In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 193

I’m frozen there.

When does Frances come? Does he hear what I say?

I don’t have the courage to look back at him. And Whitney shows a sinister smile. She stands up, walks over to Frances and holds his arm.

"Frances, I’ve said that I’m the only one who really loves you in the world. I want you to see what these women really are. They just love your money. Don’t be with these bad women, OK?"

Her voice is sweet. She is acting like a spoiled child, but all her words belittle me.

She really loves Frances. She knows clearly that Frances has a lot of mistresses, but she still doesn’t want to leave Frances. Compared to Whitney, my love for Frances is nothing.

"Go back to your room," Frances says faintly.

"You’d better watch your back," Whitney says this in a low voice and stomps back to the room.

I think Frances is gone. After breakfast, I stand up and want to go back. I turn around and run into Frances.

"Why haven’t you left yet?" I’m startled, pat my chest and look at him.

"What you just said is true?" Frances stares at me quietly and asks me.

Is the truth of my words so important?

If Frances knows I love him, he will laugh at me and trample on my dignity.

I swallow nervously and say, "It’s true. I have something else to do. I’ll go first."

Then I ignore Frances and walk out.

But Frances still stares at me fiercely behind me. It seems that he want to tear me to pieces. I don’t feel eased until I get to the door.

I take a taxi to the airport in a hurry. About half an hour later, Noah comes out of it.

Actually, I don’t want him here. I agreed to his proposal that night, not because I love him, but because of other reason. Before, I couldn’t find an opportunity to explain to him. This time he flew to France to meet me. I don’t know how to gently refuse him.

"Honey, I miss you so much."

As soon as Noah sees me, he strides towards me and holds me in his arms.

I really don’t like the way he calls me.

There are some words that I must tell him now, or it will cause more harm in the future.

After thinking about it, I push Noah aside and say to him, "Noah, actually I have something to tell you. That night..."

Noah looks away from me. He says to me, "I’m so sleepy. I want to have a sleep first. I’ll talk with you later."

He looks tired. Without saying anything else, I take him back to the hotel.

He follows me to enter my room and lies in my bed.

He probably hints that he wants to sleep with me, so I say to him, "I’ll get you another room."

Noah doesn’t answer me with his eyes closed. I don’t know whether he hears me or not.

When I go to the front desk to make a reservation, I feel very sad.

It costs 1000 francs, about 7000 yuan, to book a room. But in order not to live with Noah, I have to bite my teeth and pay for the room.

I wish Noah won’t stay here for so many days.

When I get back to my room, Noah is snoring lightly. In order not to disturb him, I just sit by and wait for him to wake up.

At noon, Nicole knocks on my room.

"Have lunch together?" Nicole asks me.

I look into the room. Noah is still sleeping. I’m not sure if it’s right for me to leave without telling him.

Nicole seems to hear the sound inside and she also looks into the room.

"Who? You have a love affair after you come to France?" She blinks at me and suddenly walks into my room.

To my surprise, Noah, who was just asleep, now wakes up. He opens his eyes and smiles politely at Nicole, "Hello, I’m Jane’s fiance. We’re going to get married soon."