Married at 19 novel Chapter 88

　　The ambulance arrived about 15 minutes later, but they were too late to save Dylan. Bella was so sad as Dylan died in her arms. I feel sorry for her for losing one of her good friend. But I feel so guilty though, Dylan would not die if he did not try to save my life. Besides I heard his very last words that he was trying to say that he has feeling for Bella.

　　Man…seriously I do not know what to do.

　　The ambulance took us all to the hospital with the ambulance, and Bella was crying all the way long beside Dylan’s corpse. I did not dare say nothing…luckily Grayson offered his help to send Danish back to Dawson’s house where Ivy could take a look at him.

　　I went to the ER where the doctor treated my wound at the back of my head as we arrived from the Drake's hideout. It did not hurt much but my heart did.

　　Bella did visit me at all at the ER instead just sitting while crying at the waiting room while several doctors ware operating Dylan’s corpse to make a further investigation. I went to see her after got the treatment and sat in the behind row of the benches where she did not notice my presence at all.

　　One of the doctor then went out from the surgical room and claimed that Dylan died because he lose so much of blood since the bullet hit straight on his heart.

　　I never seen her cried so much before, and I feel like....she did not love me anymore like before. Maybe she was in love with Dylan without knowing about it, but I got interfere with their relationship. Therefore that was why she mad at me so much at the police station.

　　The woman that I love so much, was in love with somebody else, someone who died for saving my life.

　　It was all my faults, if I did not come back here again before, Dylan will never leave us. She must be really happy living with him, the guy that actually deserve her and can make her always happy than me.

　　I should never come here.

　　Maybe I should return how with Grayson after we have done our business here. Karl can take care the company here and I will work with Grayson at Vancouver. Yeah…I should walk away from her life so I would not feel guilty whenever we meet and she may not hate me too for ‘killing’ Dylan. Moreover, the thing between the Llyod’s family and Drake was over and I knew who was the culprit who killed my parents to and he was the same person who tried to killed me twice, the first one was 4 years ago and the second one was recently.

　　That bastard finally deserved his punishment and went to jail for his crimes along with his accomplices, especially Sara. She was sentenced to be in jail too and even hit me hard on the head with tool earlier.

　　I really did not expect that she will become like that because she could accept the truth about me and Bella. Poor her, the love made her blind and did the bad things to get whatever she wants even she has to kill too.

　　It was two days since the horrible incident, and I decided to visit my son at the Dawson’s house before left for Vancouver with Grayson in a few more hours. It starting to snowy heavily since yesterday and I felt bad to for planning to leave my little boy before Christmas since we never had a chance to celebrate it together as family…maybe forever.

　　But I have to, for Bella’s sake.

　　"Daddy....." My son greeted me with a big hug as soon as I entered the house, he even gave me a big kiss on the cheek.

　　"Hey buddy," I hugged him back then planted a kiss on his forehead.

　　"I miss you so much, Daddy,” he then released the hug and smiled widely while looking at me with his beautiful blue ocean eyes.

　　I smiled, "I miss you too, Danish." I took the gift which I bought earlier and gave it to my son, hopefully he will like it since I still have no idea what he might like, actually.

　　"Bella....big bro is here!!" Ivy who was standing behind of Danish called out for Bella.

　　I was so confused whether I should tell Bella that I will be leaving for LA in a few more hours or not. It has been 2 days since she was keeping herself in her bedroom and she never talk to me or even anybody else except for Danish.

　　She must be put the blame on me. I guaranteed that.

　　And I did the right decision for leaving her for good so she could continue her life happily without me.

　　"Danish..." I caressed his chubby cheeks. "Daddy needs to go now....far away. So, Daddy wants you to be a good boy and always listen to mommy while I'm gone, okay?." I hold myself from crying in front of him.

　　"Where are you going, Daddy?" My son eyes turned to be glimmering as he was about to cry when heard my words.

　　“I’m sorry, Danish,” I apologized to him. “I leave you and mommy here…”

　　"Hey buddy, don't cry." I quickly wiped his tears which pouring down on his cheeks "Daddy have to go....for work,” I created a lie so he will stop from crying. “So I want you to promise me that you will take care of mommy, okay?"

　　"But, I don't want you to go...."he was sobbing in my arms as he hugged me tightly.

　　"I'm sorry, Danish. But I have to go," I then kissed him on his forehead. "Goodbye son..."

　　I stood back on my feet then turned to look at the Ivy who did not say anything instead just standing there frozenly. “Don’t tell your sister okay?” I said.

　　“Please don’t go, Nathan,” she finally spoke out with her tears flowing down on both of her cheeks. “You don’t have to do this,”

　　I tried to hold the tears, “No, I have to this….please take a good care of Bella and Danish.” Then walked away from the house and headed to my car which parked outside of the house.

　　“Nathan…” she tried to stopped me but I just ignored her.

　　I went inside of my car, ready to drive it to the LAX airport but before that I took the last glance of my crying son at the front door while being comfort by Ivy.

　　Goodbye Danish.

　　*

　　Drake sentenced to be jail for the rest of his life with his two accomplices and for Sara, she was sent to a mental hospital because the doctor diagnosed that she has lost her mind.

　　I heard the news from the radio as I was on my way to the airport. So they been judged today…served them right anyway for almost ruining someone else’s life.

　　Moreover, Iwas a bit shocked when found out that the mask man that kidnapped my son is Taylor Anderson, the guy who once claimed Bella as her girlfriend and also my greatest enemy during my college life. His face was a bit blemished on the right side, maybe he caught in an accident 4 years ago. He still claimed that Bella was his girl that made him totally lost his mind.

　　I left the car at the parking valet and he will take care of it until Karl came here to claim it back. I took out my luggage out of the cars and put it on the trolley before headed to the check in section. I examined my plane ticket on my hand then took a last look at the surrounding of LAX Airport.

　　"Goodbye Bella Dawson...." I murmured while holding the tears.

　　I'm sorry for leaving like this, but I promise I will always love you.