Mistress novel Chapter 43

Meher's p.o.v

"Pain and fear"

That's what I am feeling right now. My whole body is aching because of the brutality he has done with my body. I am still lying on the bed naked. Just a thin blanket is covering my bruised body.

I am looking at the ceiling and remembered my time from 3 years ago. He used to have sex with me without my consent and it didn't change. Even after marrying me, he is treating me as his mistress, his property.

I am afraid of him. I am afraid of his sudden change of mood and behaviour. His dark eyes, his anger, his obsession, his possessiveness are scaring me too much.

Suddenly, I remembered Mehrab and my heart clenched in pain thinking about him. It's been hours since I have last seen him. I need to meet him. He must be frightened as its a new place for him.

I tried to get up from the bed but failed miserably as my body is paining. The area between my legs are completely sore and I am feeling like someone has burnt my vagina.

" Let me help you, Mam," I heard a womanly voice.

I looked at the door and found that a maid has entered with a tray in her hands and a shopping bag is tangled with her fingers.

She is looking at me with her pitiful eyes. And I am sure she has already assumed what has happened to me.

She put the tray on the nearby table and along with the shopping bag. I am sure there must be a dress for me.

" Mam, you need to take a shower and have your breakfast. After that, you should take the painkillers," She said with her soft voice.

I didn't answer about this matter. I am very hurt and upset. I am not in the mood to talk with anyone.

I asked her worriedly," Where is Mehrab, my son? Did you see him? Did he have his breakfast? Is he crying for me?"

" Little sir is with another maid and she is taking good care of him. You don't have to worry," She replied smiling at me.

I need to meet my son. Without him, I can't breathe even for a second. But, I can't meet him in this condition. The maid was right. I need to shower and have painkillers.

I am going to get up from the bed but fall on the floor.

" Mam, carefully," The maid said with concern and helped me to get up.

She took me to the washroom and settled me in the bathtub. I took a cold shower and rubbed my whole body making it completely red. I just want to wash away his filthy touches from my body.

After the shower, I wore the dress which is a floor touch, full sleeve, turtle neck frock. I liked the dress as it's quite modest and it's covering the ugly bruises on my body.

I came out of the washroom with my limping legs. Then, I  have my breakfast and painkillers. Now, I am feeling a little bit relax.

Suddenly, I remembered that Sehreyar didn't use any protection while he forced himself on me. What if I become pregnant with his child again? No, I don't want another innocent child between us. I don't want a little child to suffer because of us.

Mehrab is already disturbed and frightened by all these things whatever is happening around him. I don't want another child to suffer.

I asked the maid without any hesitation," Can you arrange some birth control pills for me?"

She stared at my face for some time with her wide eyes. She wasn't expecting this type of question from me.

" Umm....mam...Sir should kno....." She tried to say but I cut her sentence in the middle and requested," Don't tell him anything. Please, arrange some birth control pills for me. I will reward you later for your support."

I saw her hesitating. But, after thinking for a few seconds she decided to help me. I thanked her and she just smiled at me.

"Can you bring my son here? I am missing him," I told her.

She nodded her head in positive and left the room without glancing back.

I rested my head on the headboard and started to think about everything. My tears started flowing from my eyes thinking about his behaviour with me. He literally raped me again!!! He isn't a human. He is a cruel monster.

I am still thinking about all this when I heard a vibrating sound like someone's phone is vibrating. I searched for the source of the sound and found Sehreyar phone under a pillow.

Phone? I have found a phone. I need to contact my family members and tell them about me. They must be worried about me. I need to tell them how Sehreyar kidnapped me and then forcefully married me. I am sure my family will help me. Or, I should contact Rehaan. He needs to know about all this. Maybe he will help me.

Without thinking anything further I picked up the phone hurriedly and too my bad luck it's locked. I don't know what can be the password. If I want to contact someone then I have to unlock it.

" Think meher. Think hard," My subconscious said and I am thinking what can be the password.

It can be one of his family members name or his name. Without thinking further I tried his family members names as password but I was wrong.

After thinking for some time I decided to try my name and Mehrab's name. Maybe he has used our names as a password.

And I was right. His phone was unlocked when I used Mehrab's name. Thanks to Allah that it worked.

I called on Asif's number and said impatiently," Asif, pick up the call. Please. Please."

But, he isn't receiving the call. I am continuously calling but he isn't receiving it.

Then, I tried Rehaan's number. I called on his number hoping that he will receive the call. And to my good luck, he received the call.

Receiving the call, he yelled loudly," Why are you calling me Sehreyar?"

He is thinking that Sehreyar has called him as it's Sehreyar's number. I need to inform him about my whereabouts.

I tried to say something when I heard Sehreyar's angry voice from behind. He said with his deep scary voice," You have made me angry again."

I turned my head behind having a fearful expression on my face and the phone fell from my hand. It shattered into tiny pieces and I saw him looking at the phone.

Author's p.o.v

Sehreyar started coming forward in Meher's direction and she started going backwards. Suddenly, Meher's back touched the wall and Sehreyar caged her small frame between his huge body and wall.

