I Will Escape novel Chapter 127

DOMINIC'S POV

I'm not sure what is going on with Sabrina when I try to approach her. She wants nothing to do with me. As we were being intimate, I thought that she wanted to be intimate just to find that it brought back terrible memories of him. I'm trying to be as understandable as I possibly can be. I 

I realize that she has been through so much I feel it would be better not to push her, but she needs to talk to me. I am her mate and she runs for me. I am just hoping that she isn't afraid of me. I just want to help her fight through whatever she needs help fighting through. I love her so much.

I know that she wants the females of the pack to train, she doesn't want any of the females to go through what she has gone through. Not being able to defend herself. She wants to give them a fighting chance if they are ever captured, so they can at least fight back. Maybe even put up a big even fight that the captures just give up.

I can help her train as many she wolves as she would want to train if she would just let me help her train them. Instead, she blocks me out and ignores me. If she sees me coming she runs in the opposite direction. I missed the person who she was before.

I got to see a glimpse of the person she was. As she was walking past the yard, she ran into some children. The way her face lit up made me so happy. It was the happiest that I have seen her in such a long time, with a smile that I knew was real and was not fake. I watched as she played with the girls, and I knew that she loved every second of it.

I know that she is confused by all the duties that she is falling into with becoming alpha. I could help her. I think she forgets that I was also the alpha of my pack. I think that she is trying to do everything herself to not bother anybody with anything. I want to be there for her and help her with her every need.

As dinner is starting I am looking for her, but she is nowhere to be seen I see Tanya storming out of the cabin, I wait for her as she is approaching

"Sabrina is not joining us for dinner she's going to eat with the ladies who serve us,"

I can tell that Tonya is mad, I'm not really sure why it is great that Sabrina is helping them. I think Tonya is becoming jealous of other people spending time with Sabrina. She wants Sabrina all to herself. I don't blame her, I want her to myself as well. I want to be with her at all fucking times, and I'm struggling to give her space, and I am hating it.

We don't talk while we eat, when Sabrina goes to make her announcement I can tell the crowd is surprised by her words. Most Alpha's do not treat all wolves in the pack the same. Some are looked down on, and she is trying to remind all of us there is importance to all the members in the pack that we need to respect and help those who help us daily.

As I see her eyes wander around the crowd I hope that just maybe she is looking for me. I want us to figure things out to gather. I want to help with whatever she needs. I don't care what it is, I want to be involved.

As I watch her finish her speech I'm hoping that after dinner we will be able to talk to ourselves. We are becoming parents, and we haven't even really discussed anything. As everyone is finishing up their dinner, shockingly, they are going and cleaning their own plate. Which will make it so much easier for the ladies.

Once I am done, I go, and I look for Sabrina, wanting to talk to her and figure these things out. She looks disappointed as I approach her, I hope it's not because she sees me.

"Sabrina, we have so much that we need to talk about. Do you mind giving me some of your time, please?"

I can tell that she seems nervous. She doesn't need to be nervous, not when she is with me. She is supposed to feel love, not fear. "Dominic, I'm sorry I've been trying to avoid you The way I acted earlier I'm embarrassed you're my mate and I love you I shouldn't have flashbacks with someone else I am so ashamed."

"Sabrina, let's go and talk about this in private this isn't anyone else's business."

I don't want others to see what she had gone through, the shame that she felt. It is none of their business they don't need to see her weakness, that is only for me to see and help heal. I can tell that she's exhausted, not physically but mentally. She is trying so hard to stay strong, but she's struggling.

"Sabrina, you went through hell, and you had escaped it yourself. I hate that you have to relive all of this again. I love you Sabrina, please let me help you don't shut me out."

"I'm sorry I have been just trying to figure all this out. I have been so confused, and I want to avoid showing any kind of weakness."

"Sabrina, we all have weaknesses, even alphas."

Then all of a sudden, her body touches mine. It almost feels like an electric current of pleasure. As she wraps her arms around my waist and just hugs me. I began to hear her sweet sobs, I let her cry as I wrapped my arms around her and put her in a bear hug. I can feel the stress radiating off of her Wishing I could take it all. 

With no other word said I then pick her up as she wraps her legs around me and I carry her to the bed. We lie next to each other holding on for dear life. I don't move, I stay still and let her fall asleep in my arms as I take in her scent. I rest my hand on her pregnant belly, I then feel the most amazing feeling of our baby kicking.