In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 199

Frances naturally isn’t satisfied with my actions and continues to ride vigorously.

But I still have my bottom line. Even if I bite my lips until they bleed, I will persevere not to make those embarrassing moaning sounds.

This is for my self-respect and in consideration of Noah.

“Jane, is that man outside so important?”

The man’s face turns dark and continues to thrust savagely into her.

I almost blacked out from those intense sensations. I feel the groans right at the tip of my tongue that will spill out at any moment.

No! I can’t let Noah hear it!

Frances remarks coldly and continues with his ravaging.

“Ah… ooh”

At the moment where I almost lost control, I lower my head and ruthlessly bite down on Frances’ shoulder.

Frances stops and glares sharply at me.

I can’t be bothered for much more. Since he didn’t make it easy for me, I’ll do the same to him.

“Release your bite.” The man says solemnly. The coldness of his body brought down the entire room’s temperature.

“No, unless you release me.” I continue to bite on his shoulder and as I mumble.

The man’s arm which is around my waist tightens and he forcibly thrusts causing my heart to tremble.

No, it’s too deep.

Just like that, Frances’ actions slowed somewhat but with each thrust, it penetrated to my deepest point. Before, I could still hold my bottom line. But towards the end, I don’t even have the energy to bite on his shoulder.

I moan along with his movements.

Frances’ strength is alarmingly good. Although he holds onto me with one arm, he can continue tirelessly.

I lost track of how long he ravages me until I hear a sound outside.

I am thinking that Noah must be awake. I desperately signal to Frances to stop but not only did he not stop, but he increases his intensity causing me to pant relentlessly.

Finish, I’m finished for real.

Noah must have heard it.

Frances grins even more. My heart sinks to the chasm.

After a while, Frances explodes inside me and releases me.

I drag my exhausted body and straighten my clothes and open the bathroom door and discover the bed is empty.

The room card on the table is missing.

“Looks like your beloved has heard everything.” Frances’ cold voice says behind me.

I know that he is doing these on purpose! He wants to hurt Noah and prevent me from seeing him again.

But what he has done is too extreme.

“Get out Frances! Get out!”

I push Frances out of the room angrily, slam the door forcefully, and then lean on the door as I am exhausted.

Noah only wanted a nice memory but this is the result. He must be feeling terrible inside.

I am not brave enough to call Noah. I am extremely embarrassed when I think about what just happened.

At five in the morning, I receive a message from Noah.

“I have left.”

The three simple words reveal the unlimited pain.

I sit on the bed and cry aloud bitterly.

The first love that was engraved in my heart, has finally come to an end.

Apart from crying, I can’t find a better way to say goodbye.

When Nicole arrives, my eyes are swollen. Even if she does not see Noah, she seems to know what is happening and didn’t ask me about it.

Donny is already waiting for us as we exit the hotel.