My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 94

Chapter 94 Reminiscing

I walked past them without any facial expression, with the dog in my arms. They were surprised to see me appearing suddenly in front of them and said, “You’re back Miss

Gomez.”

I looked at them for a second and said nothing and just brought the dog upstairs with me.

One of the maids looked at the baby Samoyed in my arm and said,” Miss Gomez, you didn’t know that Mr. Mason is allergic to dogs?”

I had known Lance Mason for so many years, of course I know he is allergic to dogs. They were just the maids that Lance had hired to take care of me, even though I was a mistress they shouldn’t be talking to me like that.

I was about to scold them when I realized what they said just now was true. Now that Lance was married, there would be more people talking behind and in front of me, all i could do was to ignore all of them.

I tightened my arms around the dog and said, “Mind your own business.”

It was when I almost reached the second floor that I heard the maid, “How can someone be so shameless!”

Another maid said, “Just calm down, it seems like Mr. Mason doesn’t like her a lot, she is just his sex toy.”

Sex toy……

I sighed while looking at the two maids. I noticed that the dog had been hiding in my arms, it seemed like it was afraid of the two maids because they weren’t friendly, I softly padded it and said, “Don’t be afraid, I will protect you and no one is going to hurt you.”

Ironic. I can’t even protect myself. How do I protect a dog?

I named the baby Samoyed with my nickname, Nini, my father used to call me Nini when he was still alive. I recalled that I once told Leo that he could call me Nini if he wanted, but he said he was already used to call me Jennie. Thinking about it now just made me realize that he just didn’t want to change for me because I wasn’t important enough.

When Lance Mason had sex with me without my permission, I was afraid that Leo would eventually find out about that. But I also hoped that he could save me from that living hell back then. I had imagined Leo to be my shining knight in armour and save me from my nightmare countless times, but after all it was just my silly imagination.

I recalled when I was arguing with Lance, he said, “Do you really think that Leo loves

Leo didn’t love me back then, so he never touched me before, even after he found out what I had been doing with his brother behind his back he didn’t do anything he just left with a look of disappointment.

I once asked myself if Leo loved me before. Sadly, I couldn’t feel his love and I still loved him.

He was the best thing that ever happened in my life.

The next day, one of Lance’s bodyguards came and picked me up to go back to California. Lance brought his wife to Greece for honeymoon. It would be very inappropriate if I followed.

I went back to the Pavilion Resident, I had nothing to do so I just decided to go back to my small apartment, there was a lot of memory that I shared with Leo there.

I pulled out a box from under the bed with a thin layer of dust on it. When I opened the box, I saw a green handkerchief that was covering all the pieces of a jade bracelet. This is the jade bracelet that Leo bought in a small shop when he went travelling, he was scammed. This is just a cheap jade bracelet.

But it was precious to me, just like my life.

Leo wasn’t the one who would always give me a gift, so when he did, I would be very careful with the gift and appreciated it.

There was a small red jacket in the box, it was Leo’s. I was wearing it when Lance saw me so he asked the maid to throw it away, everything I touched was considered dirty, so I didn’t get to wear any of Leo’s clothes anymore.

I walked a long way with my broken shoes in the winter when this jacket was thrown away. I found it laying in between the rubbish.

I quickly held the down jacket against my chest when I found it and I didn’t dare to take it back because I was scared that Lance would ask me to kneel on the snow again if he found out. So, I found a plastic bag and put it inside. Then I dug a hole in the soil and placed it there. I would always come here to check if it was still there. When I went to primary school, I would always bring the jacket with me no matter if it was winter or not.

I didn’t have much memories with Leo because he was sent abroad to study by Lance. The time I got to spend with him wasn’t much, let alone to be left alone.

I was slowly falling for him from the second he placed this red jacket on my shivering body.

I took in the smell of the jacket. My tears slowly rolled down my cheek. There wasn’t any scent of Leo anymore, just like how he will never ever walk into my world anymore.

My phone suddenly rang when I was in the depth of memories. It was Lance, I quickly picked up

“Where are you?” He sounded very angry so I assumed that he just had a fight with his wife.

CORO

I looked at the jacket in my hand and sniffed. “I will be back soon; I will be out for a while.”

“You’re crying!” Lance said.