Mistress novel Chapter 42

Warning- Mature scene ahead with trigger warning scene and language. If you are uncomfortable then kindly don't read. ???

Author's p.o.v

Sehreyar hovered over Meher and as a reflex, her hands came between them to stop him. She looked at him with her teary eyes and found him looking at her with lust.

Sehreyar held both wrists of her tightly and pressed them against the bed. He placed his lips on her lips licking and sucking her pink petals hungrily.

She is keeping her mouth shut so that he can't enter his tongue inside her. But, Sehreyar pressed her wrists with more force and the glass bangles of her hands got broken. They pierced through her soft delicate wrists and she screamed aloud.

Taking this as an opportunity, Sehreyar entered his tongue inside her invading every inch of her mouth. Her sweet saliva is making him crazy and encouraging him to go hard on her.

On the other hand, Her wrists are bleeding and she is whimpering in pain. But, her whimpers are getting lost by his brutal kiss. Sehreyar didn't even notice that her wrists are bruised and slightly bleeding.

After kissing her lips he trailed down to her jaw giving open mouth kisses on her rosy cheeks making them red.

Sehreyar is completely lost in devouring her delicate soft body. He is now kissing and biting her neck while kneading her breasts over her blouse. Her swan-like long and beautiful neck is now adorned with his ugly teeth marks.

Meher is just lying under him like a lifeless body with her bloody wrists, broken heart, shattered self-respect and teary eyes. She is feeling too much hurt and angry at everything. Even herself. She is cursing herself for not able to save herself from Sehreyar.

" Umm....3 years, Meher! 3 years! You have made me stay away from you for 3 years. You didn't do the right thing," Sehreyar said biting Meher's soft neck and Meher stayed silent.

After that, Sehreyar tore away Meher's blouse viciously along with her bra. A gasp escaped from Meher's mouth because of the sudden exposure.

Before Meher could hide her breasts with her hands, Sehreyar started fondling her white balls by squeezing them painfully.

" Uhh....don't squeeze like that. It hurts," Meher said moaning in pain.

Sehreyar stopped squeezing them painfully and started kneading them softly.

Then, He latched on her right nipple like a baby and started licking it rolling his tongue around it. His other hand was already playing with her another nipple.

" Umm....so soft. I like the fullness of this milky balls," Sehreyar said moaning while licking her nipples.

Meher just stayed silent looking at the ceiling. She is just waiting for the moment when this assault will stop.

Meher's breath gets hitched when Sehreyar's hands went to open the string of her lehenga.

" Please," Meher requested him with her glossy eyes for the last time by holding his hands.

As expected, Sehreyar ignored her and opened her lehenga hurriedly. He tore apart her lacy red panty viciously and Meher closed her eyes due to embarrassment. Though it's not the first time that Meher is naked in front of Sehreyar but still she feels embarrassed in front of him.

The desire in Sehreyar is so much right now which is preventing him to think about anything else right now. He isn't caring about her resistance.

His hungry lustful eyes roamed between her legs shamelessly. The mouthwatering, glistering pussy of her has made him completely wild.

He spread her legs as wide as possible. He touched her vagina softly stroking her clit up and down. He is now playing with her pussy lips and making her wet for him. He dipped his head between her legs licking the hell out of her love hole. He doesn't want to hurt her while he will thrust inside her mercilessly. He is trying his best to lubricate her as much as he could.

This time Meher's body reacted and felt pleasure. Her body and legs shook up with pleasure. But, her mind is still occupied by his assaults. This is still insulting to her.

After enjoying her love hole to his heart's content, he removed his clothes and positioned himself at her entrance. He wrapped her long and sexy legs around his waist.

Meher prepared herself to accept this harsh reality and painful destiny of her.

Sehreyar plunged his long and thick manhood inside her. Meher let out a little painful scream. Her vaginal wall isn't stretched as she wasn't having sex for a long time.

Thinking about her uneasiness, Sehreyar started thrusting inside her gently and Meher stopped feeling any kind of pain down there. She relaxed but still, all these things are disgusting to her.

Sehreyar's thrust becomes wild with every passing time and Meher is just looking at the ceiling to distract her from this. Because of Sehreyar's hard thrust, Meher's little body moved abruptly along with the bed.

"Uh......umm.....so good...... Your... core....is still.... tight.....like before," Sehreyar said breathing heavily and Meher tried to remain quiet. But, still, some moans mixed with pleasure and pain escaped from her mouth.

Sehreyar rested his head in the crook of her neck inhaling her sweet flowery scent and continued thrusting inside her with full force.

His stone-like hard body is brushing with Meher's butter-like soft body. Her soft milky balls are pressed against his stone-like hard chest. Her soft naval is pressed against his hard abdomen. Her hands are over her head pinned by his hands tightly.

