I Will Escape novel Chapter 92

Sabrina's POV

My body is so sore and cold I can't move a muscle from being tied up, not clear where I am. After the Alpha raped me, he gave me wolfsven which knocked me the fuck out. Until now, which I'm just waking up into darkness. I can't use any of my wolf's senses or even speak to Jazz there is too much of wolfsven in my system I just hope it doesn't affect the baby. I am not positive how long it has been since I have been out it looks like I am in a basement. I'm not sure how long I have been down here. I can't believe I allowed myself to be captured again. Damn it, I'm such a fool. I hear a door open I shut my eyes not wanting the abuse to start. I know it doesn't matter if I'm awake or not; the Alpha does not care. My body shakes as I try to stop, but I can't. As I clear my eyes I see a man but not one that I have seen before. I'm not confident how to react to him as he is getting closer to me I'm not sure how to behave. I just stay quiet, not sure what is about to take place.

“The Alpha wanted me to come and make you get cleaned up for him. I am sorry for what all you are about to suffer I'm not like them, I will try to help you when I can. If the Alpha finds out he will kill me, so I brought you some food it's not poisoned or anything, but I would understand if you did not want it, but consider eating since you have the chance to now. I'm uncertain when there will be another chance or when the Alpha will feed you.”

I'm not clear what to say to him, afraid that this might be a test I don't know how to react to him. Wondering if there could be someone good in his pack. As he unchains me, I'm so weak I can barely stand. I try to hold myself up, but I can't he turns on the light then picks me up and carries me over to a barrel that is full of water and sits me on the ground.

“You have 15 min to wash up, please do, so you don't want to suffer the consequences of the Alpha there not pleasant.”

He then turns around like he is giving me privacy. I try to keep myself up on the barrel it's impossible I'm so weak I can barely support my own weight I keep attempting to hold myself up to clean myself, but then I hear his voice and I fall to the ground.

“How are things going here” the Alpha walks in asking.

“She didn't give me any issues' sir Alpha I took her in the other room to get cleaned up for you sir Alpha.”

“Thank you that will be all you can leave now I can take it from here now leave.”

“Yes sir, Alpha,”

As I see the Alpha walking towards me, I scot myself backwards until I'm up against a wall and I can't move backwards any longer. I don't want to show him weakness, but I am so weak.

“Hello my sweet Sabrina God have I missed having you around you are so beautiful.” As forces me to look at him.

“Alpha, are you going to kill me?”

He smiles “death Sabrina you know me better than that death would be a favor to you my love.” As he kisses my lips, I try to escape his kiss, but his force is too strong.

“God, you taste so exquisite I missed your taste, Sabrina.” He licks his lip he then rubs his hard cock in his pants he asks “Are you ready to satisfy me Sabrina?”

“Alpha, please don't.”

“Are you telling me no Sabrina are you wanting consequences already my love?”

I start to shiver my body is so cold I don't want him to touch me I don't want to pleasure him. What do I do my body is too weak to fight him he will get what he wants know matter what? I don't answer him I just keep my head down not sure what to even say to him knowing it truly doesn't matter.

“Fine Sabrina, I will leave you here until you ready to do what you are told.”

He then walks away I am so surprised that he did not do further actions to me, he just left me maybe he believes the consequence of leaving me in the dark cold and barely dressed are poorer. I don't agree without at all his touch makes in cringed I am so relieved that he is gone. I know he will be back for me things will never to get better. His torture will only get worse it always does whatever plan he has I know it will not a good one.

The guy that talks to me earlier comes back in he grabs me not rough but gentle I can see pity in his eyes as he is chaining me back to where I was.

He then looks at me and says, “I am so miserable for having to do this to you, people say we have choices in life, but we don't. We all have roles that we have to follow even if we believe they are terrible him so sorry.”

He then goes and shuts the lights off he leaves me in the dark hanging by my chains. I am still not sure if he is acting, or he is being true withe me thinking I should have accepted the food that he offered me, but you never know when the Alpha is testing you one wrong move could be your last. I am not even certain if the alpha is continuing to keep me alive this time around. It's nothing but silence I can't talk to jazz my body is feeling numb. Knowing that I'm going to be here a while my eyes start to feel with tears I acknowledge my tears running down my face knowing what it's going to be like or do I risk my baby and my life.