My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 106

Chapter 106 Rape Me Again

Lance didn’t get angry because of my words and I saw a glimpse of something else shining through his eyes.

Did he really catch some feelings for me? Or maybe I was just overthinking, he was just worried about the baby, that’s why he didn’t want to say something ironic to trigger me.

. I pushed his hand away and was about to go up the stairs, “Do you really care so much of who you are right now? Are you jealous of Tiffany Abel?” he asked.

I laughed at his words and said, “You’re funny, Lance Mason, there are no mistresses who don’t care about what they are. You wouldn’t see a mistress go and tell people that “hey, I am a mistress who third wheeled other people’s marriage’ would you?”

I didn’t know what happened to me that I had been getting really good with words.

Lance hasn’t gotten used to my changes obviously. He froze on his spot.

I looked at him and turned around to walk up the stairs. Just when I was about to reach the second floor, Lance’s voice echoed through the house, “You don’t have to care too much of who you are anymore, you wouldn’t be one of them soon!”

I was six months pregnant and I would be giving birth in three months. According to the deal I made with him, I will get the money he promised and leave here.

And Lance Mason, he will give my baby to Tiffany Abel after that and the three of them would live happily ever after just like all the fairy tales. And me, I would be able to live my own life.

What he just said made me confirm that he wouldn’t break his promise, he would let me go. So, he couldn’t be catching feelings for me. That’s impossible.

Lance said something that I couldn’t hear clearly like Tiffany Abel isn’t what I think who she is.

His voice was all muffled by the walls.

I walked out of the bedroom when it was dinner time, and Lance was coming out from his study room. He closed the door and said sarcastically. “You don’t have to close the door of your study room, I am just like a joker. I wouldn’t know what to do even if you placed all the evidence in front of me.”

He didn’t give me any response.

We ate in silence and everything was the same, I didn’t touch the food that he   touched.

I didn’t expect Lance to place a slice of fish meat on my plate and said, “It’s good for the baby.”

I looked at the fish on my plate and I just felt disgusted. I didn’t like anything this man had touched including me, including the baby. I have never thought of bringing the baby with me when I leave but when I imagine my baby calling another woman ‘mom’ it makes my heart ache. I admit that I had caught feelings for this child, I hope he is a healthy baby

But I never wanted to kill the baby, I just couldn’t face the result of Lance raping me.

I didn’t eat the fish he had placed in my plate in the end, and when I was about to leave, Lance spoke, “Do you think I am dirty?”

I smiled at him and said, “I am not clean either.”

When I said I wasn’t clean either, I was saying that he was dirty indirectly. I had only been intimate with one man in my life, and that’s him and if I said I wasn’t clean, I was referring to him actually.

I was walking when I was swept off the floor and being carried by Lance suddenly. The baby move inside of me because of the sudden action.

“What are you doing?!” I asked in fear.

I knew what he wanted to do, but I was six months pregnant, I couldn’t have sex with him at that moment. I had already done abortion once; I don’t want to do it the second time. My body couldn’t bear it, I just want to live a healthy and normal life.

I still cared about my health.

Lance stared at me and said, “You said I was dirty, and you aren’t clean too, why don’t we get dirty together?”

With that, he carried me to the bedroom. Last time we almost lost this baby because he had sex with me so he didn’t try to touch since then. Maybe he was afraid that he would hurt the baby so I doubt that he will really have sex with me this time.

But I knew I was wrong when he placed me down on the bed and started to undress himself.

“Have you gone out of your mind?!” I shouted at him,

He was unbuckling his belt when he said, “If I have gone out of my f*cking mind it was because of you! You heartless woman!”