Mine *thrust* ( He said kissing her teary eyes)

Mine *thrust* (He said kissing her cheeks)

Mine *thrust* ( He said claiming her lips in a brutal kiss)

Mine *thrust* ( He said biting her neck)

Mine *thrust* ( He said kissing her full boobs and squeezing them harshly)

Mine *thrust* (He said groping her waist and belly tightly)

Mine *thrust* ( He said squeezing her soft inner thighs)

Then, he pulled out himself from her and said touching her swollen vagina," Mine"

Saying that he continued his thrusting inside her like an Alpha wolf and Meher is now hell tired. Sehreyar's thrusts are now becoming more wild and hard for Meher by every passing time. His thrusts are now becoming unbearable for her.

After some time Sehreyar released his cum inside her and started breathing heavily. His whole body is sweating like he has run a marathon.

" It was awesome, my love," Sehreyar said resting his head on her soft breasts. But, he didn't hear any words from Meher.

He raised his head to see her and found that she has fainted due to exhaustion.

" Love, My love....Meher," Sehreyar called her by caressing her cheeks but found no response.

He noticed that her wrists are slightly bleeding and bruises have already formed on her wrists. He looked at her innocent face and found that she is sleeping like a broken doll having a broken expression on her face.

Sehreyar felt guilty after seeing her condition. He cursed himself for not being able to control his hormones.

He got down from the bed wearing his boxer. He went to the closet and came back with a first aid box.

He treated her wrists and bandaged them applying some medicine.

After that, he laid beside her and pulled her naked body on his chest. He covered themselves with a blanket.

" Sorry, love. Next time I will do everything very gently," Sehreyar said kissing her forehead and drifted into a deep sleep.

The Next Day morning

Sehreyar was sleeping peacefully holding Meher in his embrace when he heard someone's sobbing sound. Last night was really something for him and he is very happy about it. Last night, he married Meher and made love to her. (A/N-According to him it was love).

Sehreyar opened his eyes and found that Meher is crying. She is back facing him. He became worried about her.

" Love, are you ok? Sehreyar asked touching Meher's shoulder and shaking her gently.

Meher jerked off his hand and replied with her trembling voice," Don't touch me."

Saying that she tried to stand up wrapping the bed sheet around her naked body but hissed in pain. Her vagina is sore because of Sehreyar's rough sex last night. Her lower region is paining like hell.

Before Meher could leave the bed, Sehreyar held her right wrist and said with his soft voice," I am sorry love. I will be gentle from the next time. I didn't want to hurt you but in too much excitement of having you I lost my control."

Meher stared at Sehreyar's face for some time. His eyes are softly looking at her with love and guiltiness. But, his sweet words couldn't console her soothe the pain inside her chest.

" Stop behaving like a doting husband because you don't care. You are such a nice actor. After raping me you are acting like you care," Meher mocked Sehreyar with her painful voice.

Sehreyar's blood gets boiled after hearing her. He is now angry beyond level because Meher has accused him of raping her. According to him, he has just taken his right. He didn't rape her.

" Did you just accuse me of raping?" Sehreyar asked putting pressure on her bruised wrist.

Meher replied hissing in pain," Leave me.....Ahh.....it's hurting. Yes, you raped me last night."

Meher said the last sentence angrily and it was the last stroke which she has pulled. Sehreyar pulled her on the bed and hovered over her pressing her against his hard body.

" Last night whatever has happened wasn't rape. You are my wife and we made love last night. Moreover, I gently took you," Sehreyar protested gritting his teeth in anger.

Meher replied with a tight sarcastic smile," First, learn the difference between lovemaking and rape. The truth will not change that you are a rapist....."

" Meher!!!! Sehreyar yelled on her face angrily and she flinched a little hearing his loud voice. His eyes are now bloodshot and his jaw is clenched. Rage is erupting inside his eyes like a volcano.

She became scared seeing his angry face. She understands that she shouldn't have argued with him right now.

She was going to say something when Sehreyar said like a psycho," you accused me of raping you, right? Let me show you what's called rape."

" Huh!! Meher uttered with too much shock and tried to figure out what he meant. Her subconscious has already given her a red signal that something bad is going to happen.

Before she could say or do anything Sehreyar bind her hands at the head post of the bed with his discarded shirt from last night.

Meher started wriggling and requesting him to leave her right now. But, Sehreyar isn't in the mood to leave her. She has triggered a strong nerve inside him and she is going to pay for it.

"I raped you! Huh! You underestimated me and disrespected my love. And now I will show you the consequences of your disrespect & disobedience," Sehreyar growled at Meher and took away the bed sheet which was covering her modesty in front of his lusty gaze.

Meher requested him crying," Please, leave me. I am sorry for talking like that to you. Don't do that again. I am already sore from last night."

" Why are you saying sorry, my love? A few moments ago you were acting so brave. Now, what happened? Are you afraid of punishments, little girl?" Sehreyar said chuckling like a psycho and pressed her body with his body.

And the next moment Meher started struggling for air. Because Sehreyar is now kissing her lips painfully. He isn't kissing her, he is venting his anger on her.

