Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 51

   Episode-51 "I am Celeste"

  Celeste's POV:

        He got up and his silence is intimidating...

he got close and grabbed my hand, he made my moments frozen as he pushed me on

the table, now I was between the table and his chest.. not to close but not to

far... the distance was not letting me ease..

 He said, "Miss.

Millar.... I don't care what you think of me.. or what you think of

yourself...  but I am making it clear you

are in no place to talk back to me... your job is to listen whatever I say.. and

do as I say..." he said this calmly but anger was dripping down his words.. he

will hurt me or what.. he killed people in front of me... will he kill me because

I talk back?... I don't want to die for sure...

      He grabbed my

chin and made me look in his dangerous eyes, he warned, "I have a gun.. and I

don't mind wasting my bullets to end a small life like yours.. don't  test my patience... I promise your family won't

even find what happened to you.." I pushed him in fear.. I got away from just

few steps, my feet's frozen in fear,  I

said trembling, "y-you... can't... k-kill.. me because you are angry... I am human... I

have feelings..."

 He took a step close

to me as smirked, he spoke, "ah... you are testing luck I guess...." I moved my

feet's back as I fear him.. I lost my step, I was about fall, his hands grabbed

mine and pulled me close to him.. the next moment I realized, my lips are on

his... my eyes went wide, he was surprised to... I saw him closing his eyes, his

hand went to my cheeks and he started moving his lips...  for a moment it felt good, my first kiss....

But as I felt him deepening the kiss my inner self said to me, "he takes you

for Isabella..."

   I got back to my

senses.. I tried to pushed him away, he was too strong, I was in tears,, I am

not a substitute.. he grabbed into me tight as I tried to move... at one point I

gathered my all energy and pushed him.. I said, "SIR...." He looked at me as if

he was surprised.. he whispered, "Isab-"

  I screamed, "CELESTE!!!!...

I am Celeste..." I wiped my tears and had a glance at him, he was looking down

fighting to himself... I walked out of the room as fast I can... something hurts

inside...  I closed the door of the cabin

and said to myself, "forget this day.. forget it... nothing happened.. he was in

no sense... this was a delusion for him and it should be same for you..." but my

tears never stopped, I hate being a substitute... he kissed me, he took my first

kiss assuming it was someone else... this feeling of being just a substitute

breaks my heart.... he is broken inside and breaking me too.. why he kissed me?