Kiss me tender novel Chapter 187

"Melissa, let's get married!"

Melissa was totally shocked by this sentence. She stared at Colin for a long time before asking, "What did you say?"

Colin held her face in his hands, stroked her long hair, and told her earnestly again, "I want to marry you, Melissa. I am telling the truth! I didn't lie to you! I've thought it through these days. I just want you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. That's all. So we get married now! "

Melissa shoved him away and shouted hysterically, "Colin, have you considered my feelings? You decide to get married then I should get married. Have you ever asked for my opinion? "

Seeing her get mad, Colin held her in his arms and comforted her, "Don't cry. I respect your decision now. Come with me."

Colin ushered her to his room. Before they entered, a strong fragrance of flowers approached Melissa. She turned to him and asked, "What do you want?"

But Colin just held her hand and said, "Go in and have a look!" There was still a captivating smile on his face, which was from the bottom of his heart. It seemed that all his happy mood was shown.

Melissa hadn't seen his sincere smile for a long time, and she was more curious about what was in the room. She pushed the door open, and was shocked by what she saw.

She saw the bright red all over the room. Colin used thousands of roses to decorate the room. Petals were scattered all over the floor, and in the middle of the floor, there was a heart shape, in the shape of roses, which was very eye-catching and bright. Several vases on the table were also arranged with a bunch of bright roses. The opposite wall was surrounded by thousands of roses, forming a huge heart.

It was so fabulous that it would only appear in fairy tales. Even Melissa couldn't believe it was true. She stood there, staring at the fairy tale, in a daze.

Colin held her hand and asked smilingly, "Do you like it? How about the fireworks Eric prepared for you compare to this? I ordered a bouquet of 10000 roses from YN City and sent them to you by air. To show my sincerity, I managed to get them for you by myself. From this morning till now, I have specially designed every scene and style here. Do you feel my heart for you? "

There was a great sadness in Melissa's heart, but she didn't know whether it was sadness or gratitude. Tears welled up again, and she choked, "Why do you have to do this? Why are you doing this? "

Colin gently wiped her tears with his palms and forced her to face him. "You said I'm not romantic, and I'm not as gentle as Eric. So you don't feel happy being with me, do you? So I want to prove that I can also make you moved. I did all of this because I wanted you to feel my true heart. I make you stay with me not out of selfishness and possessiveness, but because I really loved you. I love you, Melissa. You don't need to hesitate and worry. I did all of these sincerely. Can't you give me a chance? "

Feeling heartbroken, Melissa cried even harder. She recalled what Colin had done to Avril on Avril's birthday and those days. He was very romantic and grand, not spending a lot of money or fame, but arranging each poetic scene to mourn Avril. However, he was always indifferent to her birthday or their festivals. Even if there were gifts, they were all expensive, but he did it with his heart. She envied Avril so much at that time, and she hoped that Colin would treat her as well as he treated Avril. But Colin didn't do it, until she left sadly and in despair, he still didn't do it.

Now with so many difficulties, she had thought that she and he should not have a happy ending. He went after her in turn and put on such a big array to move her. Honestly speaking, Melissa was touched as she was so longing for what was going to happen to her. However, the attitude she had now was totally different. She was no longer the girl she used to be. If she saw such a scene again, she would only be worried and it would be difficult for her to make a choice between her parents and Colin. It would only make her more painful.

Melissa shook her head and sobbed, "It's too late, too late, I can't be with you!"

Colin held her shoulders and asked, "Why not? You can be with Eric, but you can't be with me? You like me. Why can't you be with me? "

"Have you ever thought about the situation that we are in? Because of our identity and background, we are not allowed to be together," Said Melissa, pushing him away. Tears streamed down her face. Melissa said sadly, "Since five years ago, you and I have an illicit contract, we can't be together any more. My parents will never allow me to be with a man who used to raise me or even rape me. For them, reputation is more important than life! What about your mother? Will Mrs. Fannie agree us to be together? Mrs. Fannie needs a daughter-in-law with a strong background to help her seize property, but I have nothing. Besides, I look like the Avril that she hates so much. She definitely will not agree us to be together! You know what your mother will do. Why don't you think about it? "

As she snapped back in pain, Colin held her arms and asked, "It's none of your business? You don't have to worry about my mother. I will deal with it and protect you. I will never allow anything like Avril to happen again. As for your parents, I will make an appointment with them when we find a proper time. I will explain it clearly to them. "

Melissa shook her head again in an attempt to get rid of him. But Colin held her hand more tightly and said in a cold voice, "Melissa!"