After cutting her lips by his savage kissing, he trailed down to her neck and bit it brutally making red bruises there while Meher was just crying and begging to leave her. She is now regretting her every word.

Sehreyar assaulted her body painfully leaving red and purple bruises over her whole body. Her body is now on fire. It's hurting and burning everywhere.

Then, He spread her legs without any warning and slammed inside her hurriedly stretching her vaginal wall harshly.

" Ahhh........" a painful scream escaped from Meher's mouth and Sehreyar increased his pace to that extent where Meher started seeing black dot.

" Please, ........Ahh.......leave me.......," Meher uttered with great difficulty but Sehreyar didn't stop instead he increased his pace.

Meher's whimper and crying get lost by his brutal kisses on her lips. Pleasure started flowing through his whole system where Meher is just lying like a lifeless body with pain everywhere.

After forcing himself on her for several times he pulled himself out from her and found that she is lying on the bed like a corpse.

She isn't crying anymore. Instead, she is just looking at the ceiling. Her cries are now dried down and she has become a stone. She just wants to get away from this harsh reality.

" This is called rape, my love. Now, you tell me, last night did you feel this type of pain? Huh? Sehreyar asked Meher clutching her hairs in a tight grip.

Meher stayed silent. She isn't in the state to answer any of his sick questions. His presence, his breathing, his talking, his attitude......his everything is disgusting for her.

" Answer me," Sehreyar growled at her with his anger-filled red eyes and Meher literally trembled with fear.

Hearing his loud voice, Meher uttered with great difficulty," No."

" Will you again say that I raped you?" Sehreyar asked putting pressure on the word rape sarcastically.

" No," Meher replied without any emotion in her voice. But, her inside is now screaming and cursing Sehreyar.

Seeing Meher's bruised body and dead eyes, Sehreyar felt very sorry. He is feeling guilty too. In his anger, he has again hurt her. He wanted to apologise but his anger and ego didn't let him say a single word.

Sehreyar opened Meher's hands from the head post and Meher just laid on the bed curling herself into a ball. She covered her abused body with a thin bedsheet. Her whole body is paining. She didn't want to cry but still, some tears made their way from her eyes down to her cheeks. 

" I will send a maid with your dress and breakfast," Sehreyar said blankly and stormed out of the room wearing his pant.

Meher just looked at the retreating figure of Sehreyar. This time she couldn't control her tears anymore and cried out more loudly. Whatever has happened a few moments ago is flashing in front of her eyes and her sobbing isn't stopping.

" I have to escape from here anyhow. Otherwise, this monster will not let me breathe peacefully," Meher said with a heavy heart.

Sehreyar's p.o.v

Why she has to be so stubborn? Why she can't understand my love? Why she can't understand that I need her in my life? Why she can't accept this reality that she is my wife now? Why she can't accept the reality that I am the only one for her?

'Why' *punch*

Why *punch*

Why *punch*

" You shouldn't have hurt her like that," My subconscious said and I punched the punching bag with full rage.

It's been hours since I am in the gym area and punching a bag continuously. I am venting my whole anger and frustration on this punching bag.

After hurting Meher I am feeling too much guilty. She was upset and already sore from last night and I forced her. I should have given her some time to adjust. But, what I should do while she was repeatedly saying some shit about our wedding night.  Her foul talking made me do all this.

But, still, I shouldn't have go that much hard on her. She is still very fragile and young. But, it was her who provoked me to do all this. She shouldn't have talk like that with me. Hearing her words I couldn't control my anger anymore and hurt her.

Shit! My anger always fucked up everything. I have to learn how to control my anger. Should I consult any doctor about my anger issue? Should I take some medicine to control my anger?

I want to live happily with Meher and Mehrab. I want a perfect family with her and my kid. But, if I lose control over my anger like this then it will be difficult to live happily with her. I need to win her heart as well. I need to take care of her.

After punching the bag some more time I became tired and sat on the nearby chair. I drank some water to soothe my dry throat. I wiped my sweat from my hands and body with a towel and relaxed for something.

" I should check her that she has eaten or not," I mentally thought and stood up from the chair.

Today I will take Meher and Mehrab out for a tour. If they remain locked inside this house then they will be more upset. I need to take them out to refresh their mind. I don't have a plan of returning to India right now. I want to spend some time with my family, without anyone's interruption.

" I should apologise to her," I thought with guilt and started walking towards my room. She might be very upset and crying her eyes out. There is no one to console her. I have to console her and gently behave with her.

With all this thought, I opened the door silently with a smile. I was expecting that she is crying or sleeping but seeing the scene in front of my eyes I felt like blood started rushing through my whole system very fastly. I felt like my anger is again rising inside me. I fisted my palm in anger and clenched my jaw.

This girl is always busy pushing my buttons. She is always ready to piss me off. Does she love when I hurt her? Then, why she kept doing all this?

" You have again made me angry, my love," I said dangerously and she turned her face behind having a fearful expression on her face.