I Want a Lifetime with You novel Chapter 100

His kiss was gentle and lingering. Following his lead, she cupped his cheeks with his hands and her fingers reached his ears. She kissed him back affectionately. He played the seducer, enticing her into oblivion.

The kiss was passionate and lasted for quite some time before Fu Chengyan let her go. Shi Nuan breathed in deeply. Fu Chengyan carried her up and touched his forehead against Shi Nuan’s and asked, “Does it still hurt?”

Shi Nuan was stumped by the question but soon understood what he meant as she turned her head aside, embarrassed. “No, it doesn’t.”

He was gentle last night. She had heard Rongrong say that it was common for girls to feel pain during their first time. However, she had only felt a little uncomfortable when he first entered. Afterwards, she was indulged with the feeling of him inside of her.

Shi Nuan blushed red crimson at the thought and tugged at his shirt, “Why do you ask? It’s so embarrassing.”

Fu Chengyan merely grinned at her as he lifted her chin and kissed her again. “Because I still want to do it!”

Shi Nuan was stunned at the remark. She reached out her hand to cover his eyes, “Naughty!”

Fu Chengyan laughed and he carried her upstairs. Shi Nuan wrapped her hands around his neck in astonishment.

Fu Chengyan had his lips on hers as he walked all the way to the bedroom and placed her gently on the bed. Shi Nuan felt her body warming up as Fu Chengyan towered over her. However, he did not put his whole weight on top of her.

He initiated the kiss on the bed and he ran his fingers through the contour of her lips and through her body. Everywhere he touched, Shi Nuan felt an insatiable desire beginning to consume her.

Shi Nuan laid on the bed, delirious and overcame with lust as she kept in sync with his movements.

This time it was different from the inexperienced exploration last night. His gentle, yet firm demeanor was leading them both to explore their horizons.

Shi Nuan surrendered herself completely to him and she lost track of time. She laid on top of Fu Chengyan, feeling exhausted from the intimacy. His hands wrapped around her waist as he guided her.

Shi Nuan reached out to Fu Chengyan’s chin and pouted her lips, “I don’t want it anymore.”

“Hmm?” Fu Chengyan bit her ears, “It’s just the beginning.”

“What?” Shi Nuan widened her eyes as she pushed Fu Chengyan away, “I really don’t want it anymore. You weren’t like this last night!” She had not expected for him to be able to go at it again.

Fu Chengyan held her finger and put it into his mouth as he lifted Shi Nuan up and placed her on his body, “May, you really have poor stamina.”

Shi Nuan was stumped at his remark.

Is- Is he disdained at me? Plus, what does this have to do with stamina? It’s clearly his problem.

“You’ll get better with practice!” Fu Chengyan whispered into her ears as he flirted with her ears using his tongue. Shi Nuan was taken aback and almost toppled over. Fortunately Fu Chengyan swiftly steadied her.

Shi Nuan reached out to hit Fu Chengyan on his shoulders, “Don’t play around anymore. I’m sticky all over. Let me go for a shower!”

“One more time, just one more time!” Fu Chengyan hugged her waist and Shi Nuan furrowed her brows, “Please be gentle… Ouch!”

It was a strange feeling. She was trembling and had wanted to push him away but the pair of deep-set ebony eyes were like magnets that pulled her in as she gazed into them. Finally, she gave herself in to the burning passion.

She steadied herself with both her hands against his shoulders as she clenched her teeth tight. It was only after some time that it came to an end.

Shi Nuan was panting heavily as she felt all energy was drained from her body. She laid on top of Fu Chengyan’s body and glared at him with her almond eyes. However, Fu Chengyan did not feel threatened by her glare. Instead, he felt his desire building up again, despite just having released it.

Shi Nuan was anxious when seeing his lustful gaze, “No more!”

Fu Chengyan blinked his eyes as he rolled her into an embrace. He patted her head, “Okay!” He still felt energetic but he had to take care of her feelings too.

She was still inexperienced and he did not want to scare her off. They had their whole lives ahead of them anyway. There was no need to rush.

Fu Chengyan kissed Shi Nuan’s forehead and he combed through her messy hair as he placed a strand of hair behind her ears, “You tired already?”

Shi Nuan nodded her head, “Song Rongrong lied to me!”

“Hmm?” He lifted his brows as he had not expected for her to think of someone else at this time. “What did she lie about?”

“She said that it’s easy to get addicted because it feels very good.”

“Then did you not feel good?” Fu Chengyan titled his brows as his tone got higher. His slender fingers brushed against her rosy cheeks and he chuckled, “You mean… I did not make you feel good?”

“No-, I…” Shi Nuan was at a loss for words and she lowered her head, “I… I did not mean that!”