Seeing Sehreyar's facial expression she is confirmed that he is now angry beyond level. He is looking at her with his dark expression. Meher gulped down her saliva because of fear.

" Whom did you contact? Sehreyar asked Meher coldly.

Meher nodded her head in negative and said with her shaky voice," No....one...."

" I am asking you for the last time. Whom did you contact? Sehreyar asked Meher again. But, this time his voice is too much harsh and echoed though the whole room like thunder.

Meher replied crying," I wanted to talk to my family members. They must be worried about me."

" Did you take my permission before touching my phone? Didn't I tell you to not talk to anyone? Didn't I tell you that you are mine and you should only think about me? Then, why did you try to call your family members? Sehreyar asked clutching Meher's chin tightly.

This time Meher couldn't control her anger and outburst anymore. She yelled on his face," I can't live with my rapist. I am suffocating here with you. I feel like to vomit whenever I think that I am breathing in the same air as you. Moreover, I was missing my family.  That's why I tried to contact my family members."

She said all this with too much venom in her voice like she will spit on his face anytime.

" Meher!!!" Sehreyar screamed on her face and she just flinched a little.

Hearing Meher's hateful words, Sehreyar is now angry beyond level. His eyes are looking dark and his nostrils are flaring like a raging bull. Veins from his neck are popping out due to anger. He is glaring at Meher with full rage.

" What? Why are looking at me like that? Will you beat me now? Huh! Come on...beat me...come on......." Meher said with too much hate and glared at Sehreyar with the same intensity.

Sehreyar clutched her hairs and said," I am not a fan of domestic violence. I will never raise my hand on you."

Meher hissed in pain but said nothing. She is just looking in another direction with her teary anger filled eyes.

Sehreyar held her chin tightly with his other hand and declared like a psycho," You want to talk to your family members, right? Then, let me tell you that, I will not let you talk to your family members and return to India until you accept me as your husband. We will live here until you submit yourself to me as my wife. I will not let you think about anyone except me. I will go any length to keep you with me."

Meher looked at him with her horrified eyes and she has lost her words after hearing his obsessive words. She is just looking at him with her astonishing eyes and open mouth.

" This is injustice," Meher uttered with her trembling voice and tried to free herself from Sehreyar's strong hold.

This time Sehreyar held her waist tightly and said nuzzling his nose on her right cheek," Just accept me and I will bring the world under your feet. I will give you every happiness and love. You just have to accept me."

" The person who can't even respect my feelings are promising me of happiness and love," Meher said sarcastically and a tear rolled down from her eyes.

Her tear touched Sehreyar's face and he looked at her with his soft eyes. He cupped her face gently and wiped her tears. Then, he said caressing her cheeks," Meher, at least for once try to understand my love."

Meher didn't reply to him. She completely ignored him and according to her, he never loved her. He just wants to possess her like an object.

Sehreyar is looking at Meher intensely and Meher is looking at the window when they heard a baby voice from behind.

The voice said cutely," Mamma."

Sehreyar and Meher both looked at the door and found that Mehrab is here with a toy car in his hand.

Seeing Meher, he ran in her direction and hugged her one leg tightly.

Meher picked him up in her arms and said kissing his chubby cheeks," You missed mamma? I also missed you baccha(kiddo)."

" I also missed you, mamma. Why didn't you sleep with me last night? I was afraid," Mehrab said pouting his lips.

Meher glared at Sehreyar and said," I didn't want to leave you but this devil.........."

" Mind your language, Meher. Don't forget that Mehrab is just a kid," Sehreyar said with his warning voice. Meher just rolled her eyes and said nothing.

Mehrab looked at Sehreyar and said innocently," Don't scold my mamma, Abbu."

" Abbu? Meher said with her surprising voice and noticed that Sehreyar is smirking.

Sehreyar asked Meher snatching Mehrab from Meher's arms," Why are you so surprised? Ain't I his father?"

" Father!! Huh!! Before claiming that you are his father you should recall those memories when you forced me to abort him," Meher sarcastically said and Sehreyar just lowered his head in shame. He still regrets his decision of aborting his first child.

Then, Mehrab said to Sehreyar," Abbu, when will we go out? I want to play in the field with Mamma. I used to play with mamma in our previous house."

Hearing Mehrab's cute demand, Sehreyar couldn't control his laughter. He kissed Mehrab's forehead and said," From today, Abbu will............."

" Come baccha(kiddo). We should play for some time with each other in this room. We can't go out as we are prisoner here," Meher said mockingly cutting Sehreyar's sentence in the middle.

Saying all this, Meher tried to touch Mehrab when Sehreyar said coldly looking at Meher," Get ready. We are going out."

" Are you really taking us out? Meher asked with happiness. A big smile formed on her lips.

She is thinking that if she goes out then she can try to go to the police station. She is sure that the police will help her.

Sehreyar replied amusingly seeing Meher's excitement," Yeah, we are going out."

Sehreyar is happy seeing Meher's excited face. Finally, she has smiled a little. He was becoming impatient to see her happy face.

He is feeling a soothing sensation in his heart seeing her happy face. But, he is unaware of the fact that she is planning to go to the police station.