I Will Escape novel Chapter 118

TONYA'S POV 

I've been trying to deal with things the best that I can. Sabrina has been sleeping for days. I haven't been able to talk to her, which is driving me crazy. I want to give her space But I also want her to know I am here for her no matter what. My father says that she is sleeping so much because her body needs to recover. It worries me though because she is pregnant, and she's not eating. She is already malnourished enough. Dominic has not left her side so at least I know she's taking care of, I guess.

As I am walking outside, I try to find my father. We need to talk about what is next. I've been trying not to force him to talk to me, but I also don't want a surprise attack. We need to be ready for what is coming. The consequences of her escaping will not be good, we need to be prepared for them. People don't seem worried about what is about to happen. I am really not sure why. I try to keep my cool. I don't want to explode. I feel like they aren't taking the situation seriously enough.

I see my father and I run up to him “we need to talk about what our plan is.”

“We need to wait for your sister to awake, so we are able to talk about what our next move is.”

“Don't you think we should have a plan in place? We don't know when she is going to wake up, they could attack us before she is awake.”

“Tonya, we can't do anything without her approval. She is the new Alpha Queen.”

“Then we need to wake her and figure out what our next move is. We don't want them to attack and kill us all.”

'You need to be patient, my child we can not rush her healing.”

“Be patient, are you crazy what is going to happen when they come and attack us? All of us are going to die, we are not going to be prepared.”

“She hasn't appointed a Beta, there is no one in second command here. Nobody is going to follow anybody else but her.”

“You've got to be fucking kidding me this is bullshit we all could die.”

I walk away from him, not waiting to listen to anything else that he has to say. What is wrong with him? Does he not realize the situation we all are in? I go to search for Damien. I need to talk to someone that will understand where I am coming from. I am so frustrated why would he not listen to me, I am his daughter too? It's not fair that everyone automatically just follows Sabrina when she has done nothing.

As I am looking all over the grounds trying to find him I don't see him I begin wondering where he has gone. I decide to go into the cabin. Maybe he's in there. He's usually training at this time, but nobody is doing anything. I go into the cabin and I shout for him at first I don't get a response. Then all of a sudden, I see him walking out of Sabrina's room. I begin to wonder why was he in there is she awake.

I look at him “what were you doing in Sabrina's room I've been looking everywhere for you.”

“She needed to talk to me, she wanted me to become her Beta.”

“What do you mean she wants to make you her Beta you and her don't even get along?'

“I am not sure why she would choose me, but she has. I don't know what to say. I told her I need to talk to you first. I mean it is such a big honor.”

“If she has chosen you, there is no talking to me about it, you are her second in command I just don't know why she would choose you over me.”

“Tonya I don't believe she is choosing me over you, she is trying to make the best decision based on what would be best for everyone.'

“What the hell is that supposed to mean? Do you think that I wouldn't be able to be her Beta.”

“Tonya don't take this the wrong way but do you even know the responsibilities of a Beta.”

“That doesn't matter if I know the responsibilities or not I could always learn.”

“There is know time to learn, and you know this and Sabrina didn't choose me her wolf did.”

“I'm sorry I am just so tired and scared of what might happen, and I feel that no one cares, and I'm getting so frustrated.”

“Tonya we will figure this out together, I promise I know everything seems impossible, but it will all come together.”

I look into Damien's eyes hoping that he is telling the truth. I put my head on to his shoulder snuggling into him. My body starts not to feel so tense, I began to relax. Relief comes over my entire body. I have not felt this good in so long I come to realize I can finally breathe. The weight that has been on my chest wanting to protect everyone is gone. I can breathe. 

“Tonya I love you so much I am her always I promise, baby, you 're not alone, you never will be I will always be here for you.”

“I love you to Damien , you are the reason that I fight another day. I am just so tired of fighting I just want to live.”

“Baby I promise it will all be over, and we will live a wonderful life together.”

I never thought I could love someone so much in my life with all that has happened. I look at Damien with some stress off my shoulders. Hoping that he is right that we will be able to have a life together without fear.