My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason) novel Chapter 113

Chapter 113 Germany

“Right, you’re not leaving huh!” | said. Then I went to the kitchen and took a knife. I pointed it at his face.

Instead of leaving, he squinted his eyes at me and said, “Wow, you’re so fierce after 6 months.”

I smashed the knife into the hotpot, splashing the red-orange soup onto his white shirt. He stood up and stared at me, but he didn’t hit me like I expected him to.

“Don’t overthink, you don’t owe me, but I owe you. I just came here to handle some business and saw you on the way with your boyfriend. Seeing you and your boyfriend made the stone in my heart disappeared. Seems like you’re fine and I do not have to worry   about you. I’m going back in a few days.”

This was the first time Lance told

me that he owed it to me, but these words came too little too late. I didn’t want it.

He took out a local credit card for me and said, “There’s a huge amount of money here. Rent a nicer condo, and don’t catch a cold.”

Lance Mason suddenly turned up here, with a change of attitude, said he owed me and even gave me money. I would rather die than believe that he suddenly became kind.

No, I would never believe it.

He looked at my expression and laughed bitterly, “Seems like I did too many horrible things and now it’s hard

to accept my good deeds?”

He put the card on the table and

I calmed myself and called Javier.

“Javier, please ask your friend to help me and let’s go to Germany quickly, shall we? I can’t stay here any longer! He’s back, he came back to see me! I’m afraid!” I cried out to him once he picked up the phone.

“Who? Who came back to see you?!” Javier asked, his voice laced with concern.

Javier came over to my place early in the morning. He saw my pale face and pulled me into his arms, “I never asked you about your past, so I won’t ask too this time. I just want you to know, if you need me just tell me. As your friend, I will do whatever I can to help you.”

Javier’s words touched my deeply in my heart, tears formed in my eyes.

I was greedy for the warmth he

gave me, but I was also afraid, scared that he would turn out to be a second Leo Mason. Leo gave me warmth and love too, but in the end……

The past was too painful, I didn’t want to think about it.

The visa and migration documents were done in about 2 weeks time. during this time, Lance didn’t come to see me, so I didn’t worry about it much. maybe he really just came for work, maybe he really just realized that he owed it to me and wanted to pay me back for hat he had done to me. Maybe,

just maybe.

better.

Although Javier is three years younger than me, we studied our Masters together in the Munich, Germany. He also likes football, so   prepared to leave. Just when he was about to exit the door, I picked up the card and threw it on his face, “Even if I die of starvation, I would not use any of your money. Lance Mason, I don’t care why you came here today, by coincidence or on purpose, I need you to know, we do not have any relationship anymore. You are a stranger to me, just like how I am a stranger to you. Don’t ever come near me ever again!”

I closed the door, but I heard Lance mumbling, “How could we ever be strangers?”

I sat on the ground and leaned against my closed door. I sighed out in relief. What the hell did he want? I was finally living a peaceful life, why did he have to turn up here? Was he trying to pull me back into his messed-up life?

A guy from my course confessed to me, he’s the same age as me. I wanted to try, because if you think

about it, I never really dated. With Leo Mason, it has always been one sided, I

was the passive one. So this was the first time someone said to me, “Jennie Gomez, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?

I was touched.

The guy was from Hong Kong, so knew even if I started this relationship with him, it wouldn’t last. He would go back to Hong Kong after his studies.

I didn’t know how to react, because I didn’t really think about it and I couldn’t decide. So I asked Javier when he came over to my condo to hang out.

Javier was silent for a moment when he heard me ask. He then said,

whenever we were free, we would watch matches together.

The time in Germany was pleasant and fun. Javier is a very fun person, he likes to go out and have fun all the time. Sometimes he would bring me along, sometimes I would choose to stay home. He’s too crazy when it comes to having fun, I couldn’t accept some of his ways of having fun, but I didn’t say anything, because everyone has their way of living, we should respect their life choices.

By this time, I was already in Germany for 3 months. I was used to everything here already, except my language. I still couldn’t really get the hang of it so I was only able to work in English speaking restaurants.

Everyday, I worked and studied, it was very productive.   “Bosco Lin is a nice guy, but he will be going back to Hong Kong, unless you just want it as a fling, and nothing serious.”