everything is feeling delusional for me!! I am now crying, and saying, " Baba, don't beat us. Baba, please. Baba....baba....."

Flashback ends

Baba!!! I screamed out loudly and woke up from my sleep. I looked at my surroundings and found myself in my office room. I am sweating badly and breathing hard. I took the water glass, poured water into the glass and drank it with one go.

Recently, work pressure is too much high and I might have slept because of too much exhaustion. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I am now seeing everything which happened many years ago.

I was leading a peaceful life with my family. Looking at our family, anyone will felt jealous because in our family my father never talked with ma rudely. They loved each other madly. My baba loved us too much. We were a perfect family.

Everything was fine until that bitch Bhabani's entrance into our life. She entered into ma's life as a friend and snatched everything from my ma. She even snatched the man whom ma loved her whole life.

And that monster whom I used to call baba betrayed my ma. He played with my ma's feelings because of that bitch!! He betrayed my ma's trust because of that bitch!! That bitch betrayed my mother. Because of her, my mother felt heartbreak. My monster father played with my ma's feelings because of her.

And I will return everything to her using her children. I have already started her treatment to make her stable again. When she will come out of the asylum and found her daughter being heartbroken and shattered than she will understand how my mother felt when my father betrayed my mother because of her.

And I have started the next level of my revenge. To break that bitch's daughter's heart.

Flashback from a month ago

( I am sitting in my ma's room and talking with her. She is smiling at me. Her smile is the purest thing I have ever seen. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She had everything.

Beauty, kindness, elegance, caring side everything. Still, he betrayed her.

He played with my ma's heart because of that Bhavani Gupta. Now, it's payback time.

This time I will play with her daughter's heart. I will make her fall in love with me. I will pretend that I love her. When she will fully depend on me and loves me unconditionally then I will throw her away just like that bastard threw away my mother. It's enough of her physical sufferings now it's time for mental sufferings.

" Do you think after hurting her that much she will love you," my subconscious asked me.

The devil inside me said laughing, " She is an emotional fool. She is craving for some care and comfort. If you give her that then definitely she will fall in love with you".

" By doing this you will lose yourself," my subconscious said to me.

" Nothing will happen to you. She is just a pawn. For you, only your revenge matter," the devil inside me said.

I agreed with my devil side. It's time to play this game of love. I will do everything to earn her love. To make her fall in love with me. I know how to make her fall in love with me!

Flashback ended

My planning is working. She has already fallen in love with me. Well, to make her fall in love with me, I have to give her some property and her house. Because I know that woman likes luxury and can not resist a man who gives her money and property.

I have returned her house also to make her totally fall for me. I have given her every freedom to do anything. I don't beat her anymore. Sometimes I lose my mind but still, I controlled myself from hurting her physically. It's now a mind game. I have to make her heart only beat for me.

I was confused I love her or not. After thinking too much I have made my mind that I can never love her. I can not feel anything for her in my heart. She is nothing for me.

Bhabani will not be able to bear that scene when I will throw her heartbroken daughter from my life.