Married at 19 novel Chapter 45

　　I have been locked up in my room for several days now. Oh god.....I missed him so much. The last time I saw him was when Nick knocked him out at the lobby.

　　How could Nick did that to him.

　　The image that kept playing on my mind and I felt like I want to hit Nick with my own hand because of his stupid doing.

　　I can't contact him or anyone else because my father took my phone or even my laptop away from me.

　　Argh...this is so frustrating!!!

　　So I just laying on my bed, thinking about my poor Nathan.

　　Nathan..... I'm so worried about you. Did you eat your meals? Did you feel sick again? I'm sorry for not being there with you. I tried to, but they won't let me.

　　Sometimes my little sister sneakily went inside of my room to comfort me but she couldn’t do anything in order for me to contact Nathan back. Our daddy made her swear not to let me use any phone or anything.

　　“Are you okay, sis?” she asked me as she managed to get inside of my room again.

　　“Please let me out of here,” I begged for her to help me.

　　“Oh no I can’t do that, sis,” she declined. “You know daddy will furious more if he knew that I was helping you. I’ll be dead too, sis.”

　　“Yeah, you were right,” I wiped the tears from my eyes. “I don’t want you to be in trouble too.”

　　“Here, I took it from the kitchen,” she handed me over a bowl of snacks. “It’s your fav snacks. Just eat it and try to calm down. I’m sure you will meet Nathan again soon.”

　　I spent my time on Bella’s room where it was the only place which it could remind me of her.

　　Oh God, I miss her so much.

　　I felt like I almost losing my sanity when think about what happened.

　　Now my friends didn't even want to help me anymore after knew the truth about what actually happened. I know, it's all my faults....and Sasha was right, I deserved this.

　　But, anyway, it was Taylor’s fault. This couldn’t be happened if he didn't send the image.

　　He's a jerk!!!

　　I tried to go to her house for several times, but Mr Dawson hired the bodyguards to keep me away from his mansion. I will be throw out of his property if the guards ever saw me. Besides, I didn't see her at the university too, maybe her father has taken control over her.

　　My friends didn't talk to me or even look at me. They are all abandoning me including Henry Lee, my idiotic senior. I was all alone this time and no one not willing to help me ever. Not even my closest friend Sasha and Seth.

　　I bumped into Taylor for several times and he always try to mock me about the incident and we even have a fight almost every day where the dean of my campus strictly suspended me for acted violently in campus.

　　So here I am at the bar spending my time here alone, drinking and returned home with drunk and sometimes crying all over in the living room or even in her room.

　　“Bella…I miss you so much…” I said while looking at her picture on my phone until I fell asleep on her bed.

　　Flashback

　　It was the memory when we were camping out at the lake last weekend. The day after that stupid Taylor came to disturb me and Bella.

　　“Nathan….” I heard an angelic voice was calling for me. “Hey wakey-wakey…sleepy head,” and I could even feel someone was caressing my cheeks while I was sleeping.

　　“Bella?” I called for her.

　　“Yes, Nathan,” she answered me back.

　　I opened my eyes and it was so blurry but I could see her figure right beside me. “Morning baby.”

　　She giggles, “Hey…sweet talker, get up already,” she said while pinching my nose. “Everyone is already wake up, it was only you who still asleep.

　　“Really…but hey, how do you get in here, huh?” I grabbed her on her waist and pulled her into my hug. “This is the guys’ tents and….”

　　She cuts me in by putting her index finger against my lips, “Yes I was sneaking a peek for you, Nate baby…” she whispered.

　　“Whoa…girl,” I was in disbelief when heard her. “Why you acted so naughty like this…”

　　She giggles, “Hmm…it’s because this is the only for me to wake you up, sleepyhead,” then planted a kiss on his head. “Now wake up already and eat your breakfast before Chuck ate them.”

　　“Alright…alright….” I released the hug. “I’ll get up now…” I followed her got out from the tent where Sasha, Cecilia and Seth were standing outside of the tent with smirks forming on their face.

　　“I never thought Nathan could be so spoil over a girl and Bella could be naughty like that…wow that was impressive,” Cecilia said sarcastically before burst of laughter along with Sasha.

　　Bella was already hiding in my arms, covering her blushing hard I guess because this was surely embarrassing for both of us. Meanwhile for Seth, he just rolled over her eyes as his met mine, showing that he was not interested with the whole thing.

　　“Oh stop disturbing us, will you,” I said to both of girls who were still laughing. “As if you didn’t act like that with your boyfriends. Anyway, we already married and we can to whatever we like.”

　　“Whatever dork…” Sasha replied. “I will handle you myself if you did something bad to Bella or even make her cry or something.”

　　I gulped for once.

　　“Yeah…you’ll be dead, Nathan…” Cecilia added.

　　“Oh stopped, you guys,” Bella interrupted. “Come on, Nate, just ignore them.”