My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 88

Chapter 88 Family Wrecker 

Lance’s voice was loud. He must have done it on purpose to let the servants hear.

I looked back at him with an oddly calm face, like I didn’t care that I just got humiliated.

“I know, this time we did it in the living room, what’s next? The car? No problem! That’s my job.” I said.

Lance was triggered by my words, the veins on his forehead were threatening to pop

out.

“You are really just like your mom, a slut mother bares a slut daughter!”

His words have always been harsh.

I remained very calm, putting on my panties, bra and shirt. Lance stood in front of me, watching me .

I always wondered how mentally strong I was, to be able to remain such calmness even after being humiliated.

“Jennie Gomez, do you know what you look like now?” Lance asked.

“What? Do tell.”

He bent down and raised my chin. He spoke in a cold tone, “A whore.”

I didn’t get man, instead I laughed so hard tears started forming in my eyes. I didn’t even know myself anymore.

“A whore? You‘re right, you give me money and I give you my body. I’m a whore and you’re my client. Why not we try to make a bastard baby? Hm? What do you think?” I said, while smirking.

He looked at me like I was a monster and pushed my head away, releasing his hands from my chin. He did it so hard my neck nearly snapped.

He never failed to be harsh on me, I shivered in pain. Lance glared at me with clouded over eyes and said, “Your mother was chased out of my family……” 

“I know.” I cut him off.

My mother was chased out of his family, Lance must have expected me to come begging him again, but I didn’t. “Why didn’t you beg me this time?”

“Beg you? With what? I’ve given you anything I could.” I said.

It was the truth. This body? He’s already f*cked this body countless times. What could I possibly give him?

I also didn’t want to do anything for mom anymore. After knowing how she treated father, who loved her with all his heart, I developed hatred for her. She didn’t appreciate a man who loved her, and always dreamed of unrealistic fantasies. I hate her for giving me such a low status. A bastard child.

Lance gave me one last glanced and left. His look showed that he agreed with what I said.

I put on my clothes and sighed. The servants all came back out after Lance left. Two young ladies kept stealing glimpses at me, they must be thinking how dirty I was.

But, I didn’t care anymore.

With a sore and painful body, I slowly walked up the stairs. When I walked pass Lance’s study room, I was a little irritated so I wanted to smoke. I didn’t even care if he had any CCTV around, I just entered his office and took a cigarette from his desk. I never smoke, because I have mild chronic bronchitis.

I took a breath in after lighting the cigarette. I started to cough very hard, but it was as if coughing would make me cough out all the unpleasant feeling.

After a few minutes, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I put off the cigarette. I had to admit, it really did help me get rid of the irritation.

There was a photograph of Lance dressed in suit and tie on his desk. To be honest, he looked like a noble gentleman when he’s calm and quiet like in the photo. But I know very well, he isn’t. He may look like a gentleman, but he’s an animal inside. I didn’t know what came over me, I took a pen and wrote a long sentence on the back of his photo: If you die one day, I will thank God; if you die one day, I would even laugh in my dreams. I want you to die so badly.

I finished writing and realized how childish I was, but I couldn’t erase it anymore. So I putt back into the frame.

I sat in his office for a while and left. My phone rang when I just stepped into the bedroom. It was Niklaus’ number. Strange, why did he call me so suddenly?

“Jennie, can you come out? Let’s meet.” He said through the phone.

I took a peep at the servants downstairs and said, “Are you here? Can we talk on the phone? I cant go out.”

“It’s hard to tell you through phone call! Think of a way to get out.” Niklaus said.

I went back to Lance’s bedroom and looked for a women’s hoodie. This was his other mansion so it was my first time here, we were always staying at Pavilion. Seems like he had a sugar baby too, last time. `I dressed up and got out. The butler didn’t ask me anything and the driver agreed to fetch me. I tried to call Lance but he didn’t answer. Then I texted him telling him that I’m meeting up with a high school friend.

After sending the message, I called Hailey. She’s my best friend, I went to her house a lot back in high school.

She waited for me at a café, the driver waited for me outside.