My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 83

Chapter 83 Chased out of the Mason’s 

Lance stared at me, who was groaning out in pain on the floor, his face was cold.

I continued, “If I can choose, of course I would want to have a life like your fiancé! Loving parents, loving siblings, money and perfect life!”

“Jennie Gomez! Enough, don’t think that you can speak to me like that to soften my heart towards you, you don’t deserve it!” Lance yelled. Then, he demanded the driver to bring me to the car.

His plane arrived at Denmark after a few hours. The Mason’s Mansion, to me it will always be a nightmare. If I had the choice, I would not take a step into this house.

Lance demanded his driver to send me home while he headed straight to the hospital. I didn’t know if Leo came back from America.

When I arrived at the doorstep of their mansion, I saw mom standing in front of the door, bawling her eyes out. The door was shut, it was obvious she was chased out of this family again.

To me, my mom will always be a failed woman. She worked hard to stay in this family for twenty years, but nothing changed. And in the end, she was still chased out.

I remember mom and my dad separated when I was three years old. At that time, my dad told me mom went to work in the city to make more money, so that I could have more beautiful clothes. I was young and naïve, so I believed it. And after a long time, my father fell ill and died, mom didn’t even come back to see us. Then only did I realize that mom didn’t work, she just abandoned me and dad.

But no matter what, when my own grandparents refused to take care of me and raise me, mom still came back for me. Although I didn’t have a good life in the Mason’s Family, I was still able to survive until I was old enough to work and earn my own money

So, to me, I have a love-hate relationship towards mom. I hate her, but I also still see her as my mom.

Mom saw me and her eyes shined with hope. She rushed towards me and grabbed my wrist, “Jennie, your Uncle Mason really dumped me! Help mom, okay? I can’t live without them!”

Mom didn’t change after all. But what could I do? Beg Lance again? I was already so low in front of him, would he even help me again? He already blamed us for his mother’s death and now his grandmother, if he didn’t punish us, I would be grateful enough!

But, is Lance Mason such a kind man? No.  Chased out of the Mason’s

I stared at my mom with a cold face and asked, “Didn’t you already know your daughter has a relationship with both of his son? How low do you want your daughter to go? Are you asking me to climb into Uncle Mason’s bed right now?”

Seeing how my mother was behaving, if climbing into his bed meant allowing her to stay, she would agree.

My mom widened her eyes and said, “Jennie, how could you speak to me like that? | was the one who made sure you survived!”

Why did I want to kill Lance when I was 12? It was because I wanted to protect mom. I was only 12. And my mom was near 50 years old, yet still didn’t know when to protect her own daughter.

I shrugged my mom’s hand off me, “I have some money, I’ll rent a condo for you. This place is not for you.”

Mom rushed to me and grabbed onto my arms tightly, she begged, “Jennie, please don’t be so cold to me. Without him, I can’t live. You must have a way, right? Can you beg Lance again?”

I glared at her and smirked, “No, mom. Even if you threaten to die this time, I won’t help you anymore.”

“PAK”

My mom slapped me really hard, staring at me like a witch, “Ungrateful brat! I should have let you die back then!”

This slap was really hard, the corner of my lips was even bleeding. I looked up at her cruel face. She really didn’t deserve to me a mother. She gave me life, but never gave me protection.

“Even if you beat me to death, this house is not a place you can stay anymore. I don’t know how Mrs Mason was able to know about my relationship with his grandsons. This time, she fell sick, so Lance would definitely blame us both. Instead of worrying about staying here, why not worry about what Lance would do to you?” I said, and handed her a card. I added, “As a daughter, I don’t owe you anymore. But you, as a mother, ask yourself if you really don’t owe me anything.”

I left afterwards. This mother, even if she really die, I wouldn’t do anything for her anymore. I don’t have the strength and power to help her, and she doesn’t deserve my help.

I walked far away from her and I could still hear her scolding me and crying.

I called and cab and got in. Then, I couldn’t hold it in anymore and started crying. How depressing could my life get? There’s not a single person in the world who deserve  Chased out of the Mason’s my unconditional love anymore, and no one who loved me.

I’m just a lonely loner in this world.

Leo Mason called me, I didn’t answer. But he kept calling me, so in the end I picked up his call. He asked me if I followed his brother back.

He wanted to meet, but I didn’t want to see him. His attitude was tough, he insisted, so we agreed to meet at a café nearby.