Married at 19 novel Chapter 53

　　I woke up on Nathan’s arm and he is still asleep, soundly. He seems a bit cold, so I pulled up the blanket to cover our naked body. He then pulled me closer to me, where our faces just inches away.

　　I slide some of his hair that covering his eyes. Then my finger slides down to his jaw line which looked so sharp that almost gave me a cut.

　　I saw his cheeks move a bit, as if like he was controlling from smiling.

　　"Why are you awake so early?" He said with a raspy voice without opening his eyes.

　　"I feel a bit cold...so I pulled the blanket when you, *pinch his nose* pull me closer to you. So I just can't resist myself from examining my good looking husband."

　　He laughed. "Just like the old times, huh?"

　　I raise one of my eyebrows. "What do you mean?"

　　He pulls me into his hug and then rests his chin on my forehead.

　　"The day when you got sick and I slept with you, remember?"

　　"B-but...you're sleeping, how..c-cou..."

　　He cut me in. "I already awake that time. And you're staring at me, touching my cheek like just now."

　　I pushed him a bit so I could face him again. "I really thought that you still asleep that time."

　　He opens his eyes, revealing his beautiful ocean eyes. "No, I wasn't, I just pretend to sleep that time."

　　"You, you're so mean, Nathan." I pinched his cheeks.

　　He laughed. "Don't be mad....I'm just curious why you looked at me like that. Seriously, I really don't know that you already in love with me that time. But now I'm madly in love with you. *tickles my right side* What did you do to me? *tickles more* Tell me..Bella...tell me now...."

　　"Stop it *laugh* it's ticklish. Please, Nathan." I was struggling to stop him from tickling me.

　　"Alright....alright....I'll stop now."

　　I took a deep breath and exhaled it back, he totally makes me tired of laughing.

　　"You're so mean!!" I whined.

　　He chuckled. "Sorry about that."

　　I rest my head on his chest, listening every of his heartbeats while he was playing with my long hair.

　　"Can I ask you something." He suddenly spoke after a minute of silence. "But please don't be mad, okay?"

　　"Mmm...what is it?" I answered while twirling my finger in a circular motion around his bare chest.

　　"Alright... *breathe in*... um... if I one day I had an accident and lost my memory, how are you gonna make me remember you?"

　　I move a bit so I could face my husband. "Seriously, Nathan?"

　　He nodded. "Yeah....I'm totally serious right now."

　　Why I feel a bad feeling when heard his weird question.

　　"Bella? Baby?" He snapped his finger. "Hello....are you listening to me?"

　　"U-um....yes." I replied.

　　"So, what are you gonna do?" He is waiting for my answer. "To make me remember back about you?"

　　I sighed. "Fine.... since you eager to know, I'll tell you, this instant. I will recreate all the memory that we have together, our dates, our sweet words, how we first met, how you confessed your feeling to me and besides, since I'm studying in medical, I will try my best to find a way to bring back your memory."

　　He suddenly hugs me tightly that made me hardly to breathe. "You're the best wife ever, Bella and I love you so much."

　　"Na-Nathan.....I....I c-can't breathe."

　　He quickly breaks the hug. "Oopps....sorry." he then gave me a grin.

　　"Now stop talking nonsense. You're scaring me."

　　"Okay, I'm so sorry for scaring you." He poked gently on my forehead.

　　I rubbed his messy hair. "Attaboy."

　　*

　　The day Nathan will depart to New York...

　　I helped Nathan to tie his necktie around his neck. My heart feels so heavy to let him go to the business trip, although it's only a week.

　　"Hey, why are you look so sad?" He lifts my chin a bit. "Are you okay?"

　　I faked a smile to him. "I'm fine."

　　He puts his hands around my waist. "I promise I will return home after finish all my works there. Then we will go out for a date."

　　"I'll miss you, Nathan." I hug him tightly.

　　He hugs me back. "I'll miss you too, Baby."

　　He planted a kiss on my forehead after breaking the hug. "I'll be going now, okay?"

　　I nodded. "Be safe..."

　　He took his luggage and walk towards the front door.

　　"Nathan...." I stopped him by grabbing his arm.

　　"Yes..." he turned his head in my direction.

　　I took big paces towards him and kissed him deeply on his lips. "I love you, Nathan." I said between our kisses.

　　He smiled. "I love you too, my Baby."

　　*

　　At the airport......

　　At the airport