Kiss me tender novel Chapter 201

Colin continued, "She disliked me that I was always fighting and dominated the school. I changed all my bad habits for her, refused all my friends, and even broke up with my brothers who lived and died together with me. For this, my brothers all called me not a man and traitor! God knows what I hate most is a traitor who doesn't care about love and friendship, but for her, I have endured everything! ! She disliked my poor grades and always acted like a hooligan. Well, for her sake, I only slept 5 hours a day and I used all my time to study. I shamelessly went to ask the teacher who once pointed at me and cursed at me to help me with my studies. Finally, I entered a university that everyone praised. Many people didn't believe that I changed too fast in one or two years, and after 4 years, I was recommended to the famous American University. But even so, she still didn't recognize me! She thought I didn't want to go further. When I was in college, I began to learn to run the Ling Group. At such a young age, I was recognized by many senior leaders, and I was in charge of a regional branch company! But she was still not satisfied. She thought that I was not good enough to her, but I had paid my heart and soul to her. I almost kneelt down to her. I gave her whatever she wanted, but she still couldn't accept me. In the end, she ended her relationship with me by death, and even with suicide. Why did she do that? "

"Because you can't give her what she wanted at all!" Before he lost control, Melissa finally spoke up. She had to force him to face his mistake. "You never asked her what she wanted. You couldn't give her what she wanted, but you forced her to take what she didn't want! This would only make her more painful! You always think that you have given her a lot of things, but she can't accept them. What do you want her to do? So this is the contradiction between you and her, forcing her to commit suicide in the end! "

She was also very angry, because when Melissa spoke of Avril, she also talked about herself. What she was experiencing now was the same fate as Avril. It was a tragedy for the two of them to meet the same man, and this man did not know to change himself after the death of Avril was her biggest tragedy.

"Now do you also think that what I give is not what Avril wants? She said I was domineering, I changed for her, she said I couldn't study well, and I also worked hard. She said I couldn't make progress, and I also made progress for her, and I did many times better than she expected. Wasn't this what she wanted? Since she doesn't want it, why did she ask me to do this? " Colin asked painfully. His heart ached so much that he tightened his grip on Melissa's chin.

It hurt so much that she frowned. She grabbed his hand and said, "Colin, let me go. I'm not Avril! You hurt me! "

"Yes, you are not Avril. You are Melissa. But do you think what I give you is not as good as that of Avril?" Colin still didn't let her go and forced and question her.

"What did you give me? What you give me is always one hundred times worse than Avril's. Moreover, what you gave Avril might not be what she wanted! You said that Avril had made a lot of requests to you, and you had changed a lot for her. Those requests may be what Avril as looking forward to, but they were definitely not what she wanted most in her heart! When a woman faced a man's entanglement and she felt helplessness, she could only mention something insignificant, because the man would not satisfy what she really wanted, so she could only seek what was less attractive than her original objective. But even if you met her requirements, she would not be happy, because those were not what she really wanted. Do you understand this state of mind? Do you understand the painful state of mind that you can't get what you want but you force to take what you don't want? "

As she spoke, Melissa couldn't help but get excited. That predicament happened to be her predicament, so when she cried out, it was so heartbreaking that it pierced into Colin's heart like a needle.

Colin looked at her, with complex emotions in his eyes. He finally let go of his hand slowly, and at the same time, his hand was shaking. He muttered, "You can't get what you want, but what you don't want is forced to you? Is it pain? …… It turns out that you and I are on the same path! It turned out... Am I slowly adding what I have experienced to you gradually? "

He smiled bitterly in pain and slowly retreated. His hands inserted into his hair, revealing a very embarrassed, decadent, and painful look. "You can't get what you want, but what you don't want is always imposed on you..." He murmured these words in a more depressed and painful tone, and his strong arms were shaking all the time.

Melissa didn't know what was wrong with him. She had never seen him like this, as if he was very sensitive and fragile tonight. She didn't know what had happened to him and why he had said such painful words, so she couldn't understand his feelings. She just looked at him blankly, but she wouldn't give in. They were not meant to be together. She wouldn't change her mind no matter how much he said or tried to persuade her, because they were not meant to be together!

She had gone through a roundabout path before, which made his parents refuse to recognize her. Mrs. Fannie had also exerted so much pressure on her, and now a daughter of her father's best friend appeared as his fiancee. If she fought for him, she would offend uncle Austin and hurt her father's heart. Her father would be pissed off by her! Her father attached great importance to reputation and friendship, especially after the disaster, uncle Austin was the most important one of her father's few comrades in arms. How could she be so selfish to destroy her father's friendship?

So, regardless of the pain on Colin's face, Melissa just said coldly, "Colin, let's break up!"