Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 190

   Episode-189 why are you hesitating?

     Ernest's POV:

                              She was breathing heavily as I released... I

wasn't done, I want more... I haven't touched her for long... I picked her in my

arms and took her to the bed room.... I didn't waited...  but I am angry on her.. really mad... this

ring... I hate it on her..

    I entered again,

and started th*sting...she grasped in pain and pleasure... I want her to know this

is punishment, but I want to love her..... I get crazy when it comes to this

women... she is making me crazy...

    I spanked her, and

she yelped, I said, "how dare you get engaged to someone when you are mine?" I

know she was in no state to answer...  I

really didn't plan to taker body again today.... I just couldn't let her stay

there today, I don't trust Steven Murray... I wanted to see her.. or I would have

killed someone in anger... and this  not

the plan.. but as she was close to me, I lost the control...

   After few more

minutes, I increased the speed and she is trying to hide her m*ans... I know she

might have got to her  mind back... I

successfully manipulated her in the kiss, no it was not manipulation, it is her

inner feelings that she is hiding behind her angry.... and now by the way she is

reacting I know, she is back on hating me... but you can't run, Celeste.. I will

tire you so much that you can't even move......  it's better to see you hate me rather than in someone else's arm....

      When I was done,

she was almost warn out.. she closed her eyes and I moved close to her, kissing

her forehead and I whispered in her ear, "I love you..." I covered her with the

comforter.. I sat here looking at her fragile self.. you made crazy, Celeste... I

was never liked weak and fragile girls, Isabella was different than you, she

was a bad girl... but I want you the way you are.... I can't believe I love you so

much... I like your innocence, your delicate nature and your pure heart... I don't

want you to change but I am changing without knowing.. like you are doing this

to me... you are fixing the broken person again... you are fixed this broken heart

then how am I supposed to let you go...

 Never in my life, I

had this patience with someone..... no one stayed alive after being against me...

and I am ready to forgive your every silly as well as big mistakes... what are

you doing to me.... I know she fell asleep....

    I searched for a

towel in the wardrobe, there is nothing much here... I wrapped it around my

waist... I went downstairs to get my clothes... after I was done wearing my pants..

I called Davis and said on the phone, "Davis... send some clothes here for both

of us and I want every detail about what Steven Murray is doing...."

  I ended the call, I

spotted her phone too, I took it and went to the room again, I slept beside her

and I couldn't take my eyes off her... I clicked a picture of her and then

embraced her... I said knowing she won't listen, "why don't you return to me?...

I can give you everything and no one can love you like me.... Celeste... why are

you hesitating?"