Married at 19 novel Chapter 58

　　Ivy and Nick took a good of me while I was pregnant with my baby. Sometimes they even brought me to the park in order to take some fresh air, plus a pregnant woman also required to frequently walking so that they can give birth easily.

　　Sasha and Cecilia also brought me to the mall so we could buy some baby stuffs and they were so excited about it. They bought so many things for me and my baby even though I was still at early stage.

　　Surprisingly, I always craved for Nathan’s favourite food which was olio spaghetti and I could not eat anything instead of it. Luckily, I was not getting bored of it so, I just getting along with the baby so he will grow healthy until it is the time for me to give birth for him.

　　I rested myself at my room after ate my dinner which Ivy brought me. I just felt so weak today since I walked so much at the park accompanied by Nick, my cousin.

　　“I really can’t wait to see him,” a husky voice said to me while resting his head on my huge tummy.

　　I smiled while looking at his excited face, “Me too, Nathan…” I rubbed his hair while he was trying to hear the baby movement inside of my tummy. “Aww…he’s kicking,”

　　“Yeah…I heard him…” Nathan smiled widely while staring at me with his sparkling eyes. “Danish might be a very good player in sport just like me,”

　　I knitted my eyebrow, “You think, I’m gonna let him play sport. Of course not…not a chance,”

　　Nathan, my cute husband pouts his lips, “But…he...oh come on Bella,”

　　“Nope,” I stubbornly said.

　　“Fine…” he pretended to be sulking with me that made me giggled a bit. But he vanished just like that as I was about to grabbed his arm. And I noticed that it was just my imaginary if Nathan was still alive. He might be so much happy when knew that I was pregnant our precious child.

　　It was two months left before I expected to give birth of my baby and my friends along with my family threw a baby shower party special for me. My father already modified a room where it was special for Danish as soon as he born into this world. The room was just next door to mine, so it will be a lot of easier for me to take care of him.

　　The party seemed nice, thanks to Sasha and Cecilia for making sure it would not bored for me and other guests. I really owed them so much.

　　I was sitting on the living room as tired for standing for awhile when Seth suddenly approached me, “Bella…” he did not dare to look in my eyes not after he told me the bad news about Nathan.

　　“Oh, Seth, hi…” I replied him awkwardly. “I didn’t noticed you were here…sorry.”

　　I saw him took a deep breath and exhaled it back before made his mind to look at me in the eyes. He seemed serious, and his eyes were glimmering with tears too. “I should the one to be sorry to you,” he spoke out.”

　　I remained silent and let him to speak. I know he blamed himself for what happened to Nathan but it almost a year now. So I think it is the time for me to forgive him.

　　“I’m sorry for being so weak and couldn’t save Nathan that day,” he said. “You can mad at me, I don’t care…it was my fault and I deserved it.”

　　“Seth,” I cut him in. “It’s alright, don’t blame yourself again. It has been a year now and I already accepted the truth about Nathan. Besides, I don’t want to be sad anymore, for my baby’s sake. So you should too...for Sasha’s sake. You’ve been avoiding her right? I know…because I saw it. Please treat her better and be with her when she needs you, she deserve it.”

　　His tears fell down on his cheeks, “B-ut…”

　　“Now be a man, stop crying like a kid, I’m okay, believe me,” I patted his shoulder. “Now wipe your tears and make her happy, will you?”

　　He finally curved a smile, “I will, thanks Bella. You’re really a good friend,” the wiped his tears out of her cheeks.

　　“You’re welcome.”