Kiss me tender novel Chapter 67

Turning her eyes, Melissa caught a glimpse of Colin. She still had a fever and felt her eyes burning. She was feeble. She didn't know why she lay here, as it was obvious that she was lying in bed in Colin's bedroom. But the last moment before she lost her consciousness, she saw Colin's face and even gave him a slap. So, it was Colin who took her back to his house?

"What's wrong with me?" Asked Melissa in a low voice.

Glancing at her feeble body, Colin angle couldn't bear to see her suffer, but he didn't know how to care, so he just said lightly, "your wound is inflamed!"

"Okay," said Melissa. She realized that her voice was very low. Maybe she caught a cold. Then she tried to stand up.

Seeing that, Colin immediately asked, "what do you want?"

In a cold tone, Melissa lifted the quilt, stretched out her feet and looked for her shoes. The she said, "leave here. I don't want to bring you any trouble."

"You!" Seeing her face, Colin was suddenly overwhelmed by anger. It was difficult for him to straighten out the mood and now he was choked by her again. Seeing that she was about to remove the needle, he pressed her hand and stopped her. Then he said, "do you have to do this, Melissa?"

Melissa saw that Colin stopped her, so she raised her head in confusion. At this time, she saw Colin's barely concealed anger rise again, his eyes full of faint anger, and his lips that had just spoken were already gritted.

In fact, Melissa didn't understand, she had tried her best not to make him angry, and she didn't want to bring any trouble to him. She just wanted to leave him alone. What else did he want? Or maybe he just didn't like her at all, so whatever she did was wrong.

"Let me go, Colin. I don't want to get involved with you anymore," said Melissa She slowly pushed his hand away, lowered her head and said, "I know you don't love me. You are just possessive about me. And your wish has been realized over the past five years. You have occupied me for five years. You have done a lot of things that you want to do. You want to take revenge on Avril. You don't want to give me a good life. You want to destroy everything I have. You have done everything. Why can't you let me go? "

She looked up at Colin and stated, "I don't have anything now. I don't look anything like Avril anymore. You can't find her in me. Besides, I've often annoyed you and made you angry. Why do you force me to stay? You won't be happy even if you force me to stay with you and torture me, will you? Then let go and give each other a chance to end our relationship. "

"Melissa, are you mad at me?" Colin ground his teeth in anger and said. He felt his heart ache when he saw her so indifferent.

Melissa lowered her head again and said indifferently, "I'm not mad at you. If I'm still mad at you, it means that I still love you and have unrealistic fantasies about you, so I can mad at you. But in fact, I have given up on you. I know you won't care about me no matter what happened, so why should I be angry? Now, I... I don't want to do anything to irritate you anymore. I don't see any hope from you. I don't want to struggle against you anymore. You can love your Avril forever. This has nothing to do with me, because I don't look like her at all anymore. Now I am just negotiating with you calmly! " She raised her head and looked into his eyes sincerely, "so I am really not mad at you. I want to make a rational decision to beg you to let me go, and to let yourself go! We're not meant for each other, are we? "

"Melissa, how do you know we're not meant for each other?" Colin asked coldly. There was pain in his eyes, pain in his heart that he could no longer hide. As if at this moment, the feeling he cared about this woman was getting stronger and stronger, so strong that he didn't want to let her go and don't want her to break up with him like this. They should still have something to do with each other. At the same time, he was very clear that he treated this woman not only for his possessiveness, but also for his own unclear feelings. That was an irresistible force that made him constantly attracted to her, closer to her, and wanted to hold her in his arms so that she wouldn't leave. Did he really fall in love with her? He fell in love with her unconsciously. The ridiculous thing was that he didn't realize it himself and kept torturing her until her heart died.

Colin held her hands tightly, trying to stop her from leaving the bed.

Melissa moved her hands, but he didn't loosen his grip, instead, he held her hand more tightly. "Do you think we are a good match? Why would a fake couple, who didn't love each other, end up together! Colin, you didn't love me, and I before... Although I have fantasized about you, that is all in the past. Since my parents knew our things, I have completely given up hope on you. I no longer have fantasies about you. Now I beg you to let me go. Why are you unwilling to let me go? Do you really want to force me to death like you forced Avril? "

The more Melissa said, the angrier she became. In the end, she even raised her voice. At the same time, Colin also snarled, he shouted very irrationally, "Melissa, it's not I don't want to let you go, but I don't want you to leave me, understand?"

