I Will Escape novel Chapter 81

As Dominic looks at me he’s in shock he can’t believe the words that just came out of my mouth, “Sabrina, are you serious You Love Me?”

“Of course, I love you Dominic you are my mate my one true love.” Exactly Sabrina how can you just expect me to just let you be taken by that monster once again?” Dominic you don’t have a choice he will kill you. He won’t kill me you need to wait here for my father, and then come rescue me. Your damsel in distress, I giggle out to him.

 “Sabrina this is not a laughing matter.”

“This is serious!” I understand Dominic what do you want me to do?” I can’t make your sister leave by herself and have nobody. She would be captured by that monster and be tortured or used to get to us. Sabrina you know I don’t want that to happen to Bridget. Sabrina your not giving me any options here. How can I choose between you and my sister?”

“I am not making you choose Dominic.”

I am telling you what is going to happen but for now let’s just enjoy the time that we have together. If it ever comes down to that, I just want you not to get yourself killed. I can’t lose you Dominic you don’t understand.

I understand completely Sabrina, I can’t lose you either and knowing what would happen to you being with him makes me furious. It would be worse off for Bridget. I can deal with it, she might not survive. Please just think Dominic let’s just stop talking about this, and let’s talk about something else.

“Lets not ruin today because of what might happen tomorrow.”

Jazz is still not talking to me she is upset with me for blocking her out and not listening to her. I wasn’t taking her feelings seriously about making Bridget leave. I understand why she’s upset, but I am not a monster.

 I can’t just make her leave and have nobody. Jazz wants to be happy just the two of us and so do I but, I don’t want it to be at the expense of others. If the Alpha would capture us once again I know what to expect, where as Bridget would maybe not survive. I just don’t know if I could live with myself. Even though I would make sure that we would save her. We would never be able to undo what the damage that monster has already caused her.

I can’t just think of myself when it comes to people you love you do whatever you can to possibly protect them. That is exactly what I am going to do. I just hope that Jazz can find it in her heart to forgive me not hate me for the rest of our lives. Jazz knows I am sorry, and she knows why I am doing what I am doing. She may not agree with it, she will have to live with the consequences of my actions.

I think that she is more concerned about losing her mate and not being happy. She is less focused on anybody else’s problems. Which is understandable with all the things that we have gone through. She wants to be with her mate. I do understand I want my mate more than anything too. We are just as much monsters as they are if we let the others suffer.

As we walk out to the living room we see everybody together for once. They all look happy not being in the run for a while. I look at the boys and I say, “Why don’t you guys go fetch something that we could make for dinner?” Dominic then looks at Damien and says “all right let’s go my brother,” these ladies must be hungry.

 Let’s go catch them their dinner. Tonya, Bridget and I start going through the things in the kitchen, to see what all we have. Not realizing that all the cupboards are stocked with food. We decide to make some macaroni and cheese, one of simplest things but delicious. We all are not talking very much not sure what to say feeling sorry for Bridget.

I’m just trying to make her see that I don’t. Bridget then looks at us and says “I am sorry that I am cursed and that I have to bare the mark of him.” It’s not your fault Bridget you did not ask for this we will deal with it when the situation comes. Tonya then looks at her, and says, “We will protect you as much as we can.” I am sorry what he did to you that was awful.

 Bridget looks at us with tears in her eyes.

“I am going to lead him right to you, the man that haunts your dreams is going to come.”

 I then took my arm wrapped it around her and say, “Well Bridget then I guess we need to start our training now don’t we?” She smiles yes we need to know we are able to defend ourselves and maybe even take down or at least make it harder for him. Sabrina he only wants you. I am not mad about that I’m just scared because I don’t want him to hurt you any more. It will be my fault if he finds us.

Listen I need you ladies to make me a promise if it happens that he does come here, and he takes me. I need you to promise me that you will stay here and wait for our father to come. Then make a plan to come save me. Please do not try to come and rescue me without our father. You make sure Dominic stays here too.

“ Sabrina how do you expect us to still let him take you?” We are so close to finding our father.”

Tonya you need to stay and wait for him to come. “Fine Sabrina!” I will wait for him but you aren’t going anywhere either.”

“That sounds good Tonya!”

This macaroni and cheese smells delicious. O my God it sure does it has been so long since I had some good mac and cheese. We all laugh together. Then the boys come in with a rabbit and squirrel nicely skinned and ready to be cooked this is going to be a hell of a dinner.