She just felt as if it was not quite like how Song Rongrong described. Fu Chengyan did not hurt her but it really made her feel captivated. But Song Rongrong did not mention that men could go at it again and again!

Shi Nuan bit her lip as she was feeling a bit upset. “Ah, I don’t know how to explain it to you. I’m tired. I want to sleep!”

“Good girl, don’t sleep.” Fu Chengyan chuckled again as he saw her anxious look and pecked at her red lips, “Get up for a shower!”

Shi Nuan also felt uncomfortable and she reached out her hands to encircle Fu Chengyan’s neck, “I can’t walk. You carry me!”

“You sure?” Fu Chengyan’s gaze darkened but Shi Nuan did not understand his demeanor. Fu Chengyan then carried her into the shower.

Shi Nuan had only realized what he meant when she was at the door of the bathroom.

Shi Nuan clenched her teeth, “Fu Chengyan, you did not keep your promise!”

Fu Chengyan cuddled Shi Nuan again when she was relaxing herself in the bathtub and she suddenly felt that her impression of Fu Chengyan being distant and stand-offish was disappearing into thin air.

Fu Chengyan tilted his brows at her exasperated look and picked up Shi Nuan carefully from the bathtub, then he placed her gently on the bed. He kissed her forehead, “Okay, sleep.”

Shi Nuan held Fu Chengyan’s hand and she fixed her gaze on his body, “Then what about you? Are you not sleeping?”

Fu Chengyan grinned, “Yeah.”

He laid down beside her. Shi Nuan suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling. She had thought that Fu Chengyan’s path and her own were like two parallel lines that would never meet but against all odds, they did. And the man that was rumored to be cold and merciless was warming up her heart by her side.

Shi Nuan positioned herself to be closer to Fu Chengyan. She hugged Fu Chengyan’s arms and Fu Chengyan turned to face her, his deep-set eyes again fixed its gaze at her.

Shi Nuan was a little stunned and she too stared back at him before burrowing her head closer to him while holding on to Fu Chengyan’s arms tightly.

Fu Chengyan pecked at her forehead, “Sleep.”

Shi Nuan shut her eyes but her hands were still tightly clutching on to his and not long after, a steady breathing could be heard. Fu Chengyan opened his eyes to look at Shi Nuan fast asleep and he grinned in satisfaction. The dim lighting outlined the man’s gorgeous smile.

Shi Nuan woke up near dawn and the bed felt empty. She immediately opened her eyes. She fumbled around the nightstand to turn on the lamp but she did not see Fu Chengyan.

Her heart sank and she reached out to feel the emptiness beside her. It was no longer warm. She pouted her lips and clutched at the bedsheets tight.

After a while, Shi Nuan pulled away the sheets and got off the bed in a determined manner, as if she had made a decision. She went to the guest room and knocked on the door but nobody responded. Shi Nuan bit her lip and pushed the door open. The room was empty.

She was disappointed and turned around to return to her bedroom but she stopped short as she saw Fu Chengyan in his light grey pajamas, holding a cup of water, standing in front of her. He furrowed his brows, “Why are you up?”

Fu Chengyan stared at Shi Nuan and his gaze fell on her bare feet. His face grew stern looking at her feet and he asked, “Why didn’t you wear shoes before heading out?”

Shi Nuan regained her composure and casted a glance at her feet, feeling wronged, “I thought you left because I didn’t see you after I woke up. I thought you…”

Fu Chengyan sighed at her words and handed his slippers to Shi Nuan, “Wear this.”

Shi Nuan obediently slipped it on. “Where… where did you go?” She regarded Fu Chengyan carefully, “It’s so late already.”

“I was at the study to finish some pending work.” Fu Chengyan then handed the glass of water to Shi Nuan and carried her in his arms, “Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere in the middle of the night. Go get some more sleep okay?”

“What about you?” Shi Nuan lifted her head to face Fu Chengyan, “It’s so late already. What kind of work couldn’t wait till tomorrow?” She really thought that Fu Chengyan had gone off to somewhere else and it brought back the feeling when Fu Xicheng was cheating on her with Shi Wei.

I thought he belonged to me, but I was wrong.

Shi Nuan had always thought of herself as a tough person and she knew it was only because she did not have someone to depend on. She felt like Fu Chengyan was someone to depend on. However, she was afraid that she might lose him again, like how she had lost Fu Xicheng.

“Can you accompany me and not work anymore?” She tugged at his shirt and admitted to herself that she was being coy. But she wanted for Fu Chengyan to be by her side because she could only really feel him when he was physically beside her.

Fu Chengyan furrowed his brows as his gaze darkened. He nodded, “Okay, I’ll continue working tomorrow.” He hugged her tight to give her a sense of security. “Don’t worry, I’m not leaving. I never will.”