My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 29

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I didn’t understand why Lance asked me such a question. Ever since Leo got married, I have already deleted all his contacts from every social media, no matter how much I still liked him, I would never break someone’s family apart.

I stared at Lance with confusion, he scoffed. “Still pretending?”

I didn’t get it! “What pretend? What are you talking about? Just spit it out!”

I was innocent, so my face was naturally full of confusion, I didn’t look like I was pretending. He raised and eyebrow and asked sincerely: “You really didn’t contact Leo?”

I shook my head. “You don’t have to try me like that, I’m very clear that he’s someone else’s husband now, he’s a married man with a wife and a son, I would not break his family apart.”

He took one last look at me and turned around in bed, laying beside me, I could feel his breathing. “That better be true, Jennie Gomez. If I ever found out that you are still in touch with him, I will not forgive you.”

Right at this moment, I could feel my body freezing cold. I didn’t know if it was because I was naked or because of his threat.

Leo has become the dream that will never come true.

Therefore, Lance’s warning was just extra.

The sweat on my body got rid of the heat from my body, I was freezing cold. I decided to get up and take a hot shower. 

I was getting out of bed when Lance grabbed my arms: “Where do you think you’re going?”

“I just want to take a bathe!”

Lance’s voice turned cold. “What? You think I’m dirty?”

I shook my head and replied: “How would I dare to think that? It was you who always think that I’m the one who’s dirty.”

Lance’s eyes moved around my naked body, although we did it twice already, but his behaviour still made me uncomfortable. I picked up a shirt and draped it around my body.

My actions seemed to be a funny thing to him. He laughed sarcastically and said: “What are you doing? Don’t act like I haven’t seen every inch of you, don’t try to act innocent and clean, okay?”

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Although he said it, I still covered up my body. I went to the toilet and squatted down on the floor, waiting. He did me a few times just now without ant protections, plus I’m allergic to pregnancy pills, so there was a possibility that I might get pregnant. The doctor even told me I can get pregnant easily so I have to be careful.

But of course, Lance wouldn’t care about me, if I got pregnant, he would ask me to go for abortion. Perhaps this was one of his way to make me suffer.

I convinced myself that I shouldn’t be upset. Maybe I did horrible things in my last life and this was God’s plan to punish me. Perhaps this would make me less upset.

When Lance entered the bathroom, I was still squatting down, with my head in my knees and still very much naked. My body was wet, my face was also wet, but I wasn’t sure if it was the water or my tears.

Lance’s legs appeared in front of me, I looked up. “Taking a shower?”

He nodded.

I stood up and moved away to make some space for him. I covered my body with a clean towel.

“I’m going back.” I informed him.

He looked at me and said nothing. I wasn’t sure what he meant, was he okay with me leaving? Was he not?

I stood there staring at him, waiting for his approval. The water from his shower splashed onto me, so cold.

I shivered.

My split second of weakness was witnessed by Lance.

He didn’t look at me but he spoke very coldly to me: “Leave if you want, don’t stand tehre and annoy me.”

I nodded my head. “Alright, bye.”

With his permission, I went to his bedroom and put on my clothes, pick up my bag walked out of the mansion with a sore body.

Back at my rented condo, I switched on my speaker and played my favourite sone. It was also Leo’s favourite, < As Long As You Love Me ».

We used to tell each other, as long as we love each other, others are nothing….. is he telling his wife the same thing now?

The next morning when I went to work, I didn’t see Lance around. i asked Wendy and she told me Lance went to New York.

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New York?

Leo was in New York, was Lance meeting Leo? Why did Lance ask me if I was still in touch with Leo? Or was he going there for business?