Life After the Storm novel Chapter 78

Now it's time to figure out what is next. Do we rebuild this pack where it stands or should we let it where it burned down. To be honest I want to leave this place. All this place reminds me of is what I lost. Even though some of my happiest memories are here. I think I can say I'm finally ready to move on. I'm ready to start my life without my family. I know that it has taken me a long time to get to this point but I'm ready now.

I'm not even sure who the leader of this pack is. I don't even think they have one. The pack is having a meeting to decide on its future. It has been a week since the attack. It has been so quiet. Those that were injured are finally healing with the power of Landon and me. We healed all those that we were able to. There were innocent lives lost but their lives will be celebrated.

We are having a memorial for them later on today. I want to speak up to remember those that I killed also. I know that they attacked us and killed innocent pack members but they are also werewolves our own kind. That should mean something I know that most will disagree. I just hope maybe I can convince them. All I ever wanted was revenge on those that hurt my family. But I figured out that revenge only brings me pain.

I hate the fact that my family had to die because of others wanting power. But I can't change what is already done. I want to make them pay. But if that means losing myself too is it really worth it. I have already lost so much I have been unhappy for so long it is time for me to put the past behind me and move forward.

If that means forgiving those that hurt me I need to just do it or I'm never going to be able to live a happy life. I'm always just going to be angry all the time. I'm so tired of fighting. I want things to become normal again. I want to get out of this place and start to live life to the fullest.

Before I was scared but now I'm not scared to live without my family. I know that I can do it and I know that I can be happy. I hear a knock At my cabin door. I jump it, scaring me not expecting it. I then go to check and see who it is. I see that it is Landon. I open the door "What do you want, Landon?"

"I just wanted to check up on you and make sure that you were okay."

I don't let him say another word as I grab ahold of him around the collar of his shirt and I pull him into the cabin. I can feel my pussy getting wet wanting his cock in between my legs. I then throw him up against the wall and begin kissing his neck as my kisses lead down his chest. 

Making my way to his hard throbbing cock as I insert it in my cock hungry mouth I gag from his length going down my throat. He then grabs me by my hair and begins mouth fucking me as his moans are making my pussy crave his cock even more. I then feel his warm liquid feel my mouth allowing it to go down my throat loving his taste.

He then picks me up with his strong hands and throws me onto the bed. He wastes no time as he rips my pants off. I watch as he smiles when he notices I don't have any panties on. He then settles his face in between my legs fuck I can't help but shiver from all the pleasure I'm receiving as he licks my pussy I squirm he stops me from moving as he then clasps on to my thighs making me unable to move.

God, he is making me feel so fucking good I don't ever want it to end. As my fingers grip on to the bedsheets, I scream out not being able to hold it in any longer as I have an orgasm. My entire body goes limp and I can't move. Next thing I know he then flips me onto my stomach and arches my ass up and slips his large cock in my already juicy pussy and begins fucking me. My already pulsating pussy tightens once

 again as I have another orgasm. He grips on my ass cheeks as he begins to pound me even harder. I can tell he is getting ready to cum. He then pulls out and I feel his warm liquid cover my back.

I then collapse onto my stomach as he collapses next to me. I can't help but just smile. I roll onto my back not even sure what to say to him and I then go on to my side to face him. I can tell he is unsure how to react to me, also. We just stay silent. I then put my head on his chest and just lay with him and simply just say nothing.

No matter how hard I want to hate Landon, I can't he does something to me. That just makes me need him more than anything in this life. I know that he did something unforgiving but I can't help wanting all of him. I can't hold on to the past if I'm ever going to have a future. No matter the pain he caused me, I love him. I'm not sure if I can play this game of not wanting him any longer. 

I look up to him and break the silence. Scared of what I'm about to say but I just say it. "Landon I love you I'm tired of pretending that I don't when I know I am still in love with you still."

He smiles "Lilly I love you too. I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I will never hurt you again, I promise."

"I know because if you ever hurt me again I will kill you."

I smile at him and jump up from the bed and go to pick up my clothes to get dressed. "Get up we need to figure out what is best for all of us as a pack on what we are going to do. The memorial starts soon and we need a plan."