Finally, Melissa answered, "My father is still sick. I can't take the risk. They won't agree. You will only stimulate him more!"

"How do you know whether they agree or not if we don't have a try?" Colin asked coldly. He wanted to fight for it, but her cowardice made him angry.

Melissa shook her head sorrowfully, "Colin, I won't do that. Don't push me again."

She had no expectation for their future. She had muddled along with him. Now that he was so determined to be with her, she couldn't get rid of him so that she had to stay with him and only hoped that he wouldn't hurt Eric and the others. But now he was forcing her to marry him. How could it be possible? Nobody knew how difficult it would be for them to be together. First of all, they could not pass the test of her parents. Moreover, Mrs. Fannie was a powerful woman. Mrs. Fannie was definitely more terrible than anyone else.

There were too many people involved in the marriage and it might hurt many innocent people. She dared not take a risk to try it. She would rather live a life without fame and money, than break this kind of dark and peaceful life.

Hearing that, Colin held her in his arms and forced her to face him, pinching her chin. "Do you love me, Melissa?"

Melissa raised her head and looked at him through her teary eyes, but didn't know how to answer him.

Squinting at Melissa with a ferocious look, Colin said, "You love me, why don't you fight for it? Do you like to live in the dark like this? Nothing is impossible. Only those who dare not fight for it is never possible! Don't you want to hold a grand wedding with me? If you don't want to marry the man you love and have children with him, will you live a happy life for the rest of your life? Do you like this kind of life that you are neither admitted nor accepted? You know I won't let you go, so why don't you fight for the sight with me? After all, you love me. If you can't be with me but marry another man you don't love and have children with him, don't you think your life will be full of regrets? Melissa, you can fight for it with me, right? "

Melissa stared at him, tears streaming down her face.

As a narcissistic, cruel and overbearing man, Colin reached all his assumptions based on that he must get her. Except for that, he never thought that as long as he let her go, she could also get light. However, the most pathetic thing was that she fell in love with such a man. She loved him but hated him so much. She saw him being overbearing and doing everything to get what he wanted, but she still couldn't ruthlessly hate him to the core! Colin was overbearing, then she made base.

Melissa's lips trembled as she murmured, "Colin, that's impossible..." She still had hope for the future. She didn't want to break this peaceful life in a remote place even if she had to live in pain in the dark. Perhaps after she broke the darkness, she would be doomed eternally. Would she be able to receive the light? She didn't have the courage to take the risk!

Then Colin held her chin tightly and said fiercely, "Look at me! Do you love me or not?"

Melissa said nothing, just biting her lips.

"It seems you need to be completely open to tell me!" Colin held her tightly in his arms and kissed her violently, trying to force her to tell him the truth.

"No, I won't." Melissa revolted, not knowing how to face such a formidable man.

However, Colin held her more tightly and tried to kiss her. Then he lifted her abruptly. One step on the bright red petals, one step on the well decorated heart-shaped logo, he put her on the bed, and then on top of her, he kissed her passionately.

Colin held her head in his hands, intently kissing her in order to stimulate her passion. Melissa wanted to push him away, but was held back by him. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to reject him, but her heart accepted him, struggling with the pain and hatred, she didn't know what to do.

Melissa gradually lost the strength to resist. She lost her will to insist when she was forced to half seduce him. She hesitated in a dilemma, but she couldn't help his luring. Finally, she chose to yield in his love and sweet words.

Colin said, "Take me in, and follow your wishes. Leave everything to me. Don't think too much. As long as you enjoy the love I give you, I will do everything for you! For our future... "

His words made her eyes blur. Melissa couldn't see his face clearly, and she could only remember what he said. She fell in the enthusiasm he made...

But could she trust him for real?