After that, Colin was stunned. He didn't know why he had blurted out those words. It was as if the emotions inside of him were piling up to the limit, he couldn't suppress anymore and blurted it out. Totally reckless.

So after saying that, he felt a little regretful and turned his head away in embarrassment.

Shocked, Melissa stared at him as well. She didn't believe him, either. After a long while, Melissa asked, "what did you say just now?"

Colin forced himself to keep quiet as if he was going to make a fool of himself.

"Are you unwilling to part with me?" Melissa repeated his words. Why are you reluctant to part with me? Colin, why don't you unwilling to part with me?"

Melissa asked calmly, looked into his eyes, observing every change in him.

Unwilling to admit what he had said, Colin continued, "Melissa, haven't we gotten on well with each other as before? I promise I won't make you angry from now on. I'm sorry. It's all my fault. I'll apologize to you. I'll tell you what an asshole I am and I shouldn't have tortured you! Is it okay as long as you can stay well by my side in the future? "

Melissa looked at him in silence. His sincere apology made her feel ironic. She wanted to sneer, so she couldn't control herself. She sneered and said indifferently, "Colin! Is it so difficult to admit what you just said? Do you think I want to hear your apology now? Now I just want to hear your explanation. Why did you say that you didn't want me to leave? Are you kidding me? Or is it your true feeling that why you can't help crying it out? "

His words sounded like a cover up for his true feelings, and Melissa didn't want to listen to his apology. She would rather know whether he really didn't want her to leave? Why did he unwilling to see her leave? Did he have feelings for her? He didn't want her to leave because he loved her so much. So when he saw that she was going to leave, he didn't agree.

If he really unwilling to see her leave, it meant that he liked her, perhaps Melissa will be happier. If the man loved her, all the contradiction he had done to her would be explained; if the man loved her, then Melissa would be really happy. But he was unwilling to face his heart, he didn't tell her his real thoughts. She was disappointed.

Seeing that Colin still didn't reply, Melissa asked tentatively, "Colin, do you also love me?"

It was like an electric shock to Colin. He let go of her hand, and then sat back in an awkward position. But soon, he recovered to his composure and spread his arms, speaking nonchalantly, "Melissa, do you think I'll like about you?" But as he said this, Colin was somewhat regretful. Why did he say that? Why did he couldn't admit it? In fact, he really... He might like her.

Melissa looked at him coldly. In fact, when she heard his words, her eyes turned a little dim and disappointed. But she still stared at him calmly, "I don't know, so I want to ask you, Colin, do you like me?"

She stared at him so hard as if she could see through his mind. At the moment, he wanted to escape from her, in short, he didn't want to face her and let her see through him. Thus, he put his hands into his trouser pockets and sneered in a cool posture: "hem, women are always so naive. Keep dreaming! Go back to your daydream! " After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave her room.

All of a sudden, Melissa coldly asked, "Colin, is it so difficult to tell me your true feelings?"

Colin stopped subconsciously, he seemed a little guilty, but soon he continued to walk forward.

Melissa gritted her teeth and demanded coldly, "If you will admit your heart now and say you like me, I'll stay, and that I'll stay with you for the rest of my life, will you?"

Hearing Melissa's words, Colin froze, his feet as if they were bewitched by something and he couldn't move at all.

Melissa said again, "I'm telling the truth. I haven't given up on you yet. If you like me and you are willing to admit it, I'll forgive you and be with you. I have no other requests. I just want you to admit that you love me. I just want to hear you say personally that you love me! "

As Melissa said this, she clenched her fists. Because it was the first time for her to expose her thoughts to him. It was the first time that she let down her self-esteem and told him that she still liked him. As long as he was willing to admit that he liked her too, she could forget what he had done and continue to be with him. But she wasn't sure whether Colin would admit that he like her, or if he turn around, or even give her a warm hug.

She still loved him, so when she heard that there was still a glimmer of hope, she had put down her dignity and told him frankly that she didn't care about anything now. She just wanted him to admit that he liked her. She loved him for so many years. All she wanted to hear from him was that he also liked her!

Finally, Colin turned around, his eyes fixed on Melissa. Melissa also looked at him eagerly. Colin widened his mouth, Melissa was waiting for him to continue.