His Human Mate novel (Amelia and Xavier) novel Chapter 24

Xavier's POV

It has been 1 week, since Amelia return. Everything is going well. She has taken up her role as the Luna Queen. The entire Kingdom, has known about the return their Luna Queen.

Everyone is so happy. Noah, Amelia's friend has found his mate too. She was from the neighbouring the pack. Everyone is happy and nothing is going to destroy that.

Amelia's memory has not return, no matter how hard she tries. A part of me, wants her to get back her memory so that she can cherish her happy memories.

But the selfish part of me, wishes she never gets them back. I am scared she would hate me, after the way I treated her, and I love what we have now.

Whatever happens, I am never letting her go. I will fall in her feet for her forgiveness. I don't think I can live without her love.

We were now currently, doing the pack paper work. Paperwork is something I dread. No matter how much you do, they never stop piling.

But with the help of Amelia, it has become easier. She is helping me as much as she can with the paperwork. At least to her understanding which I am so grateful.

"I think we are almost done." she said examining the table. I looked around and she was right. Almost all the paper were done. Finally.

We both quickly finished the last few. "Finally." I said sighing. "They weren't that bad." Amelia said making me glare at her playfully.

"I am famished." I said rubbing my tummy. "Come on little one. Lets go and have dinner, shall we?" I said extending my hand to her.

She quickly grabbed my hand and we both went to dinner. My mum, Nathan and Angela were already there. They greeted us the moment they saw us.

We chatted while we ate, laughing at jokes. We told them about our day and what we had been doing. And once we were done, we bid goodnight.

I went to answer some phone calls that needed to be attended urgently. After I finished them, I went to search for Amelia and saw her in the third floor balcony.

I creeped from behind and hugged. She giggled when she noticed it was me. "What you thinking?" I asked her as she stare at the sky.

"How lucky I am?" she said. "For what?" I asked in confusion. "For you. I am so lucky to have you." she said. I stared at her astonished.

"Its me who is lucky. I am the lucky one to have you. To cherish you. To... love you." I said to her. I said those words to her finally.

"You love, me?" she asked pointing to herself. I smiled and nodded my head. I waited anticipatingly, waiting for her reply.

"Xavier?" she called me. "Yes little one?" I asked cupping her cheeks. "I think, I think I love you too." she whispered. My eyes went wide with her confession.

"You do?" I asked unbelievingly. She nodded her head. I embraced her into a hug. I picked her up and twirled her around as she squealed in joy.

"You made me the happiest man alive, little one." I said putting her down. "Thank you so much." I whispered to her.

I then realised how close our face. Too close. I looked at her eyes before looking at her pink lips then back to her eyes.

I slowly start to lean in. One of my hand was in her neck while the one was wrapped around her waist. To my surprise she was leaning in too.

The moment our lips touched, fire works exploded as I closed my eyes at the sensation. It was something that I have never experienced. It was the best feeling till today.

I continued to kiss her, not having enough. It was sweet. So sweet. Her lips were so soft. I was melting into the kiss. My arms wrapped tighter around her waist.

Suddenly, I felt her struggling against me. I open my eyes to see her tearing. I didn't understand. I quickly let go when she pulled herself away from me.

She sat in the floor holding her head. I quickly crouched in front of her. "What happened, little one?" I asked her worried.

She keep shaking her head. "My head, it hurts." she said crying. I got worried. What happened to her? Suddenly she let a gasp followed by a scream and collapsed to the floor.

She wasn't unconscious but she seemed weak. I picked her up by her shoulders. She hold her head as she stood up. She turn to look at me.

The moment she saw me, she screamed and pushed herself away from me. I looked at her confused and hurt. "What happened, little one?" I asked slowly approaching her.

She was against the railing. "Don't come near me!" she screamed. Her words hurt me. "Why? What happened?" I asked her again.

"You-You killed me." she whispered. I looked at her with wide eyes. I don't understand what she is saying. "I don't understand."

"When the witches kidnapped me, you tried to kill me." she said making me understand what is happening. Her memories came back.

"No, little one. That's not me. You got to believe me." I begged her. She crouched down hugging her knees.

She looked at me with fear. Towards me. I dreaded that. The same eyes that looked at me with so much love minutes ago, was looking at me with fear.

I have to make her understand that it was not me. I quickly went to her and hold her. She started to scream and kick. "Let me go!"

It was hurting me so much to see her like this. After a little while, she was getting exhausted as she soon passed out.

I pulled her against me as I hugged her. Tears was beginning to flow. Why does this have too happen when she said that she loves me.

I cradled her and carried her to her room, putting her in her bed. I quickly mind linked my mum and Nathan. My mum, Nathan and Angela came rushing in.

"What happened?" Nathan asked worried. "She got back her memories." I said to them. "That's great." my mum gushed.

I scoffed. "What happened son? You don't look happy." my mum asked worried. "She think I tried to kill her mum." I said sadly. I can't believe this is actually happening.

The three of them gasped. "We will make her understand, don't worry." Angela said trying to convince me.

"What's the point? She thinks of me as a monster. No matter what you say, she will think of me as a monster. You should have seen the way she looked at me."

"It was like I was her worst nightmare. It tore me into pieces." I said as tears started rolling down. I didn't care I was crying. I was once again becoming the broken man.

I walked away without letting them talk. I was walking away when I heard Angela calling me. "Xavier wait." I came to a halt.

"If you think even for a second, that she thinks of you are a monster, you are delusional." she said making me confused.

"Even when she was dying, she was defending you saying you are not a monster. How could you think that she would think of you as such?"

She was right. "But-" I was cut of by her. "No buts. Look, you should have seen the way she loved you back then, it was like nothing I have ever seen.

Her love for you was so pure. It was magical. Even when she knew her feelings weren't reciprocated. Please don't give up. Not now. Not after everything. You have been given a second chance with her. Don't ruin it."

When she said this, I was speechless. She was right. It was my time to make things right. And I will. No matter what it takes. I love her. I wont give up.

I thanked her as I started to think of ways to make things right.

I am not giving up.