Married at 19 novel Chapter 83

　　Mann....I shouldn't be so careless. Now Bella is mad at me, and our son is missing.

　　I know the culprit must be Drake because there's no other person will do this kidnapping thing. I still remember all the details where I accidentally heard their conversation at the bar that day. He's the one who was trying to kill me in the plane 4 years ago. But, I can't tell the police, or my son's life will be in danger.

　　I have to think the other way, yeah....something that will not risk Danish's life.

　　I'm waiting for the information about my son at the police station and the weather too, starts to cold now since it's the winter season now.

　　God, I'm so worried about Danish.

　　Where could he be? I hope the kidnapper wouldn't hurt him.

　　Bella, she's here and seems really mad at me. I even told her to return home but, she insisted not to. Well, I'm just worried about her since it's start snowing today and I....I....don't want something bad to happen to our son too.

　　I just can't....

　　"Here, I brought you some food," I said to Bella who is sitting at a chair at the corner of the police station while showing her the food that I bought for her.

　　She even didn't look at me instead just locking her gaze down to the floor.

　　I crouched in front of her so I could facing her. "Bella, I don't want you to be sick, please eat a bit, you haven't eat anything since this afternoon." I put my right palm on her hands.

　　She suddenly swatted my hand away from her."Don't touch me!" And her action really shocked me because I never seen her like this before.

　　"I know I'm so careless for losing our son. If we didn't go to that place, he would not be kidnap. It was all my faults, I'm so sorry, Bella." I stood back on my feet by still facing her who is still sitting on the chair.

　　She immediately stands up in front of me that made me startled a bit. "Yeah, it's all your faults. I should not let you hang out alone with him in very first place. You are careless and so stu-." She stopped talking then looks away from me.

　　"Yeah, I'm stupid and careless, you are totally right about that. And I'm sorry too, for losing him. I shouldn't have bring him with me, or this thing will never happen. But he's my son too, Bella."

　　"Yes, he is your son, but I gave birth to him, I took care of him by myself...and you *hits my chest continuously*, I just let you take care of him just only for a day, and now...you lost him. It's all your faults!!!" Bella is now bursting into tears. "Please bring Danish back....*sobs*...I really don't want to lose him...I just can't afford it."

　　I trying to comfort her although it hurts so much when she said that. She was right, it's all my faults....and I have to figure out a way to find our son back. And she was right too, I have no right about Danish since I was not there when she gave birth of him, and she took care of him by herself and living in pain because of me being missing for all these years.

　　"I promise, I'll find him....I will bring him back to you."

　　And then, I'll leave you again for your sake and Danish's. I'm sorry, but this is a good decision for us.