My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 76

Chapter 76 Grateful 

His good mood turned to a bad mood because of my words, so I quickly explained for myself, “I was immature back then, always pissed you off. I am thankful to the Mason’s family: you gave me a place to live and let me grow up peacefully. I shall be thankful and appreciate this till my last breath.”

I put my hand on my chest while lying to him to make him feel better.

Lance put his big hand on mine, feeling my heartbeat, “Your lying skills have improved a lot.”

I smiled awkwardly. “I’m not lying, brother! I am being honest. You see, if it wasn’t for the Mason’s family, I wouldn’t be able to grow up peacefully, right?

“You’re grateful towards Mason’s? Really?”

I nodded, “Yes, I am absolutely grateful!”

Lance swept me off the floor and carried me in a bridal style after hearing my words and walked towards his bedroom.

I put my hands around the back of his neck and flashed him my best smile.

He put me on the bed and laid on top of me, stroking my face while he said, “Shouldn’t you do something to thank the Mason’s if you are really grateful?”

With that, he started to unbutton my pyjamas. I played dumb and said, “What should I do, brother?” Of course, I knew what he was referring to.

He had unbuttoned all the buttons and started to rub at my private area, “To please me of course. What else do you expect?”

My heart skipped a beat when I heard the sound of him unbuckling his belt, we had been intimate for many times, I wasn’t numb yet I still felt nervous every time.

Every time he came inside of me, I could still feel the hate towards him. I hope I can get out of this life as soon as possible.

I didn’t know what his intention was or if he forgot about protection, he released inside of me. He would always use protection after my contraceptive ring came off. Seems like I needed to take the pills after this.

“What face was that?” He asked me.

“You didn’t use protection.” I said.

He showed me his cold facial expression and said, “Wearing a protection isn’t  Grateful comfortable, just take the pills.”

“I’m allergic to the pills; I will just go and put in another contraception ring after this.”

He knew I am allergic to that kind of pills yet he still wanted me to take it.

Was this his so-called ‘I won’t be hard on you anymore’?

“Contraceptive ring is made of metals, it will harm your body, don’t go for it. I hired someone to prepare different types of contraception pills for you.”

With that, he walked to his study room and brought a white bottle of pills back with him.

He tossed it to me and said, “These pills should be fine.”

I picked up the bottle and looked at all the words. It was a long-term contraceptive

pill. 

“Thanks, brother.”

He threw me a bottle of contraceptive pills after being intimate with me and I still have to say thank you’, what a dramatic life.

Obviously, my ‘thank you’ didn’t make him happier, his bad mood was just up to another level. He looked at me coldly and barked, “Go and take the pills! You better don’t get pregnant with my child!”

The same words again. How many times was he going to repeat that?

I took two pills out of the bottle and swallowed it; it tasted a bit sour.

Even after I took the pills his bad moods didn’t go away. He just laid down beside me and fell asleep.

The next day when he woke up, I asked him if I needed to go to the company and work.

He thought about it for a second or two and said,” You don’t have to go to the company to work, just stay at home and do the design, I will send you the proposal later and we will discuss it after I come back later.”

“Shouldn’t I discuss this with the design team? It will generate more ideas.” I asked.

He ran his hand through his bed hair and said, “I need the whole design to be done by only one person and not more than one person. You just design it and I will let the design team do some modifications on some parts of it.”

He let me use his study room and told me to ask him online if I had any questions.

After he went out, I went into his study room and used his laptop to do some drawing. I didn’t pay much attention to the details because what Lance wanted was just a conceptual graph, I will let the design team take care of the details.

Lance doesn’t like to use email; he prefersore than email.

I had some questions that I needed to ask him so I used  his laptop and I found out that I just need to press log in and I would be in his  because he saved his password in his browser. But I didn’t do so.

Just when I was deep in my thoughts, Lance called. I quickly picked up his call and from the other side of the phone he said, “I have a document in the second drawer, I need it now, help me send it to the company.”

After that, I went and opened the second drawer and saw a document. It must be some not so important document if he let me touch it. I opened it when I was on the way to the company, it was just some random document. There was a lot of data and I don’t really understand most of them.

(I realized it in the future that it was an important document for me. And it was because of this document, Lance started to trust me. He was waiting for me to do something with this document but I didn’t.